Monday, July 25, 2005

poetry....
I know I have no skill when it comes to writting poetry but I wanted to put some of the things that I have written....I think I wrote them all for Comm Arts a couple years ago. Like I said I know they suck but I want an honest opinion on them...

Love, Sweet Yet So Sour

SHE was the one who I first gave my heart to. She
WAS the only one to see me as I once was,
THE one who saw past the mask I built to hide my soul. The
PRIZE that I left behind on the beach for the freedom of the sea.


Loyalty In The Hands of One

ROUND the cliff I left my men,
THE ones most faithful to me yet the
RAGGED loyalty of a pirate can’t be kept by one. The
ROCKS that now separate me from my former followers are
THE only ones keeping me from the guilt I feel. As I go into my cabin, a
RAGGED man I now be, my lover tries to sooth my heart, yet even he can’t be of aid.
RASCAL, whelp, pup all names I gave to the men that I have now betrayed. When I would have
RAN back to give them more then one shot , I am stopped by the pride that I should have left in there place.


The Blood From a Midnight Roses Thorn

Through the loneliness I shall always feel.
Past the moon and through this midnight seal.
This drop of blood shall seal that fate I have worn,
Like the crimson life that falls from a midnight roses thorn.


Here are my fav three...well sorta I like the second two better then the first one but whatever...I might put up some more later on...
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Sunday, July 24, 2005

   Bored....
I'm bored...I shouldn't be since I have quite a few things I could be doing. Sleep being number one on that list since it is about on in the morning...about two am Otaku time I believe. The problem is that I am waiting for some stuff ta dry. I was walking to Media Play which is about an hours walk from my house and almost halfway there it started ta rain, hard. I was with my sister who happened to be wearing a white shirt...ta say the least I'm not letting her forget it. Instead of turning around and heading home we continued, we both normally like walking in the rain. The main problem is that I happened to be wearing some of the clothes that Cia had taken me to get aka it was tighter then what I normally wear and stuck to my skin after a while. Actually the worse part is that at one point some jerk called to us from his care asking us how much...I fliped him off of course. My sister said that we had been getting odd looks from people but I wasn't wearing my glasses so I couldn't see them. Oh well, I got the sixth Angel Sanctuary book so I'm happy!! Still bored though...I might try to read the next chapter of The Best Defence and see if my stuff has finished drying...Ja ne, Minna!
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Saturday, July 23, 2005

...na no da...
I really don't know why I am posting...I don't have anything ta say. For the past quite a while I have been speaking to Cia, about completly random crap. But one of the things she said was about how I need to stop hating myself for everything that is actually normal for ningen...but I really can't help it. For as long as I can remember I have been wearing a mask to hide myself from the world. The problem is that after I met Cia we have both been working on getting rid of our masks but I just don't know if I can...Even when I am with Cia I will sometime continue to wear it, I know I do when I am around her family. Ta say the least without my mask I would be lost...I am sorry to anyone that reads this, I truly am since I know none of you care in the slightest. I just wanted to say this where I knew Cia wouldn't see it since she is temporarily off of this site....yet again I am truly sorry....
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Monday, July 18, 2005

   Odd...
The other day (Saterday I believe) I went to Media Play to pick up Angel Sanctuary 4 and 5. When I got there I was confused as to why they were so busy since they normally aren't, then I remembered that the next Harry Potter book was now out and I was annoyed since I was expecting another quite day at Media Play. The worst part what that we HAD to go through the door that they had turned into platform 9 and 3/4. Anywho, all of the workers had a nametag on with one of the HP characters names on it. My favorite worker there was Cho Chang and when I was talking to her she asked me if I knew who Cho was and I told her that I did. Then she said 'good, then you read the books' I was going to tell her that no I haven't when she told me that quite a few people that had gone to the HP party the night before didn't know who that was. After I got home I told my mom about it. I had figured that she would know Cho since she had read all of the books, ta say the least when she asked me who Cho Chang is I was VERY surprised. Why is it that I know these people when some that have read the books don't know them? I just was thinking about that again and decided to post it....sorry to anyone reading this....
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Thursday, July 14, 2005

   Cat nip and green tea!!
I finally got around to changing my layout!! I had been thinking about changing it to Angel Sanctuary but then I decided that I wanted X 1999 instead. ...Maybe I will have Angel Sanctuary next time...anywho, today I got the third Angel Sanctuary book and now I really really really want the fourth one!!! The problem is that since I need to pay back both Cia and my sister I don't have the money for it....(pouts) On a happier note, I found out that green tea is now just like cat nip!!! ...that probably makes no sense to anyone, ne? Oh well, it is and thats all that matters! I guess I will leave you all alone now...Ja ne Minna!!!!
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Friday, July 8, 2005

Attention all of Cia-Chan and superham99 friends!!!!
Both Cia and Tora-Chan are at Tora-Chans cottage for quite a while so they wont be updateing for that time. Just thought I would let you all know!!!!
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happy happy!!
Yeah!! I think I have just about figured out what I am doing on the Neopets guild!!!!! ...welll...maybe not exactly but I think I know enough to actually get a decent guild going....Oh well!! I'm just glad that I finally have the council chat working!!! ...I really am pathetic aren't I...
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Wednesday, July 6, 2005

This was kinda fun...
like I said, some of it was fun...

	You Are? by Osaku
	This is about you and me..err I mean you...
	Name	Yasha Akume
	Nickname(s)	Yasha-Chan, Gure-Chan, and a bunch of others I'm not putting
	Age	16
	Hair Color	Brown most of the time
	Natural Hair Color (if different)	Brown
	Eye Color	Hazel
	Height	no clue
	Righty/Lefty	Righty
	Innie/Outtie	Innie
	Birthplace	New Hampshire
	Sign	Aquarius
	Glasses/Contacts/"I Can See"	Glasses
	Birthmarks	none that I know of
	Song that Describes Your life	....I don't know...
	Relationships (aww)...
	Are You In Love	No
	Who Are Your Best Friends	Cia and Tora-Chan!!!!
	Do you Intend/Want to Get Married	NO WAY IN THE SEVEN HELLS!!!
	If So, Where	Ain't happening
	Do You Want a Family (kids!!!)	NO!!!!
	If So, How Many	None
	If So, Boy/Girl/Doesn't Matter
	Aspirations (You go-getter you)...
	What You Wanted to Be When You Were a Kid	race care driver and assassin /spy
	What Do You Want to Be Now	writter
	Where Do You Want to Live	no where, I want to travel
	Where Do You Want to Visit	all over the place, China, Japan and Egypt first
	Where Have You Been That You'd Rather Be Right Now	Anywhere with Cia and Tora-Chan
	What Would You Change About Yourself, Given the Opportunity	Just about everything...
	Favorites...
	Place (Near or Far, it doesn't matter)	Cia and Tora-Chans houses...
	Vacation Spot	Tora-Chans cottage
	Shopping Location	MEDIA PLAY!!!!!!!
	Music Genre	Todays Country
	Band	....don't really have one
	Color	Black, Dark Purple, Deep Red, Silver
	Flower	Cherry Blossom and Dark Red Rose
	Smell	Lavender (for reasons I'm not telling)
	Shampoo	Herbal Essence!
	Ice Cream	Pistachio Almond!! (I can't get any anymore though...(pouts))
	Website	fanfiction.net
	Car	...I know nothing about cars
	Movie	The Labyrinth!!
	Actor	that kid from the Sixth Sense...I'm so bad with names...
	Actress	Sandra Bullock
	Holiday	...don't really have one
	Soda	Root Beer!! Or Cream Soda...there both good!
	Book	...I need to choose one?
	Game (Board/Computer/Word/Drinking..It's all good)	Final Fantasy games!
	Either/Or...
	Responsibility/Simplicity/Both(?)	Both
	Pop/Rock/Rap	None
	Work/Play	little bit of both...but play if I have to choose one
	Car/Train/Plane	Never really been on a real plane and never been on a train
	Cat/Dog	Cat if its a big cat (ex. Lion) but dog otherwise
	Coke/Pepsi	...neither really...I don't really like soda...
	Color/B&W (photos)	depends on the picture
	Tomato/Chicken Noodle	CHICKEN NOODLE!!!!!!!!
	Noon/Midnight	Midnight
	Hot/Cold	happy medium please!
	Dawn/Dusk	Dusk
	Books/Movies	BOOKS!!!!!!!!!
	Did You or Do You...
	Have and Siblings	younger brother and sister
	Cry Easily	not really...
	Think You are Smart	no..I'm an idiot
	Act Your Age	heck no!!! Whats the fun in that!?!?!
	Have Any Tattoos	I wish...
	Have Any Piercings	in my ears. I prefure tattoos to piercings
	Have Any Pets	two cats and a dog
	Get Jealous	sometimes...
	Ever Like Boy Bands	no
	Believe in God/Allah/Jesus/etc.	Yes
	Take Criticism Well	Yup!!
	Have You Ever...
	Gotten Drunk Before	no, the most I have ever had is a sip of the stuff
	Smoked (cigarettes)	Heck no!!! My parents smoke and I can't stand it!!!
	Done Drugs (Any)	HELL NO!!!
	Kissed a Member of the Opposite Sex	I have never kissed anyone before
	Kissed a Member of the Same Sex	same as above
	Been on an Airplane	a small one that I was able to pilot for a short time...
	Been on First Class on an Airplane	...read the response above and tell me what you think!
	Skinny Dipped	Hell no!! thats nasty!!
	Had Sex	HELL NO!!!
	Take this Survgen survey!

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Tuesday, July 5, 2005

Fire!!!
Something of interest actually happened today. Just a little bit ago my mom called into the office telling my dad to go outside and see what was going on cause she saw red flashing lights. As soon as my dad and I heard this we both shared a confused look and stood up to go into the living room ta figure out what she was talking about. Sure enough, when we went out there we could see red lights. Then I followed my dad outside and we looked over towards the lights and saw smoke. I couldn't see much cause of the fence but we walked around the frount and saw police cars and a fire truck parked infrount of the house across the street. From what we could guess when they were shooting off fireworks they hit there garage and into went up in flames. From what I heard, they had a crap load of stuff in there that had been sitting around for quite some time...aka perfect food for fire. the damage seemed to be limited to just the garage and a van that was parked in the driveway. The thing that sucked is that I didn't actually get ta see the fire...I guess thats kinda mean sounding though...I'm sorry!!!! Anywho, I hope there is more about it in the paper tommorrow. I hope atleast some of all that made sence...Ja ne minna!!!
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Saturday, July 2, 2005

Odd day at work
Today (yesterday, whatever. My Friday shift) at work there was quite a few odd things that happened...most of them annoying. First of the idiots in charge have decided that we have to call the CER over the phone instead of calling overhead...Not sure if that makes sence but yeah, its annoying. Second, I was talking to a costomer about wine and drinking (don't ask why we just where) and then she forgot to give me the check that she had written out for her order and it took me a while to realise this so after she was already just about out the store I started to run after her. We both laughed about it as I was catching my breath and then she gave me the check and it was all good. Shortly after that someone had gotten 60 ears of corn and 8 bags of cherries, the corn was fine after I convinced the register that they indeed had 60 but the cherries where being a pain in the rear...and I ended up charging them for more then they had gotten...So I needed to call Dirk, the guy in charge at the time, over to fix everything up...then once that was over I needed an override...in all it was annoying and funny all at once. Towards the end of my shift this guy came in and got a pack of gum and wrote out a check for it for twently dollers over...yes I know I am not suppose to allow that but I don't really care. Anywho, once the check was taken care of the guy forgot his change so I quickly grabbed a twenty and his receipt and ran after him. All this in a four hour shift...ta say the least it was an eventful night.
Sorry for anyone who read this...its just that it was odd and I felt like writting it all down. Anywho, I think I am going ta go ta bed now, its quarter after midnight and I'm tired so Ja ne, minna!!
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