Monday, May 25, 2009

   yoooooooooooooo
kinoo

ruh.. what oh yea.

I went to Tony's in the morning.

Charles was still there cus that day was COMENCMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD

lol He reminds me of my other cousin Zach. lol XD

So then I gots lunch and den played with kittehs, then we went up stairs. hehehe. lol

*sigh* then I wented home to find something to wear.

oh god.. I was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pissed.

*sigh* I hated being a girl...

I was trying to figure out what the fuck I should wear to commencement.. *sigh*

I COULDN'T just be a guy.. and just put wtv on.. no.. I have to FEEL good 2.. -_-'

fuck...

so yea.. fun fun.. not..

at the very last fucken minute, I desided....

Then I wented to comencement.

so cold.

lol omg. There was this preppy girl. lol lol
sitting to the left below me. She put her shoes or feet down on the other level.. so this g-ma couldn't sit there.

omg... then I was thinking.. bitch. I was sooooooooooooooooooooo mad at her. *remembers face*

yea KawaiiMelody, you can say whatever you want. But this is how I roll.

And I could OBIOSLY tell her mom was insecure about herself.
She was flippen her hair with her head.
Oh, and she started to talk to people behind me.

lol yea.. I looked right straight above her confidently. She stopped. .. then her husband was acting all macho and I will protect her. Stay away from my wife. LOL wow. Not afraid of you eather idiot. LOL LOL XD

so that was pretty funny. lol XD

KawaiiMelody looked so strong. ^_^

lol It kinda seemed like I was holding my breath for Tony. lol Cus he was the 1st one to get his diploma.

lol When KawaiiMelody got her diploma, Jillian and Erin screamed yay and held up a sign. lol XD

And then all 3 of us did walking circus. lol XD

And then after some stuffs, peeps threw their caps and silly string was...... sprayed. lol

Then me and Jillian and Erin went into the caffeteria. (ncs)

Attempting to find KawaiiMelody.

I found her. LOL but then MY peeps were gone.. -_-'

lol then randomely someone taps on my shoulder.

It was Andy.

So he took me with his family. He thought Tony was there.

So I think his mom said he was with Mr. Pepin. (new band teach)

And then I don't remember... I'm guessing I found erin again.. and we went outside to look for peeps.

lol lol I found Tony's mom again outside and everybody else so I just walked over there.

Then very shortly after that was TONY!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD XD XD XD XD

*hugs* (they wanted a pic of that) ks fines. *hugs again* *click*

then they wanted a pic of us.
Then of family.

Then I was attempting to call Jillian but ya know what... her phone was of.. -_-'

I started walking with Tony.. but I saw Erin's car.. and erin... so.. we both kinda desided I should go with erin.

I think I found eather KawaiiMelody 1st or Erin.. and we tookted pics.

Then they dropped me off.

Then I went back to Tony's.

So then me Tony and Andy went to Aly's party.

LOL Erin and Jillian were there. LOL LOL XD

I kept on bitching about how I wanted a beer.

Then we went to umm... this one guys. LOL

I forget his name.

Lee was there.

Boasting about how he has drank before he turned 21 and how he is drinking now cus he is 21. -_- grrrrrrrrrrr

So then Andy wanted to go back to Aly's so we dropped him off.

Then we went to my place.

*sigh* and I can't take away something even if he is willing to give it away. I respect him too much. (sounds dirty no?)

er... I'm not ready..

but I still want it. LOL LOL XD

So.. I was soooooooooooo sure my parents saw us outside laying on the swing.

cus they came home late. And it was kinda dark out.

omg.. they turned on the freaken outside lights... and couldn't find us. LOL XD

I rang the door bell cus they sounded concerened.

wow... one track mind.. NO! .. so oblivious. ha! lol XD

*sigh* oh yea. Before that..

.... I have my summers back.... :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

ok times a lot. lol

*sigh* then he layed on me.

I know he didn't want to s*** i*. But, I want t* b* th*** f** h**.

And it felt good that I was there.

I'm g**** t* m**** y** s*** d**.

*tries not to smile*

lol and *blushes*

*sigh*


lol I walked him to his car then he walked me to my house. lol

and we left.

and that's basicly ma day.

peace

<3

ps. *sigh* I can't make the part about me and Tony on swing later sound the way I want it to. So... f'n it. I'm not changing the wording around. I know how I felt, and I know how Tony felt.

omgness... pss..

lol Lee got right up in Tony's face and I looked away just in time for Tony to look up..

omfg... hotness. LOL LOL XD

It looked like they were actually gonna kiss. LOL LOL LOL XD XD XD
*sigh* that woulda been hot. lol
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Sunday, May 24, 2009

   Yea.. posting late.. lol
3:37pm....

kinoo

grah... what did I do in the morning...

*shrugs* oh.. probably yea.. drawing random crap on my graphics tablet!!! XD XD XD

omfg... it is soooooooooooo AWESOME!!!!

I never again have to worrie about waisting paper again!!! XD XD XD

It's so awsome. I can draw whatever the fuck I want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD

Deeeeen I went to Tonykuns!!! XD XD XD XD

*sigh* I felt so reLAXED! :))))))))))

Tony, his dad and me all went to some girls party. lol

Her name was Emily and is going out with my old classmate Lee. lol

omfg.. her living room.... I want it..

It's sooooooooooooo huuuuuuuuuuuge!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaand it has a huuuuuuuuuuuge pole RIGHT in the middle of it! :D :D :D hehehe. LOL XD

aaaaaaaand... omg.. it's in the country side. :)))))))))))

So outside... lots of greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen....

so jelus of living room. lol

they had a kitty! ^_^ lol outside.

and a huge ass dog... O.o like.. the ones you see for police... omg...
that thing could have ate me. lol lol

Then on the way back, Tony's dad stopped off at fairway to get some tomato soup. lol So tony says in the back seat while we are waiting.

Take them off. or something like that.

lol so I start to and he says NO NO jk. lol XD

ruh... Then we went to the graduation thing to help set up.

lol omg.. why is it that it seamed like I was doing all of the work. lol lol XD

Tony and Andy were WAY too distracted. LOL XD

*sigh* then Tony had to leave *sigh* to go home.. and.. *sigh* take a shower... :(((((((((

*sigh*.. so I stayed... lol I know they wouldn't have apreshiated it if I left with him... :(((( darn..

lol Tony had this huge poster of him. :) And peeps signed it. Eventually when my parents came, they signed on it, May the Force be with you. LOL XD

some jerk doodled on his face...

Lee was there, and he put boobs on Tony. lol

So anyway, lol ruh... well, while Tony was gone.. me and this one girl, Casidy were helping kinda with stuffs.

Tony came back, set up movie thing.

So basicly the whole party er.. thing.. I was just around Tony or sitting on futon. lol lol XD

Me and Casidy were tireeeeeeeeeeeeeed!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol I had to keep on telling Tony, PEOPLE! lol

Cus he was sapose to greet ze guests. lol

lol omg, Andy drew a Tony face on a balloon. lol

So he drew another and taped it to the doors. lol lol XD

omg... lol.. I saw the pic of him.. ... dressed up... for gender bender day... lol

.. he looks like a lesbien in the pic. LOL LOL XD

grah, this post taking toooo long..

long story short, oooooooo hehehehehe

While we were cleaning up, he had to put the projecter away, lol lol so I "helped" :D

We walked into the elevator... we were alone now.. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

hehehe, sweet maken out. :D :D :D

lol Then when we were walking, he goes, ever done it in a nursery? or made out, I can't remember which.

lol so we made out. hahahaaaaaaa! XD XD XD

Then once again we found a darkened place and made out again. hehehehehehe. LOL XD

*sigh* then helped out more. lol

Then Tony took meh home. So I gaveded him his
card, then made out. hehehehehe. lol XD

*sigh* then I ran away.

Went to KawaiiMelody's for bonfire.

I only found a few things to burn..

some of the stuff was really cool when it burend.

Like.. the freaken flames turned green sometimes. No joke.

lol KawaiiMelody told me Jillian burned her bra. LOL LOL XD

yea it was me, jillian, erin and KawaiiMelody at KawaiiMelodys place.

lol omg.. me and KawaiiMelody were constantly flirting. LOL XD

.. I know why 2..

It's cus I didn't get enought alone time with Tony. *wink wink* And she watched Adam Lambert (ncs) videos all day. LOL XD

oh god.

So it ended up her kissing my neck. lol oh god.. and some how she ended up all over me while i was sitting on the chair. lol lol :S lol

lol so then erin had to get er away from me. lol XD

So erin is now my protecter of KawaiiMelody. lol

cus I usually flirt with girls.. ... JOKINGLY! lol

So then I went home and took shower to wash away bad kawaiiMelody germs. lol

then bed.

peace
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Saturday, May 23, 2009

   hehehehehehehe
Sex
Sexual dreams are often straight-forward representations of our desires for other people.

Shirt
To dream of a shirt, symbolizes your emotions or some emotional situation in your life.

..... do you really want to hear about the dream???????

LOL XD r rated man..

well.. the shirt thing... oks yea Tony was in my bed ...... nudey. XD

lol and his mom walks downstairs from upstairs. (cus in my dream it was her house) So as she is walking downstairs I look over and he has my shirt on. lol So it looks like we were doing nothing.

But I completely understand what the dream ment. :) <3

oks, kinoo (god,.. is it kinou or kinoo!?!?!?) ... -_-'

anyway, kinoo

Got my graphics talbet in the mornen!!! XD XD XD

It comes with a mouse 2, so it's freaken awsome.

Now I can't stand to use this computer w/o a mouse. lol It's just too much work.

The only thing I have done with the pen is just mess around a little and draw a kitty. lol XD

Didn't see Tony yesteday. :(

*random* omG I am sooo randy. lol I'm surprized I didn't get a wet dream. LOL Well.. I had the dream, just not the other part. LOL XD

ok it wasn't sex eather, but it was still fun. :D

ENOUGH!!

ks...

I went to KawaiiMelody's grad party early to help blow up balloons.

omfreaken gosh. Hitting around a balloon with cascada music. f'n awsome. LOL LOL XD

I had coffiee. ^_^ CAN'T SPELL EEEEEEEEET!!!

coffee.

there

lol I poured a ummm... not plastic.. aha! FOAM cup about 1/4 or 1/2 full. lol

Put 2 cubes of sugar in it.. and it was drinkablish. lol XD

oooooooh, I hopes Tony has coffee at his grad party. XD XD XD LOL VERY filling..

meh.. coffee stunts growth.... ..
I'm going on 21 in less than a month and I am 5'1"..

and stains up teeth pretty good 2.

I think I'll just stick with sips of it. ^_^

omg.. there were these kids that were being wild.. at one point it sounded like a cat got it's tail stept on. LOL XD omg.. I laughed so hard.

OMG! NO! NOT as hard as I did when she non chalantly took off the tape of a balloon and it popped. LOL LOL XD It was a nice quite pop. LOL LOL XD And so random.

I was originally planning on giving KawaiiMelody's gift to her after the bonfire.. but peeps gave them away now so after the thing I went back to her place and gave it to her. lol

EEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL XD

the present. lol XD

Then bread.

peace
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Friday, May 22, 2009

   Holy crap..
I know I make these about yesterday but...

I JUST GOT A GRAPHICS TABLET!!!!!!!!!!! XD XD XD XD XD XD XD DXXD DXXD XD DX DC DXXDXDDD

x3. LOL XD

yeas.. um.. I ordered the one were it comes with a mouse.. so it's pretty freaken sweet.

LOL why do I have a birfday list this year??? lol XD It seems like THIS is my birthday gifty to myself. LOL XD

yea.. birfday commen up.. I had a hard time putting down what I wanted.. cus I just go out and buy what I want. lol

So yea..

kinoo

Worked in the noon.

*sigh* I swear, ever since Kristal took the 10 from the lady and the lady SWORE it was a 20... people have been treating the partimers, (or at least me) differently.

They act like I don't know what the fuck I am doing. lol Which is stupid cus none of them can (this is gonna sound black) play me like that..
lol FAILER!!!

yea.. this is my town.. lol... or else just the dg customers...

but anyhoo..

Went home, got to Tony's, Tony got introuble. Walked back home.
Told him to check his e-mail, got a text and then I felt like back when we were 1st going out. lol I was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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nervous. lol

I called my friend which I know best by online saying omg omg omg omg I'm gonna puke. LOL XD

... the e-mail was stating something I never tell anybody but my palls about.. and.. admiting something I felt.

lol so yea. lol

I get inside and he has a really happy face and hugs me and puts his hands on my shoulders and kisses me. :)))))))))))))) <3

lol Then he hugs me and all I can do is just stand there nervous. LOL

So I layed on the bed with smokey. lol

Then he went on the bed and layed down with me.

*sigh* then his mom said they had to go.. and he had to get going somewhere with his brother..

hugs and kisses.. and I left.

lol then randomely I had an out of body experience. LOL LOL LOL XD

well.. not enTIREly.. but a little... started to freak me out a bit. lol

Then bed.

peace
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Thursday, May 21, 2009

yo
yesterday was awsome. :D

I actually got some stuff done! lol

I started kuroneko-sama 4's request.
I drew out a rought draft.
Didn't take me long at all. lol I had the image in my head just sitting there as soon as I read her request. lol

I can't work on KawaiiMelody's right now cus I need my camera cord so I can put videos on my laptop and freeze the frame... for something... and.. so I ordered one.. I should probably track the order..

... I WENT TO TONY'S!!! XD XD XD

had an awsome time over there. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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And poor chester was trying to sleep. lol XD

omg.. I was sooooooooooo gonna kiss him, but instead I got a Tony face talking to my about kitty shots. LOL XD

watched his movie he made in mass media.

had some loven on the couch

*sigh* then I left.

... AMERICAN IDOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD X XDXD X XD XD XD XD XD XD DXXD XD DX XD XDXD

It was a freaken awsome show!!!!!

And when Kris won.. I practically jumped out of my seat with my mouth hanging open. lol lol

*sigh* I still wish Tatiana won tho..

lol or normen gental. lol XD

... I guess I spose I'll have to keep my eye out for them..

then bread.

peace
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009

lol
Actually I like working as a cashier. MOST of the people like me. And I gets to work with a computer! ^_^ LOL I sound like a cheesy camercial for one of my community colleges. lol

The dumb customers don't usually get to me cus I treat them the same way back. LOL XD It's quite funny.

Like the one guy who complained he wanted 2 tickets. And wanted to get reambersed. (not gonna go threw this story again) I scanned the other item and tossed him the ticket. LOL Well.. actually I did that cus I did NOT want to hand it to him. If I did he could have ripped it from my hand or..anything else.

ANYWAY! kinou

Didn't have to work. :D

Went to Tony's.

.... left with my bra in my pocket. LOL LOL LOL XD

If you wanna hear the hilarous details, just e-mails me.. or pm me. Which ever.

also please tell me if you would prefer I leave out some R rated stuff or not. lol

but yea... <3 <3 <3

Went home.

Watched AI.

Holy shit Kris was soooooooooooooo awesome!!!!!!!!

not much else.. lol

peace
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

yo
kinou

Yesterday I had to work the afternoon till close... :S

Even worse I thought I had the day off...

but before then I went to Tonys! :D

Chester was sooo cute!!! ^_^ ^_^

I couldn't stay long... f'n work..

got some. hehehe. lol

Work.. this stupid lady was complaning how she gave Kristal a 20 and not a 10....

.... 1st of all... did she put the money on top of the drawer? (I have no clue if she does that or not)

I remember one time I almost shut it while leaving a customer w/o 7 dollars. lol

lol I know the lady cus she comes in sometimes.

work was boring

Went home.

then bread.

peace
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Monday, May 18, 2009

   yo
Yesterday was good. :)

well... at least the 1st half. lol

Went to Tony's in the morning.

He was playen with kitten. ^_^

We went upstairs and he showed me how far he was with his school project for pirates vs ninja's.
It looks really good.

omfg I was soooooooooooooooooooooooo tired......

oh yea, I woke up in the middle of the night around 4 and didn't go back to sleep till around like 6:30. lol

I ended up pulling him on the bed making out. lol

Then we got to the floor. :D

Then I did something and it was fucken awsome. *innocent smile*

*sigh* Tony

So then I was extrEMELY tired. lol

*sigh*

*Then I went to work.

grrrrrrrrr... customers were :S.

lol this one guy got really pissed about something sooooooooooo small.

So he left there saying, It's just computers, or registers or wtv you call them, not rocket science people!

lol the next customers was on my side. lol

meh... had to reface.. Then clean karts..

went back home.

chatted with Tony a little. <3

then I couldn't stop laughing at stupid stuff. lol

Then I went to bread.

peace
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Sunday, May 17, 2009

yo
yesterday I had to work in da morning.

mmmm.. that one lady came in that day...

So annoying... it was fine and everything untill ... grrrr.. nvm

Went to Tony's and SURPRIZE KITTEN! LOL LOL XD :3

Andy didn't even know about it. And when he came home he was like wt heck? lol XD

He was almost named muffin.. but chester stuck. ^_^

lol Tony said bloot and steve. I liked those. lol Personally I would have chose Steve. lol Chester is a good name tho. ^_^

I got some video,... but I can't find my cord that links the laptop to the camera.. :( so I had to buy another one..

1 cent. lol plus shipping... 4.99. lol so 5 dollars.

omg... so sleepy.. I sat on his lap. :)

can't remember much.. cus of today.. I already saw him..

hmmmm.. last night I cried the hardest and most I have ever in my entire life.

then bed.

peace
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Saturday, May 16, 2009

   zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
kinou

Worked a noon shift.

They told me to do paper. So I did. Got some much needed thinking done.

got home, went to Tony's.

lol omg... this one clip... he has on his movie... .... does not look like what it's sapose to look like..... lol lol lol oh dear.

*hugs* I falls ontop of him on bed. *kisses* then hugs and kisses and then I walked home.

anohitohahontoniatashinoconmeito

*animeeyescirclesparkle* from him

lol hehe

Went to other jobby cleaning koel station.

went home and listened to music.

tony was online and showed me some messed up songs but they sounded good. lol

(from snl)

then bed

peace
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