Sunday, October 30, 2005

   "I'm not ashamed To be the person I am today..."
"so far away" by Staind

Sorry for being gone so long, homework and marching band have taken up a good portion of my time. Speaking of marching band, we've done really well this year! We got to go to region, then area, then area finals, and almost made it to state but the band we tied for 5th against got it instead! Grrrrr, why'd they choose them instead of us???!!! We were so much better than some of the bands that get to go to state, and we don't get to go! I know I know, there's always next year since we'll be 5A and that's when the 5A state competition is and all, but this was our first year to go, and we got shot down!!!

In other news, yesterday while at the contest I got to go to Hot Topic (we went to the mall for lunch) and I got a new journal that has the Emily Strange cat on it and it says 'Bad Kitties' on it, a YYH shirt that has Hiei and Yusuke on it, and FINALLY a Hiei plushie!!!!! I've been wanting one so badly and looking for one like a friggen hawk, I got the last one they had!!!! *huggles plushie* =3 Also when we went to the mall, I got to read some Chrono Crusade at a bookstore. Speaking of manga, Cresent Moon is over!!!! It's only 6 mangas long! Noooooooooo!!!!!!!! That one was my favorite too. Dang.

Guess what I found out? YYH is back on!!!!! Yes, it is back, and right where they left it off too! But it comes on way to friggen early in the morning for me: 4:30 am central time. >< You can figure out what time it comes on for where ya'll live. Now I'm glad my friend/mentor Kitty is taping it, I get to watch it!!! =^^=

Notes to some people:
Katy-san: sorry I keep forgetting to tell you what Kiddie Krack is. It's basically pixie sticks usually, but one of my friends makes some herself and no one knows what's in it (though I have a hunch) but that's what it really is. You can add things like plain sugar and dry kool-aid mix, but yeah, now ya know. ^~

Granma Smurf: Dude, that was uncalled for what you put as a comment! I can put whatever the heck I want on this site, and if I would rather not put something, that's my choice! I just made that last post because I was really upset and needed to let it out somehow! Jeez, gimme a break here!

Hope ya'll have a HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
Shnugens


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Sunday, October 16, 2005

   If I O.D on anything, it's drama.
Yes I know, no song of the day, but you'll see why in a minute.

I hate my life. I don't wanna say why, I just hate it. I feel like I'm living a double-life, a great one at school (somewhat) and a tragic one at home. No, I'm not depressed, my life has just turned into a big hell on earth.(excuse my language, there shall be quite a bit of cursing in this post. If you don't like, turn away now) I will not explain why my life is like this, it's just way too fuckin' personal and I don't really want to talk about it. Let's just say I'm having family issues and I feel like shit and I'm being torn and shredded into itty-bitty fuckin' pieces till I'm nothing, nothing but a fuckin' hollow shell in this stupid, horrid, goddamn world. Here's a song that really fits my mood and life right now:

"Sooner or Later" by Breaking Benjamin

I want a normal life
Just like a new born child
I am a lover hater
I am an instigator
You are an oversight
Don't try to compromise
I learn to love to hate it
I am not intigrated
(Pre-chorus)
Just call my name
You'll be ok
Your scream is burning through my veins
(chorus)
Sooner or later
You're gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your (my) (our) life away
Driving under
Leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw your (my) (our) life away

Your like an inch in time
You are open wide
You see them try and play me
Just like you see on TV
I am an oversight
Just like a parasite
Why am I so pathetic
I know you won't forget it

(pre-chorus)
(chorus)
(chorus)

Hope that shows how I feel right now.
Shnugens
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Saturday, October 8, 2005

   "Wake me up when September ends" by Green Day. I've probably used this before, but seeing as its fall now, it seems like a good song for right now.

So, do ya'll like the new theme? I love it! Something completely different, and that's what I was going for. The colors remind me of fall, and that's another thing I wanted. I just have this weird way of conneting my theme with holidays or seasons in a way no one else does, it's strange. It's me alright!

Ok, I just HAVE to explain the laughing smile icon. Ok, last night we had game (which we lost in over-time 21-14) and it was so funny. My friend "Kitty" had waaaaaayyyyy too much "Kiddie Krack" and went very hyper. When the percussion did a candence, and we danced (tis fun to do, and it warms you up when it's cold out, like last night) she kept losing her balance and nearly falling more than 3 times. My mum said she's surprised she didn't get whip-lash from some things Kitty was doing. *shakes head* Lets just say we were laughing our heads off at how funny she and my other friend "Kitsune" got. My friends + Kiddie Krack = free entertainment. ^_^

My family has left!!!! You know how I told ya'll about most my family coming up from Beaumont? Well they finally went back home! Yes! *goes running around the house* Woo-hooo!!!!! ^_^ Yes, you can tell I'm VERY happy about that. You would be too if you knew my family. XP

I shall be putting a new part of my story up soon hopefully, I just need to finish writing it. I'm very sorry to keep ya'll waiting on it. But right now, I'm listening to the sound track from YYH that I borrowed, and I can't write this very second, but a look out for it!

Shnugens
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Sunday, October 2, 2005

   "Follow" by Breaking Benjamin

I'm so sorry for not being around lately. It's just that last week was 9 week exams and then we had a football game on thursday (bad day since it's during finals) and then friday I had marching practice from 10:45-2:00 and then Saturday we had a marching competition. Now my feet hurt alot, and I have a blister on one of my big toes from my marching shoes. >< Owwww..... And to add to that, we sucked at the competition. Got 12th out of 14 bands. >< Hopefully we'll do better this coming Saturday and have some stuff added in, like special effects (like moving in a domino effect and such) plus we don't have the whole thing set-up yet ('cause my band director is aiming for UIL instead of competitions >< grrr...) and yeah, I'm a little ticked about that.

Since I don't have a whole lot to say, here's a poem for ya'll.

Night Sky

Looking up at the night sky
Many stars twinkle and wink at me
I wonder how looking at the stars
Can make on feel so small
The vast sky seems to stretch to eternity
The velvety black sky nearly tangible
The stars like diamonds on it
But, aw, the moon
Her beauty is beyond comparison
Like a white silver disk
It waxes ans wanes
Like the sea goes in and out of tide
Without a cloud in the sky
To obscure this perfect night
One can't help but whisper
"Star light, star bright
First star I see tonight
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Grant a wish for me tonight."
And hope beyond hope
To see a shooting star

Hey, I'm thinking of changing my theme again, any suggestions?

Shnugens,
Yami Yasha


Count D and "Medusa" the basilisk in Petshop of Horrors.


Ed and Al from Fullmetal Alchemist
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

   "Wake me up when September ends" by Green Day, kinda fitting since yesterday was the last day of summer.

Did ya'll see that Hurricane Rita has been booted to category 5?! Holy shamoly!!! And I have family that lives down in the area that it's gonna hit!!!! >< Crap, just when I thought we got rid of 'em for a good while, they come back! Though this time it's my grandma, grandpa, cousin and a cat-hating dog. This is gonna be hell on earth.

I'm finally officially 15!! Woot!! That means only 1 year till I can drive!! ^^

This fridays game we're playing with my middle school's band. This is the first time we've done this, so it'll be...different to say the least. We get to march almost all of our half-time show, but we get to play all of it. ^~ Yay!!!! Can't wait!!!

Shnugens


Bleach


Green Day, just 'cause they're awesome.
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Saturday, September 17, 2005

   "Dirty Harry" by Gorillaz

Well, Central Chargers are doing great with football so far. Last night we won 20-14, that's 3-0!!!! ^^ But man, that was our homecoming game, and we had to play Nessun Dorma over and over again while they announced the homecoming court, and my arms started to really hurt from holding my flute up for so long. And, added to that, we were in our full uniform, complete with the "dead bird" plumes and weird hats; those stupid hats hurt!!!!! We have a golden triangle mirror in the front, and the nubs that held it in place dug into my scalp really hard. >< Owwwww..... Apparently the other band was HUGE. I couldn't see 'em, but my mum said they had a eighteen wheeler with all their equipment in it. O.o they looked small to me, but I only saw them in the stands, couldn't see them on the field since I was in the back, and me being slightly shorter than most people....you get the picture. But they played our closer!!!!! But we don't have ours down 'cause someone is going too slow though contest is coming in a matter of weeks (*coughbandinstructorcoughcough*).

Today I had my birthday party at Laser Quest. It was so fun!!! I decided to be a sniper while playing since I can fit in tighter spaces and such. On the first game I tied some guy with 5th place, and second game I was in 4th place. Top 5 the whole time!!! ^~ And then I got the Gorillaz CD (hence the song today), a few gift cards to Traget and Barnes and Noble, an oil burner (kinda like liquid incense), A Cat in the Hat VHS (gonna have to get my VHS to work now, and it's supposed to be something about my character apparently), and $30 in cash!!!! ^_~ 2 days till I'm officially 15!!!

Shnugens


Gorillaz


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Sunday, September 11, 2005

   "That what I'm looking for are the answers To why these questions never go away..."
"I'm so far away" by Crossfade

Well, I've had quite a bit of a weekend. Friday our football team won, 6-14. ^_^ They're already doing better than last year, since they only won once last year. I've had to do a project for English that I FINALLY finished. Had to write a myth and put it on poster board. Don't know if mine is all that great, or if it's even considered a myth, but oh well, I drew a really cool mask that goes with the story. ^_~

This week is homecoming for us. Monday is our parade and I'm completely confused as to what we're doing since we're meeting up at a different school, and ending at my high school, so it's confusing. My friend Akira is in the parade with some of her senior friends for the art club. Maybe I'll get to see them.

On September 23 (I think) we're having a game with the middle school I went to. We're not playing against them, the band is gonna play with our band, sounds fun huh? When we heard, me and some friends just looked at each other and said: "We know who's gonna fall over that game." What we mean is that we can't lock our knees, or we either pass out or fall over, and since there's gonna be 7th and 8th graders there that don't know that, they'll be falling over! ~.~

My birthday is next monday!!! Woot!!! I'll be 15!!! ^^

Oh, and guess what? I've gotten over 800 for visits!!! Here's my status:
Visits:807
Popularity: 1164
Yay! I finally went over 800!!!!! ^^

Shnugens

A girl from Chobits, forgot her name. XP


Twin Towers, in memory of all those who lost their lives do to this tragic event.
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Monday, September 5, 2005

   "I'm gonna close my eyes, I can't watch the time go by...."
"Freak out" by Avril Lavigne

Well, friday our football team won their first game of the season, 37-21. Of what I hear, that was the only team they beat last year. But (there's always a but isn't there?) Birdville beat Joshua 40-0 and we play them soon, so I have a feeling we'll beat 'em. You should've seen the our band there! We were hilarious!! You see, we get 3rd quarter off, and since the stadium we were at doesn't allow cokes in the stands (that place was creepy, they had barbed wire on the fencing and had metal detectors) so we went back to the buses to have cokes, and our band + caffine = crazyness!!!!! That and some of my friends had "kiddie krack". If you have no clue what that is, it's the same thing as kindergarden krack or pixie dust. Man, that's one dangerous thing to have around us! Lol. But yeah, we were dancing, singing, shouting what songs we should play, and shouting this "dedicated" thing the band has that goes like this:

Drum major: Band! Are you dedicated?
Band: Dedicated! Dedicated! We are dedicated! You check us out! You check us out! Unh!

Yes, we is crazy. ^^ As for marching, I think I only messed once, and that was only because I missed the cue I found. >< Maybe I'll de better this coming friday.

In other news, I've been a bit of a party animal this weekend. I had 3 parties to go to, in 2 days!!! I had a flute party saturday, a summer party kinda thing at a family friends house, and then a birthday party! Dang, I never knew I was so friggen popular! Lol. ^~ Nah, I ain't popular, just got a lot of friends.

There's a new girl in the flute section now who came from New Orleans. I'll call her "Usagi". Usagi is lucky 'cause her cousin is a snare drum player in our band, and her family got out of New Orleans before the hurricane hit. She's already fit right in, and it took her about 2 days to fit in, not too bad. She also went to our first football game with us. We found out she likes anime and manga, so that'll be alot easier to talk about and such. She's staying at Central for at least 2-3 months at a minimum. And it's also kinda funny 'cause we chose her nick-name (which means bunny) and what's funny is that her and another friend of mine are "bunnys" and then me and my mentor are "cats". It's funny!!!! ^^

Hope ya'll have a great holiday! And please, help out those who need help!!!

P.S- we're keeping Petey!!!

Shnugens


Foamy the squarrel rocks!


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Monday, August 29, 2005

   "Then I started to realize I was livin' one big lie..."
"She hates me" by Puddle of Mudd

Well, marching band is goin' by ok, finally did the final bit of our marching to the opener we do. I got really ticked at my band director 'cause I got all confused, then I was in the wrong spot, then I now almost run over someone (my high school mentor!) 'cause of the way they have it mapped out! *does some wild movements with hands* Ok, I'm better. Ok, so I'm not, what's it to you?

I got a cell phone!!!! ^^ Yes, I'm very happy 'bout havin' a cell phone, I just hope nobody prank calls me in the middle of the night. >< Ah well, it's turned off by then anyways, so it doesn't matter. ^~

Hiei: What the hell..? *watches 2 cats go running by*
Yami: What? Oh, didn't I tell you Hiei? We found a kitten we might be keeping him!
Hiei: O.o WHAT?!?!?!
Yami: Uh-yeah, his name is Petey and he's a 6 month (about) old kitten that's a orange tabby with white on him.
Hiei: And your keeping him?!?!?
Yami: Yeah, no one seems to own him even though he came with a *el gaspe!* pink rhinestone collar.
Hiei: *gives Yami a weird look* Hn
Yami: I swear, that's how he came!
Hiei: Hn

Shnugens
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

   "Points of authority" by Linkin Park

I'm so sorry I haven't been around lately, homework and marching band have taken over except on wednesdays and over the weekend, and any other day I'm off from marching band rehersal. So I apoligize, please forgive me! *bows*

Well, I'm still feeling crummy. For some odd reason it's worse in the mornings then in the afternoons. I thought it was allergies, but I might be wrong since I took some stuff and it didn't work. ~.~ And there seems to be a coughing sickness going 'round the school already, so that might be what I caught since I'm starting to cough a bit. Whatever I've got, I'm not letting it get in the way of being with my friends and such. I may feel crummy, but I really try not to act it.

Well, hear the band stuff! Yesterday (tuesday) 2 of the band directors had a "magic showdown" during concert band (which is what I'm in unfortunatly ><). It was pretty lame, but funny none the less! Like Mr."A" took of his keys that had different key ring colors on them and put them in his pocket and took 'em out and said he changed the colors. And then Mr."V" did the 'I've got one finger on one hand and none on the other, hit the fists together and the finger moves' thing. And then Mr."A" took a bells cover and put it over his legs and lifted one up and pulled the cover with it, making it look like he had only 1 leg. Yeah, lame but funny! ^~

We got one of our cats, Bandit, a coller the other day. It's an orange Harley Davidson coller with a matching tag. Now we call him Bad-ass Trouble since he's bad-ass with the coller and trouble 'cause he's trouble. ^~ Hey, it's "Bad-ass Trouble" Bandit! ^~

Shnugens
P.s: first game comes up in one week from this friday, can't wait! What's the football team doing on OUR field? Lol. Eat. Sleep. Toot a flute.


Trigun
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