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Tuesday, December 19, 2006


Gomen
I’m REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY.... well, you get the idea. I’m extremely sorry for Thursday and all that. T_T What my dad said about me really sunk in. It’s been doing that mainly since my mom passed away. But I really want to thank for all the nice comments on Thursday *hugzz everyone* I helped a lot with my situation. I went to Lisa’s choir concert that same night, and I felt a bit better. But still, I was really depressed, and I didn’t really show it until I went to bed. I didn’t get much sleep, and I woke up 5 minutes before my bus came. Luckily I made it. I hardly ate anything on Friday and barely did anything. I think I freaked Lisa out a bit, since I always eat and I’m always hyper. I went to my friend Stephi’s b-day party, and that was a break from what I had been feeling all day. We went to the arcade, so I played lots of DDR and Laser Tag. It was fun, then I started to get stressed. I had to bake a cake, clean the house, and get everything organized for my party the next day. It was about 9pm. AND I had a fanfic to write! I had none of it done. I didn’t get to write it, and I felt so bad for that. My dad was starting to get a bit pissed off at me for no reason again, which wasn’t really helping me in my situation. But Friday night might have been the worst. I couldn’t sleep and so many things were going on in my mind. I just wanted everything to stop! It was making me go insane. I did finally get to sleep that night. I have Yami-kun to thank for that. ^_^ that and reminders that I have good friends, good times, and all you guys, (of course) Add on that my dad has no idea what really goes on. I felt quite a bit better. I may be clinically depressed (Depressed most of the time) But I’m hoping I’ll make it through. I have to face everything head on, right?
Anyway, I promise to get back into the swing of things, even though it’s the holiday season. Look out for some of my works! ^_^

~<3~ Kibou ~<3~

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