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Thursday, December 14, 2006


   I just have to post this.....
I don’t care if no one sees this because it’s so late.....
Today was the worst, and the best so far this week. I’m here telling mainly the bad. Tuesday was mid-terms. My grades were what I had expected. Still, my dad would freak if he saw them. So I hoped that we would miss conferences. When Lisa was over today, my dad came home, and said we had to go to conferences. Damn. Lisa went home, and my dad wanted to see my mid-term report. A little nervous, it said I had 2 Fs, a D and a B-. I knew he was going to bite my head off for my grades. Whet he didn’t know is that I had turned in a bunch of things that didn’t get put in, and Fs went up. Still, my dad started yelling at me. I immediately started crying. I kept saying I was really trying my hardest, and how I was doing better and the fact that my grades HAD changed. He didn’t believe me. He said I was an embarrassment to him. After that, I started thinking of running away. what I should bring, the letter I would write to him, the e-mails I would send to my friends, the post I would put here. Where I would go.... He was saying that all I do is come home and go on the computer and stay there all night and get nothing done. All I do is make AMVs and mess with all the “anime crap”. How the hell would he know? He’s not home 90% of the time! And I haven’t made an AMV in SO LONG! I just upload the one I’ve made a while ago. After yelling at me for 15 minutes or so, he said in 10 minutes we would go to conferences. I didn’t know if I really could. My eyes were really red, I felt completely lightheaded and sick. I crashed on the couch until it was time to go. We went to conferences, I was trying hard still not to start crying again. We went to my first hour, and my dad was shown that I was trying and my grades were better. After everything, I was really pissed. If there’s one thing that my dad hates, it’s not to admit he was wrong. He started laughing and joking with me afterwards. Oh yeah. So I’m not an embarrassment anymore? I asked him that, and he said my GRADES were an embarrassment, not me. DO NOT EVEN THINK about turning this story around! He’s such a jerk! >< Later, I was DOING MY HOMEWORK and I could overhear my dad talking to Shelly. He was saying my grades are what a stupid person would get. Yeah, thanks dad. I love you too. *sarcasm* >< I talked to Lisa about it, and that took a bit of the edge off. You gotta figure: My dad is pretty much saying I’m a failure. So do you think that really helps me with my confidence? Hell no! It makes me feel like I can’t do anything anf I have no talents. I thought parents were supposed to care for you, and be there for you. Not tear your hopes and dreams apart right in front of you and say you’re a failure.
Gee, aren’t I loved?

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