Wednesday, February 1, 2006

Oi...(I don't suggest reading...its just me complaining about my b-day...)
Oi...I think that everyone that actually reads my stupid posts know that my b-day was yesterday. Anywho, I had been up really late mon night (only around 12:30-1:00 so it wasn't THAT bad but whatever) because I had to finish typing up articles and finding sites with pics for my history project that was due yesterday (tues). By the time I went to bed I was really really tired so I was asleep right away. Anywho, I had been planning on waking up early on tues so that I could go in early to re-type the articles onto my newsletter that I had on the comp at school, to say the least that didn't work, I hardly was up in time to get to school. After that I was beyond tired all day, almost to the point where one would think I hadn't slept at all, and if felt like it to. Then second hour I had to go to the global awareness speech thing for Spanish Class and I was being even more claustrophobic then normal (only works when surrounded by a people, doesn't happen other times) and I had to sit in the middle of a bunch of girls that I didn't know since the teacher didn't let me sit in the row in front of my class. I had a LOT of scratch marks on my arm from trying to take my mind of where I was...moving on...after that was just same boring Creative Writing and Advanced Algebra. Then came Personal Financial Management...now, I don't like that class to begin with but yesterday was annoying as all hell...I won't go into detail since that wasn't really what made my day so awful. I have lunch after that so I was in the library working my ass off to finish the history project...which I wasn't able to even though I came close. Earth Science was the same as always, kinda boring but not too bad. Then came History...right away everyone handed in their project...well, everyone that had one to turn in at least. Then we just took notes for the rest of the hour...I really wasn't sure what to think at this point so I just continued reading Naruto vol 6 till I finished it and started rereading Desire, taking the notes each time she moved the paper covering the overhead. After the class was almost over did the fact that I didn't have my project done on time hit me...as a side note...I get really emotional over work...I was crying for like...ten to twenty minutes in the middle of my class the first time (and only may I mention...) I got a detention and my parents hadn't even really cared. Moving on, after the bell went off I picked up my stuff and left as quickly as possible. About half way home I started crying. Yes, the all mighty Yasha Akume started crying over homework. When I got home I just tossed my stuff on the couch, took off my shoes and laid down in my parents bed for like half an hour or so, I think I ended up napping until my mom came in. After that I was in control, for the most part, my mask is finally coming together again(which I have been having fun with...its fun to have control over what emotions I show again...)Well, my grandparents came early so I had just finished changing into nicer clothes when my grandma came to the door to take me to dinner. Dinner was fine but after that they took me to the stupid Baskin Robbins store to pick up ice cream. I would have rather burned the place down then purchase something...good thing it wasn't my money wasted. When I got home I had a slice of the b-day cake my grandma made for me, it wasn't the greatest she had ever made but it was good, when the phone rang, my mom had been invited to a stamping party that she had forgotten about. I decided to go along just for the hell of it. That was fun, more or less, the other people there were older so that wasn't too bad. Anyways, the only really good thing that happened was that Rowan had updated her story, Darling, like she said she would. Well...I think I am done complaining about that for now....yeah, I'm done....gomen ne to anyone that actually read all that crap. Ja ne minna.

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