Tuesday, March 22, 2005

AAAAAAH!!!
~Mood~
EXTREMELY IRRITATED!!!!

SCREW YOU, OTAKU!!!

I just had a WICKED long post that I completely lost thanks to this stupid site!!! AAARGHBLE!!!

Ok. *breathes* Well, here, I'll try to sort of repost what I had done.

Sorry I haven't been with you all in a couple of days. It doesn't really look like anyone cared anyway... but I've been extremely busy. Like, rehearsals for the performance that is going on tomorrow night. Oh yes. I'm not afraid or nervous or anything like that... I never really am before a show. I just have a strong disliking of the show itself and the way it's been put together.

Anyway, extremely good news here, but I can't go too much into detail...

I'M TAKING CHRIS PATTON TO DINNER!!!

Oh yes. Yes yes yes.

He's vegan, so I'll have to be careful. Here, this is what the darling looks like.



Isn't he just adorable?

Alright, well, now I'm very tired of typing. I was mid-poem and all of a sudden #click!# and yeah. So I'm going to go away now before it happens again. Later!

Sign my guestbook!!!
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Sunday, March 20, 2005

Yay! Now I know more about Sanzo, and I am Sanzo!
~Mood~
relaxed

~Song~
FF1 Battle Theme by the Black Mages

I added my Sanzo quiz result to the bottom of the page. Anyway, today was pretty cool, yet somewhat sad. I was roused rather early (my parents wish for me to have "normal people" sleeping habits) and I came downstairs to my father being off of work for the day (quite rare and always unwanted, at least by me).

Well, things haven't been too hot between my parents, and today the tension was thick enough that you could cut it with a knife, or something. He had come home at four in the morning... again... and I was awake, drawing. He was completely wasted... as usual... and he started arguing with me over how I constructed this FFX amv. I got sick of it and told him to just leave me alone, and then my mother came downstairs to yell at me for supposedly waking her up. Then the two were both yelling at me to go to bed, and on top of it all, they both had their own blowout as I walked up the stairs.

My father's drinking problem has been an issue for a long time now... my mother finally laid down the line and said she isn't going to be doing anything for him anymore. In a fit of rage, she grabbed me up and handed me my makeup and scarf, then dragged me to applebees for a night out of just us. She complained to her mother over her cell phone on the ride there, and I just listened to me iPod...

We conversed pretty well, something we don't do often. After the great food, we headed to Barnes and Noble because I wanted to see if they carried this manga called "Your and My Secret". They didn't, but I ended up purchasing these!




So, I am content. ^^

What I was drawing last night, I'm having a hard time finishing. It depicts a young Cloud Strife, topless and trying to lace up his boots. He wears a single glove, a pair of pants, the boot he is lacing, and only a sock is seen on his other foot. Zack is kneeling close to him, his fingers holding Cloud's slender chin upwards, and a longingness in his eyes. In his other hand rests Cloud's other glove.
That picture literally came to me in a dream. The only problem is that I've never drawn someone at Cloud's angle before and I'm having a bit of trouble placing the head correctly on the body. When I'm able to figure it out, it'll zip immediately onto the site, so keep an eye out!

Hm... I know I'm forgetting something... oh yes! Yesterday's comments showed that

Colorfully cute and Action-packed people are the anime genres that seem to be most enjoyed. Of course, I only have seven comments, but that still seems reasonable, ne? Ok, I think I've said enough for today besides the fact that I could really use some help gaining popularity. So if you, for some odd reason, enjoy my rants, talking to me, or just the stuff I put on this site, please spread the word! Anyway, I have much much MUCH homework to do, so Katana out!
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Saturday, March 19, 2005

~Mood~
Much much MUCH better than yesterday!

~Song~
u+k - Gackt

I saw Robots! That was one of the cutest animated movies I've seen in a while. The fact that there was a Britney Spears song featured in it for a few moments didn't take away from it at all. Twas pretty damn funny, especially Fender!

I woke up at about 11:00 (surprisingly enough) and immediately turned on the weather channel (which I have a habit of doing whenever I get up). My mom had gone to work today because one of her co-workers was ill, and so my little sister had been alone for a few hours. I fed her and stuff after finding out that it was almost FIFTY DEGREES outside!

When my mom finally came home, she said that this would be the perfect day for my minion and I to walk downtown to the fabric store to search for cosplay supplies. He came over at about 2:00, and when I finally found something to wear (it takes me forever to get myself motivated enough to pull off my pajamas) and we looked at stuff on the computer a while, we walked out.

I had my iPod and we conversed as usual. The weather was awesome! We got coffee coolattas and ended up heading to the comic store instead, where I purchased the fourth volume of Boogiepop Phantom and some Men's Pocky. Then we went to the movies, came to my house, watched the Incredibles (his first time, my second) and he left about an hour ago.

I then proceeded to munch on an apple and take Flash tutorials. I'm starting to grasp the animation process. Eventually I'd like to make Flash movies.

Well, the night is still somewhat young, but my writing mood is [insert exploding or dropping onomatopoeia here]. I can only write when I'm overcome by an emotion other than happiness. So I think I might go off and draw, or maybe watch BP. *takes a breath*

Yay, I'm number 4008! And I have 26 gb entries! But I require more! *sigh* Here, to influence your comment-posting, I'll make a poll.

What is your favorite genre of anime?

1) Colorfully cute
2) Maniacally horrific
3) Action-packed people
4) Action-packed mechas
5) Random insanity
6) Other (state it, please)

Ok, Katana out!
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Friday, March 18, 2005

Head, pain, pain, there is pain.
~Mood~
annoyed

~Song~
take a guess at what is still in my head.

Alright, this is all giving me headache! Looking at screen... it burns... talking to raven on phone... ears are burning, I don't know why. Someone just... just shoot me. I'm coughing and sniffing again... if I get sick again I'll have to kill someone... *snuggles squeek-meister and Vivi*



Yeah lookit. It's my daddy. Anyway... here's my day.

I woke up too late... got to school, went to gym... suddenly sucked at basketball... went to english, used a cheat sheet to finish my vocab test... went to latin, and sat around reading chobits and playing with my iPod before doing a bit of algebra, then I actually went to algebra and received more work than I can manage most likely. Then there was lunch in which I ate a cheese pretzel and fell asleep, and history in which I took notes and fell asleep. Then chemistry, where I pretty much just fell asleep.

Then I headed to rehearsal which took FOREVER! And we began searching for a costume for me... the only thing we had available as even a possibility for me not only suffocated me by being ten sizes too small around the bust, but the slightest bend would reveal everything I have to offer on both ends. -_- not something anyone wants to see, I assure you.

Then I ate chinese food with the cast, and they talked about this jackass who ejaculated in some girl's sandwich as a prank and called it mayo. Wasn't the best meal I ever ate. Mary, a girl that is loud, annoying, and randomly hates me, made sure that I didn't get a fortune cookie. The only one that didn't get one.

Then minion came and we watched A Knight's Tale (very very VERY good movie) and he was half asleep the whole time so I kept punching and prodding him. Then I called Raven and now I'm sitting here almost asleep and waiting for her to come on MSN like she said she would. *clenches squeek-meister* I've had better days, just to clear all of that up, and I'm thinking tomorrow might be spent just sleeping. I need a just-sleeping day.

They told me my music was too loud
They told me my voice wasn't loud enough
I wish I could live up to what they want
But sometimes I just can't
So now I'm sitting alone here in the dark
Backstage, away from the people and the lights
One of the only times I'm comfortable
In my own skin, when they aren't near
But my cue nears ever closer to now,
And I have forgotten all of my lines.
I'm going to make a fool of myself again.
Can't I just stay here and listen to my loud music?

Yay! Ranting like that makes me feel better. So does sleep... *gets ready to slink offline*
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Is it impossible to get a cup of coffee-flavored coffee in this country???
~Mood~
Squeeking like.

~Song~
Pink Killer - Dir en Grey (DAMN YOU DIR EN GREY!! DAMN YOOOOOU!!! STOP GETTING STUCK IN MY HEAD EVERY DAY!!!!)

I love Dennis Leary. www.WHATTHEFUCK!.com! Pull up your pants! www.BLOWME!.com! Muahaha.

Ok, look at my new toy!



Yeah, I had to scan it on account o' I do not own a digital camera. Anyway, this is what it says on da box.

-Throw it at someone's head many times and then get beat up.
-Combat the powers of evil using patented holy squeek technology.
-Gnaw on it real good then produce horribly malformed chemical babies.
-See just how much grating noise human ears can tolerate.
-Use it as a makeshift urinal (girly attachment coming).
-Squeek, damn you! SQUEEEEEEEK!

Ok, I have movies to watch, cake to eat, and Squeek-meister to squeek. I'll come back sometime later tonight, so see ya then!
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All the music!!! It burns... in a good way!!!
I just got an iPod shuffle at 11:00 pm toda-... yesterday! And I put a lot of songs on it! But it took me forever to figure out. God damn, I need to go to sleep. Just thought I'd announce my wonderful accomplishment. Yes. Oyasumi!
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Thursday, March 17, 2005

Curtinisms 101 have made my world a better place! NOT!
UPDATE: I'm adding a fanart of mine right now of Ban Midou from GetBackers to the site. Lookie! It's a tiny preview!



~Mood~
half silly, half pissed off *shrug*

~Song~
Kasumi -Dir En Grey (damn them catchy musics!!)



Totally click that pic. It's a whole bunch of crap about my chemistry teacher, Mr. Curtin (pictured above), the moron we all love to hate. I'm sure that even if you don't know him, you'll get a kick out of a few of these quotes. And, a quick reminder, I live with him EVERY FUCKING SCHOOL DAY. So there.

Sorry about not being here in like... what, two days? Less than that I hope. I'm in the "interclass play" at my school. We do a comedy special every year. I play the "other woman" in this comical production called The Other Other Woman. Practice has been pretty harsh, along with a homework load coming in (much of it induced by CURTIN!). Also, parents breathing down my neck and my anime club members at school. I was dragged kicking and screaming back to school last night for three hours for an 8th grade orientation to promote my club. I specifically said I was NOT going to give any speeches, and so, of course, I gave about five speeches to different groups of people. I'm out of the talent show this year as well due to the fact that I was too busy to make auditions. Hannah wants me on the track team and Steph wants me on the volleyball team. Why do I always randomly become busy and popular right before potential moves? -_-

Well, besides ALL OF THAT STUFF not a whole lot has happened. Looks like I'm completely on my own again relationship-wise, or at least it looks that way. Most of me is quite tempted to say I don't give a shit anymore. Less responsibility on my part, ne? And um... the weather is getting nicer... yeah.

Anyway, too busy to carry on now, still have homework to do. Anybody have any tips on accomplishing problems that deal with the stoichiometry of gases is welcome to leave a good comment. Or, just laugh about Curtin. Damn him and his stoichy-problems!

A conversation I had with him not too long ago during a lab:

Me: Ha, I accidentally inhaled some of the fumes produced by the ammonia and the sodium chloride and it's making me cough pretty bad.
Curtin: Tsk tsk, you have to be like Bill Clinton. Don't inhale!
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Pre-shower posties
~Mood~
need to poke something

~Song~
Battle Scene (FFI) - The Black Mages

My mom is standing over my shoulder and yelling at me currently. Just yelling and yelling, and as usual, I'm just sitting here, tuning her out. Now she's walking away... oooh, she hit the wall. God, she's so scary. *insane giggle* This all escalated from her going on and on about me being late, and as she walked up the stairs, she says angrily "It's twenty to six and blah blah blah" and I simply say "That's nice, mom." And then she stands over my shoulder for fifteen minutes going on and on and on about absolutely nothing until she got so worked up that she grounded me. Ah, just another morning.

I can't understand that woman...

But, I'm not going to rant about her any longer, although there is definitely plenty I can rant about. *listens as she coughs in her bedroom and holds back a chuckle* And afterwards, she always wonders why I take pleasure in her pain... maybe because it also works the opposite way...

Sorry, sorry. Anyway, it is getting rather close to the sixth hour of the day, and a shower I do need. I'll come back and be more thorough with the postiness later today. When I say later, I'm talking like three or something. And this is if I don't end up actually grounded. Adios!
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

This damn seat is always so cold...
~Mood~
cold, a little irritated

~Song~
Cage - Dir En Grey, it's been stuck in my head for YOU DON'T KNOW HOW LONG!!!! *hits floor with frustration*

Anyway, I mean, the stupid computer is right by a window, and as old as this house is... Well, in case anyone actually cared, I was completely knocked out all day yesterday, hence why you saw none of me at all. Hit the floor as soon as I got home, slid up the stairs to bed in the middle of the afternoon, and woke up to my grandmother at 5:45 am. A little awkward, ne?

The homework that I couldn't accomplish was okay, due to the fact that my teacher wasn't present in school today! *cheers* But, it just means I gotta go do it later. *awwns* Hm, what else did I do today...

Ah, tried strawberry mousse pocky. That stuff just tastes... weird. Went a few typical rounds with my mother. Collected almost all of my supplies to make my costume, Black Mage! And... for the most part, that's all that's anything exciting, not that it's exciting or anything. I know, I make so much sense, don't I?

The only other thing I did was pull together a little piece. I call it... iono, something. I write the shit and I let someone else name it, but there ain't no one around. You'll deal.

The two of us, vulnerable
Our souls still in limbo
I strike and you strike
And we don't go anywhere
Then we slowly crumble, weak
Our hearts set aflame
I cry and you cry
And we don't go anywhere
We have broken away, isolated
Our hands in fists and cold
I ponder and you ponder
And we don't go anywhere
But maybe there is hope...
Our minds are still intact
I try and you try
And we will put our hearts back together.

Yeah, there's my stupidity for the day. *eats more mousse pocky* God, this stuff is fucking weird! *eats more*



Isn't that a cool fanart? Yeah. Oh, just learned my buddy Lenny-kun is heading down from Maine on Easter weekend, and he's agreed to be my tackle buddy. This means I can release some stress on his sorry ass... *cracks knuckles followed by insane laughter*

Also, I'm writing a ten-page term paper in a bit, and I need a topic. I have a subject (Japanese Rock music) but I needs to narrow that down, and I'm not sure how. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated *points to comments link*. K, I'm out. Ja ne!
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Monday, March 14, 2005

Oops...
Ok ok, so I got carried away and I made an entire forum just to spite fictionpress.com for their policies. They, "unfortunately", do not allow anything even semi-graphic. And most of us know writing non-semi-graphic yaoi material isn't that possible for me. And for many others. So...

I made a new forum, and you can check it out at this site.

http://yaoinokatana.proboards34.com/

Go there, post fics, laugh, cry. I don't know.

Well, tis 5:00 am, I need to get ready for school. Must down some coffee in order to ensure functioning in the future eight hours.


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