Sunday, July 31, 2005

   I Hate rebooting a comp!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey everyone. Howz it goin? It's been awhile, I know. Life has hit me hard lately. My health is decreasing cuz I never eat. *heavy sigh* I'm trying to change my ways, but it always seems to backfire on me. My weight is dropping like crazy. I lost 6 pounds in less than a week. Meaning I went from 112 to 106 in no time flat. It's really scaring me, cuz I don't wanna become anorexic... even though it's looking more and more like that with every passing day. It's hard to get up and function normally. Today, I had to leave work early cuz I was feeling queezy and very sick. I told them I wanted to go to Urgent Care. I was gonna go, but my mom insisted that all I needed was food. I went to Subway, had a six-inch, and felt better. I know that what I'm doing to myself is wrong, but it's hard to break a habit that I've become comfortable with. I'm sorry to come back to MO with bad news about myself. I don't mean to worry you guys. Y_Y I will give you a warning, though: if my condition remains the same or gets worse, I will be leaving MO. I know I've said this before a few times, but the past reasons only pointed towards guilt from not being able to visit your guys. This time, it's for health reasons. It's very hard to funtion in normal day to day activities, let alone having to worry about and remember to update my site. I haven't fully decided yet. I'm gonna see if my condition gets better first. I'll keep you guys up to date every once in awhile. Again, I'm very sorry guys. *bows* In other news, thank you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much to the first 13 people who went to my koi's site and tried cheering her up. *hugs the lot of you* You guys are the best! Btw, all of your comments made her finally come to my site and comment! *sparkly eyes* =^_^= Even though most of you had almost no clue as to what to say to help her, just the fact that you cared enough to try was all anybody could ask for. Thank you very much guys! You guys mean the world to me. ^_~ Btw, she and I became a couple not too long ago. ^________________^ I'm so very happy! She finally gave me the positive response I was longing for. *squeels while jumping for joy* I love her so much and hope we stay together for an eternity. =^_^= My hikari is so wonderful! *sighs* Oh, about the subject title, recently, our comp had to be rebooted... again, for like the dozenth time >_<, so everything was erased. All of my sugoi pics, gifs, and videos are gone. *cries rivers of tears* And, to make matters worse, the two most recent back-up discs didn't save a damn thing! >_< My first back-up disc was fine, but only had a few pics on it. ;_; This sucks! I had the BEST yaoi Naruto gif EVER saved up! I'm REALLY gonna miss that one! It was a really funny one. Naruto was talking to Shikamaru, Lee, and Neji about how he finally got to have sex with Sasuke. ^O^ It was hilarious! Especially the things Shikamaru and Naruto said. Lee was supportive of the gay relationship, Shikamaru was, of course, annoyed and scarred, and Neji... blushed, while being speechless. ^_^ It was so funny! I was gonna post it, but that didn't work out too well. v_v I should've saved it in my Photobucket account. I'm such an idiot! *thwacks self* Baka! I doubt I'll ever find it again, but if I do, I'll post it without hesitation. You guys HAVE to see it! It's classic and one of the longest gifs I've ever seen. Tis cool! Oh yeah... I was gonna tell you guys what I got at AX, ne? ^_^ Okay, here goes: 1)Tennis No Ojisama poster that is so gay, it's amazing. For those of you who are familiar with the series, imagine Ryouma in a tight black leather skirt. LOL I think he's only wearing black shorts, but it looks like a skirt. Momo-chan has his arm around him. ^^ Kawaii! All the other guys are wearing black and red, while sitting on a cheetah skin couch. It's flaming hot! =^^= I had a hard time choosing, cuz I had about 5 TNO posters in my hands. ;_; The torcher cons produce is unbearable! *le sob* 2)any of you familiar with E's Otherwise and Kyou Kara Maoh? I got a jap. import poster for each series. They are so very cool. I love them. ^^ 3)an Itachi keychain ^_^ my sis got one, too. ^^ 4)trading cards for TNO, FMA, and Naruto. The FMA ones are actually photo collection cards. Very cool. 5)a hot L'Arc~en~Ciel poster. It was free if I entered a contest with Tofu Records. So, I thought, 'Sure, what have I got to lose.' I wanted a Nami Tamaki poster, but they didn't have one. ;_; She's my fave female J-pop/rock/techno singer. ^_^ I guess I didn't win the contest, since I haven't heard a word. ^^; 4)two things from the Yaoi Con booth: one was a hot, yet too short, SetoxJou doujinshi. It's rated 18+ for good cause. *blush* Kaiba takes the whole "puppy/master" thing a little too far and ends up hurting Jou in the end. Poor puppy! v_v Seto felt bad afterwards, but that was the end, so it wasn't too exciting. ^^; The other thing I got was a gift bag. They were all $7 each and contained non-transferable items. So, basically, if one package contained items you didn't want, but also had some you did, tough break for you. -_-;; I had two packages that had items I really wanted, but I had to choose one, since I was trying to budget the last of my money. The package I chose contained: 10 sheets of writing paper with Dante from Devil May Cry 2's image on them(very hot), a mini Konzen Doji pencil board(those familiar with Saiyuki will know what I'm talking about), a Roy(FMA) pin, and a Gojyo(Saiyuki) plastic trading card. I'm pretty happy with what I got. ^^ 5)6 pencil boards(I love pencil boards ^_^): Loveless, Sukisho, Saiyuki, Tactics, FMA, and TNO. They so rock! The Sukisho one isn't anything too exciting, but it was one of the few Sukisho items I found at the con, so it was a must buy. ^^ My fave one is the Loveless board. It's soooo pretty. The TNO one is so cute. The "Golden Pair" really DO look like a pair in this pic. ^_^ So cute! If I had a scanner, I'd show you guys. ;_; Everything else were free giveaway items, so they're nothing to scream about. ^^; Except, for the cool preview poster of one of the upcoming yaoi manga published by Be Beautiful. It's called La Esperanza and it's gonna be a good one. ^_^ They previewed a segment of Ch.1 and, so far, it's incredibly appealing. The one thing I'm gonna enjoy is the church vs. society aspect. Both of the main boys attend a religious school, so their beliefs will indeed get in the way of their feelings for one another. I LOVE shounen-ai/shoujo-ai stories in which religion and society get a huge slap in the face from reality. Okay, I'll bet you guys are already sick of reading this post, so I'll end it here. Sorry about the long rant. ^^;;; Before I go, I want to inform you about the result from me emailing the MyWay team(refer back to the RQOTD in the last post if you're confused). Apparently, if an individual does not visit sites and explore the web using MyWay for 2 hours, they sign that person out without informing them. >_< The only reason I use MyWay is cuz they have quite a bit of free stationary. It's really nice. Plus, the bgs and signs they have for a person's MyWay page are awesome! I have a cool Japanese bg with a flaming sign. My sis has an awesome dragon bg. MyWay has it's perks, but they do have a very strict policy. *sigh* So, anyway, I'll see you guys down the line. Love you all! *blows kiss* RQOTD: Who here is sick and tired of having Bush as our "president"? My answer: OH HELL YEAH!!!! I really hate that man! He needs to step down and go back to Texas to play golf with daddy Bush. >_< People are dying because of him. Those London bombings wouldn't have happened if Bush hadn't bombed Iraq for no reason. I don't blame Iraq at all for hating Americans. Look at the bastard we follow and call our leader. *lowers head in shame* I'm embarrassed to be an American under these circumstances. Sorry about that rant. I just get ticked off when it comes to that man. I won't even get into my extreme dislike for Arnold, California's f****ed up governer. -_- One of the awesome Yaoi con shirt designs. Really cool, ne? ^_~

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