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Saturday, March 26, 2005

   A Little DownY_Y
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People, I need to tell you something that happened just last night. One of my "friends" that I just met is on the brink of suicide. She(I won't name names) thinks her life is worthless and feels that no one cares about her. I had to stop our conversation last night because I needed sleep, seeing that I had another early morning shift at work. I'm scared and feel helpless. I feel lost and confused. She doesn't want my help, but I can't help but want to. It's in my nature. I cried a waterfall after I logged off. I hate seeing and/or hearing people in desperation, feeling like there's nowhere to turn for help. I feel a strong desire to reach out my hand, offering it as a somewhat salvation. I know I get in WAY over my head a lot, but it's what I love to do. I love helping people...even if they don't ask for it.*sigh* I guess that makes me selfish in a way. I can't help it, though. I've always disregarded my needs in order to lend my helping hand. I welcome people with open arms and I get used and stepped on sometimes as a result.

Soory about this depressing post. I just needed to vent. I hope you guys don't mind. You needn't comment if you don't wish to. Thank you for reading. I love you guys!*hugs while tears fall down cheeks*
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