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Sunday, August 27, 2006
This sucks.
Well, today I was looking up on the Heart surgury that I am going to get more info from a doctor on, and well, the recovery time is way longer than I expected....6 to 8 weeks! Oh my...and I may have to be in the hospital for a week, or two or three days. But that's only what the wedmd thing said. Once I find out the information from the doctor, I'll post it up. And it seems like it'll be a summer time thing too. If I missed that much school...I'd be held back a year, I'm sure of it. This heart thing is becoming more of a big deal as time goes by...and I can't help but want to cry. I might be being a big baby about this, but I can't help it. It scares me, even more so than scary movies...and THAT'S saying something. I think what really scares me is saying in the hospital for a couple of days...I don't...like hospitals too much. The people are very nice, or to the ones I've been to, I just can't stand all that WHITE, and...ugh.
I'm sure I get it from my Dad. He was scared of hospitals as well. Worse than I am, that's for certain.
Hope I didn't waste your time with this post.
Until next time!
~Yokai Taijiya
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Saturday, August 26, 2006
Quiz results! XD
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
Why do I bother?
I don't see why I bother keeping this thing up. I barely post anything, and I got sick and tired of having to edit everyone of my pics so then it would post it up here. Oh well...I'll get rid of this annoyance one day. *shrug* For now, I just need to get ready for school....and to get over my little heart issue thing that won't stop bugging me in my mind.
On the brightside, I'm gonna see some of my friends that go to a different high school than I do toight, so that should be a lot of fun. Welp, until next time!
Yokai Taijiya
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
Soccer Games
Milliken High School Tournament:
Monday 07/10/06:
Ocean View B Team Vs. Wilson High School
1st half:
I swear my team needs to keep up with their marks. I got shot on like?.15 times in the first 10 minutes!! Aggressiveness is not our forte. Our main problem is that no one talks, and does not keep up with our marks. I need a video camera so then I can record the games and study them more to improve. I did make some nice saves though. My sweeper is awesome though. But the other team keeps getting too many open shots right at me. I wonder how we can improve on that. Maybe get a chinchilla and chase it around until we catch it, b/c those things are fast. I really shouldn?t be talking, b/c I made some really klutzy mistakes. The ball seriously just went under me, and into the goal! *sigh* I need to stop cussing when that happens too. 1st Half up now, need water, and scream at team for crossing in front the goal.
2nd half:
Okay, I?m not gonna let that damn ball pass me this time at all!!!!!!! I refuse, I wasn?t in the game in the first half, but I?m here now, and I?m gonna make it count! It?s a 0-3 game, we?re down by three, but that doesn?t mean the end of the world. As long as they make no more goals, I?m sure we can get this game! Jill said I need to scream more, about what?s open and who needs to mark up, etc. I?m the eyes of the game, I can do this. Aw crap! Ball right in front, with a forward sprinting to get it!!!! RUN, DIVE-!!??.OW. I just got kicked in the face. Ain?t that pleasant? That?s gonna sting tonight, probably bruise tomorrow. At least I got the ball. Ok, I just noticed, the ball has been shot at me at least five times, and blocked of course, in the last two minutes!!! DON?T FLIPPING CROSS IN FRONT OF THE GOAL!!!!!!! There, haa! I said it! Oh, crap, there is the final whistle. Well, we?ll beat them next time for sure, we?re getting better.
Final:
Ocean View B Team Vs. Wilson High School
Wilson wins with a 3-0. (07/10/06)
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Okay, today we did lose the game, but it wasn't really a loss. It was really nice though, cept in the first half......
You know that term: "Shove it up your ass"? I will never, ever use that phrase ever again after today. B/c, well today, I literally FELT IT. I'm coming out of the goal, and well girl is about to kick it in, and sadly, I did miss it, but.........I knocked the girl over at least, BUT her kleet went straight up MY ASS. I was pretty much limping for a small part of the game. When it hit half time, my mom came over saying: "What happended?" "You know the term shove it up your butt?" (it's my mom, i can't help it.)"Yeah..." "That's basiclly what happended." But, 2nd half, I pwned those girls! It so rocked!!!! If ya needed a funny story, hope this cheered you up!
Yokai Tajiya
PS: Posts I forgot to put on. XD;;
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Monday, July 3, 2006
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To whoever it may concern:
Damnit, I'm starting to feel the emotion, as I like to call it, again. The motion is when I start to feel happy about the future of my disapperence. I have this idea in my head that when I get older, I'm going to disappear from everything, not kill myself, just disappear. It's pissing me off to the max. I don't have any right to feel like that now. My life is going good, I have a slight control over it, my friends are great, but....I still feel it.I have no right to feel the emotion, no right at all. I get rid of it, then it comes back, damn it, it's pissing me off so much. I'm actully lying, I KNOW why I am feeling this, but it's not right to think about stuff like that. It's just not. I won't think about it anymore. To have so much of this emotion....it's just not right. I can't think like that anymore. That's not fair to anyone else. Not fair at all.
You are probably saying in your mind: "This doesn't make sense." And if you are, good. That's exactly how I want it. Most ppl probably won't read this. But, that's ok, truthfully, don't want too many to read this post. This is just a vent post. If it turns out crappy, sorry. But like I said, vent post. Maybe I'll have a better one next time.
Sincerely,
Yokai Taijiya
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Sunday, May 7, 2006
Just a little something.....
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 % of plepoe can.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!
I thought it wasa weird. and there is another reason as to why you can read this. I'm not gonna say though! XD
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Monday, December 26, 2005
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Wow, last Thursday was...UGH. The first match was awesome though. Until the third round. okay, I was doing pretty well, and the guy gets me on my stomach, then straight into a pin hold, and I'm fighting to get away, and his elbow goes straight into my mouth, but I didn't notice until after the match. Then he put his forearm right on my windpipe! Then he also jammed his elbow right into my windpipe too! and I feel flat on my back, and since the refree didn't see it, it counted as a pin. TT I was flat on my back, and I couldn't breathe. The ref came over to check on me, and so did Finch, our JV coach. So after a minute or two, I get up, and head over to the water foutain. Finch said not to drip, and I said: "Drip what?" Then, I taste copper in my mouth and notice my swelled lip. I had gotten a nice bruiser too. so, I sat down for a while, and I was fine. But.....holy heck that was VERY scary. In the next match I went in, I was so tired, I lost in a manner of seconds. Me and my Dad were driving home, and he wouldn't shut up about saying how proud he was of me. I appreciated it for sure, but his opinion really doesn't matter to me. I mostly try to get compliments from my coach, and wrestlers on the team. I work hard to get compliments. Seems kinda stupid to work for, but that's what motivates me. To me, that seems kinda bratty. But, who knows what it is. Ok, that was my fun filled wrestling match. seeya!
Kitsune
XD XP
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Thursday, December 8, 2005
 Weird Feeling....
Yo,
Just thought I'd actully write in this. Dono if it'll be a happy post or not. but w/e. I can't think fo anything for this Of Mice and Men essay I'm doing. UGH!! JANE SHAFFER I HATE THEE!!!! So just writing in here so it'll get my brain pumping again.
Like it said in the title, I had a weird feeling that I haven't felt in a while...homesick for my old apartment buliding. I've only lived in my new home for about three years, but I miss my old apartment building. I haven't seen grass, besides at my high school, for ages. All we have is cement. that is a good thing, but when I want to go running, I don't particually feel like tearing up my knees. *sigh* I miss my apartment building...
Today I got angry too. I couldn't get down this one wrestling move, and I got so frustrated b/c some of the other guys were getting it like that. earlier I kinda missed playing soccer too. Tommorrow I guess I'll bring a soccer ball out to the field and play around with it.
During first period today, I was super happy. My teacher really commented me on my homework. He even said he knew I could get straight A's. He also told me about an Art contest for AVID! I'm really excited about this! The last 2 I entered I lost. Maybe, this time I'll actully win this time!!! ^0^
Well, Thanks for reading if ya did!
Kitsune
XD XP
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
*relax*
Oi, I'm exhausted. I finally had a couple of wrestling matches today againest other schools. my first match was againest a heavy weight(225). Got my ass kicked! XD;; the second match was one in my own weight class. (215) I pinned'em once, and i sky rocketed! I was like awesome!! YAY! *jumps up and down* but, i didn't do that until i was far away so no one could see me. ^^;; Both we're frosh and this was their first year like me. Then, i went up againest a VARSITY wrestler. (171) and I was o0;; ooooooooooo snickers. I was killed. I'll just say that. That's the NICE way of saying it. *shudder* But, the guy was cool. I had sooo much fun, but i am sooooo sore. not fun. lol. well, that's all for today. c ya l8ter!
~Kitsune
XD XP
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Saturday, November 19, 2005
 opps and uh-oh....
Oh boi...yesterday we had to move the BIG BIG BIG BIG workout mechines. then one of the P.E. teachers comes in with the head of athletics, with him yelling at my wrestling coach to say put them back in. (let's just say, we were ticked off and didn't wanna move them back in b/c they are HEAVY!!!) so they had this 15 to 20 minute long fight about this. after that the guy and P.E. teacher left and we started running around the mat. the next thing I know we have to do cartwheels. Ok, not a big problem. I go through once, b/c we have to do it twice, with no problem. when I beginning my second time, did the first one, then the second and when I landed on the second one, my ankle went under me! I landed on the mat scooting away from everyone else so then i got in no ones way with my ankle hurting like HELL. The seniors made sure no one got in my way while i walked, or more to say limped all the way over to the Trainers room, to find out she wasn't there. So i limp back into the wrestling room and sat on a bench, and elevated my foot on one of the weigth mechines. then Mr. F comes in and brings me some ice for my foot. He leaves and got the trainer. She was on the field. We had to move away from the Wrestling room b/c she said it stinked WAY too much. XD;; I laughed at that. B/c I don't smell anything when i walk into there b/c it's just so natural to me. So she took me to her room and compressed my foot. she asked if i wanted crutches and i declined and headed for the locker room. I got changed, and as I was coming out all the wrestling team was out on the blacktop. turns out we got kicked out. and i said: "did they lock the room?!?" I freaked b/c i thought they might have locked my stuff in there. I limped over and saw my backpack and shoes were outside. I felt much better. then my ankle started to hurt so i went back to the trainers room and got the crutches. everyone said to ajust them like three times. It was funny. so I'm walking on crutches over to where my mom said to wait for her. when she pulled up she didn't even know it was me b/c of the crutches! for the next 2 hours we were trying to get an x-ray for my foot! XD;; we ended up saying screw it.
today i didn't go to school b/c my mom didn't want me walking on my foot. so, i got yet another 3 day weekend. YUCK. I'm tired of missing school. only good thing is I got to sleep in. ^^ I don't have to walk on the crutches anymore b/c my foot can support weight, but it still hurts. TT *sigh* g'night!
~Kitsune
XD XP
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