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Monday, May 1, 2006


   Not The Best Day.....
Today started out normal. Got up, went to school, corrected stuff in Science and worked hard in Math, then ate lunch. I went to drawing class, well that cheered me up. Not. I got a D/F on my Value chart. Great..... I couldn’t find my hand drawing either. More great...... I had to start over. I felt like I couldn’t do anything right. I worked hard on that chart! And by candle light, too! I was sulking the rest of the day. Photo class was ok. I got my 1st project done. They were playing the Pop station in the room. And I heard a certain beat. I thought, “Oh God... not here, not now!” (Every Time We touch - Cascada) That song reminded me of Aaron. (Ya, know...Aaron? My last crush who I was going to ask out, thought he liked me, saw him with his girlfriend, made me die a lot inside. The usual...) My fist was shaking violently beneath the table when my teacher was checking my project. And this may seem weird, but yesterday when I took a nap, I kind of went into a trance-like state. I felt drowsy afterwards. And I didn’t feel like me. I was confused, too. O_o Call me crazy. I don’t care.

Yami: Can I give you a million more hugs?

Me: I’m not done yet.... I passed Andrew on my way out of the school. I usually talk to him. But I just walked by. Now THAT is depressed. I got on the bus, and sunk into the seat. Lisa got in the seat behind me and said, “Have a bad day?” I said, “No. I’m really tired.” Ok. I guess I’m a horrible actor because she didn’t buy it. That or she knows I’m hardly ever tired. Either way, she made me spill. She cheered me up a little, saying I have 4 more weeks to get my grade back up in Drawing. Sel came on the bus and we had a few laughs. “Move Along” came on the radio and I had to listen to it. It made me feel a little better.

Yami: .......done?

Me: Yeah.

Yami: *hugs*

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