Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Kyu!!
Yeah! I've finally gotten around to doing something on here again! Even if its only to put up a new layout and a post...I really have been lazy lately...not even really doing all of my homework...even if its only really boring math...I don't understand why my teacher needs to focus on the easy stuff so much, its BORING!!!!! Kyuuu...I shouldn't complain....Ok, Done complaining now!
....ok...now I don't know what to say....I guess I'll just shut up then...ja ne minna!
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Monday, November 7, 2005

hmmm...
I have just resently taken notice to the fact that everyone seems to be talking about being insacure and how they are hiding who they really are...while this topic in and of itself is hardly note worthy, if you add how often it is spoken of it becomes rather annoying. I believe everyone knows that they are acting when they are around others...no one shows their 'true' self to anyone...I could be wrong but from what I have observed everyone hides from everyone else...that is just how we all are...so why does this topic get spoken of so often? I know I'm an idiot but I still am rather curiouse as to the reasons behind this obsession...
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Feh....
I just don't know anymore......I have known for a while now that I really don't have very many true feelings anymore....whenever I am not around people I am pretty much dead inside and don't give a damn about anything or anyone, even my best friends. Today I did something I know I shouldn't have...I told the truth from my point of view.....Just as I thought right away Tora-Chan leaves and a short time after that so does Cia, even Cali-Kun left and I don't even know him very well yet......I should have known better, I should have known that I would end up upsetting someone...maybe it was the pain my body has been in that was motivating me...maybe I'm just that stupid...I don't know......I just don't know anymore...maybe I should just be a coward and run away from it all...just run and never come back............
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Kyuu..
Oi, I have been haveing an interesting time updateing my layout but I think it turned out pretty good. Of course part of that is thanks to Cia for helping me out when the site got messed up or something. Thanks Cia!!! Anywho, if ya didn't know the current theme is Legal Drug! I love that manga!!!! I just wish that they would hurry up with the fourth book.....oh well! I think that will be all for now...talk to ya later everyone! Ja ne!
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Kyuuuu....
Oi, I have been soooooo busy lately! Even now I am supose ta be working on my play for Intro to Theatre instead of playing on the comp but whatever. I'm really sorry that I haven't been on at all and haven't been visiting people sites...I am hopeing that in the next couple of days I will be able to be on more but it depends on the homework load. ...I really don't know what ta put....I could complain about anything and everything but that would take too long and I want to be able to get soem reading done before I do my homework....hmmmm....oh well. I guess I will talk to you all later!! Ja ne Minna!
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Monday, September 5, 2005

   KYU!!!
Kuso ningen!!!!! If everyone wasn't so dang interested in donating money and whatnot to the hurricane victims then I would be able to go to Fem-Gri-La. But no, instead of being able to enter the site they have it so that it goes straight to some Red Cross site that is asking for donations. Baka ningen!!!!!!!!!!! I have no interest in donating I just want to see the bishionen! Now me not happy.....maybe me go take my anger out on my brother.........yeah me think so, ja ne minna!!
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Saturday, September 3, 2005

Kyu!
Otay, this is really annoying. Last night I went to bed early so that I could wake up early. I may not have school yet but its starting soon. Anywho, I went to bed at 11:30 and was asleep pretty quickly....only to wake up again an hour later. When I woke up I was really thirsty so I went to get a drink and layed down to sleep again. The problem, I wasn't able to get to sleep!! I tried reading for a while and then sleeping again, didn't work. I reorganized my Manga and and wrote a bit more in my story since I all of a sudden had tons of ideas. All in all I tried many things that normally will make me tired or things I just needed to get done and nothing made me tired enough to sleep!!! I was wide awake! By 4:30 rolled around I desided to just lay down until my alarm clock went off 5:30. So I did, I layed in bed for an hour thinking about tons of things. Then when my alarm clock went off I sat up and shut it off and was going to get up until I realised that most of the stuff I wanted to get done today before running to the library ws too loud to do this early. Ok....well, I haven't been able to sleep at all so I decided to do what I had for the last hour for a little longer! Sounded like a good idea but then I was finally able to fall asleep at 6 in the morning and didn't wake up again until 9:30!!! Yes I know I don't like day time and sometimes have trouble falling asleep at night but this is stupid!!! But whatever, I really shouldn't be complaining about my lack of sleep to all of you. Well, Ja ne minna!
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Thursday, September 1, 2005

Kyuuu!!
Kami-Sama I'm bored!!!! I guess I shouldn't complain but there is nothing ta do until I go to work at 4. I have read all of the Kyou Kara Maou and all of the Siefer/Squall FFVIII stories on FF.net that sounded good as well as some that didn't. I've finished all of the good games that I own and even played some of my brothers stupid ones. I could go out walking but even that gets boring after a while. (pouts) Why do Tora-Chan and Cia have to have school today when I don't.......kyuuuu...well me going to stop complaining now and TRY to find something ta do....ja ne minna.
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Monday, August 29, 2005

kyuu
First off I just want to point out that everything in this post is completly pointless...(not that any of my other posts had a point.....) All I am doing is puting down some crap that is scattered through chats I have had w/ Tora-Chan or Cia that I want to be able to find in the near future...anywho, you have been warned.....

Why they are forced from there slumber. Maybe Hiro-no-Baka can be seen as the enemy and the reason for the reawakening but once Yasha kills him the true form of our enemy is revieled.
and Hiro could only just be working for the true enemy.
Me think the enemy should be a girl...
ok, I think I metioned this before but its annoying me again......this part is just bull shit and impossible if you think about it
Kat: Just like Yasha-san is becoming me more, Melody is...
Shunuske: You mean Tora is becoming Melody??
Cia: Yea something like that...
and in the story it wouldn't be that easy for Melody to leave Tora-Chans body
In there first life (from what I know s far) the three all were sentenced to live out lifetime after lifetime in different ways until they finally could make up for there sins. Yasha was forced to live each lifetime with the memories with the ones before and is the only one that was allowed to have communication with her host.
Melody was sentenced to live silently within each host with only a few memories from the first life but no other. If she was to have any connection to her host at all it is said that she could cause the destruction of the world if neither of the other two powers had awaken (which is why you didn't destroy the world when you reawakened)
and Hinoto was to never have any memories of her past lives and only allowed to share a small portion of her magic with each host. Never allowed to have contact no matter what. This is really all that I know at the moment..............
ok and why are we able to bring forth them then??
I haven't quite figured that all out yet but......Well, Melody was reawakened because of "Hiro' (aka the evil that was using him) and Hinoto was because someone was forcing her out when she wasn't suppose to which is why Cia is having such a hard time with her. In all its because they are needed to ward off the evils that are threatening the world once again.....this is what will free them from the curse that forces them to be reborn

ok I lied....its all from one conversation with Tora-Chan....
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Friday, August 26, 2005

   Kyu!!!
Today at work I had a customer that was really nice!!!!! Well, I don't really know if he is nice or not but he must be an animal lover.....anywho, The reason I am guessing that is because he got some cat food and since I like cats I decided to ask how many cats he has. He told me that he doesn't actually have a cat but there was this stray that was sitting on his frount porch when he came home from work the other night and the same cat was in his back yard yesterday night so he decided to get the cat something. See what I mean about him being nice? Anyone that is nice to animals is good in my book, even if he is a ningen. Well, me thinkgs that is enough for now......talk to you all later!!!!!!
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