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Tuesday, May 29, 2007


   My mother
Should die. She let my cat out and expects me to go find it. And then she says that she wants my cat to die and she hopes that some animal gets it and kills it. But its her fault anyway that its out there. And then she insults my boyfriend who I love a lot more than here. I'm so sick of her insulting him when he is perfectly nice and he makes me happy so what the hell does it matter to her. She makes up all this crap thats not true. I really hate her. I don't wish death upon her, but perhaps it will find its way upon her. Shes not bad when shes sober. But this is ridiculous. And she claims she never does anything wrong. How about scarring her children for starters? I wish I could put this on the world news so everyone could know how much I hate my mother. I don't want to, but shes made it so that I want to spit on her or punch her in the face. (which I tried to earlier) I wish dad would do something about her, but he is ignorant. I love dad, but its not fair that mom can get away with saying anything. I know parents have authority over their children, but does that give them the right to verbally abuse them? And then I'm scolded when I fight back. I don't let what she says when shes drunk get to me too bad, because I know she's just drunk. But it still makes me angry that she claims to be so good. I hate her. She is a hypocrite. She says things that do not pertain to the argument at hand. Chelsea is so lucky she gets to leave. I have to be alone with this next year. At least I have Taylor, my boyfriend who my mom said was ugly and thought he was better than everyone else. I don't care if she thinks he's ugly, because I think he's sexy, and he doesn't think he's better than everyone else. But he is better than lots of people. Some people think I'm ugly. They are wrong in my opinion as well. My mother is very ugly. Not only on the outside, but on the inside especially. She has a brain of steel and heart of poop. Haha. She is such trash. But I do need to get back on her good side so that I can get stuff. That's always a plus. Well, sorry for the ramblings. I miss this old journal. It makes me happy to update again <3 Later
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