myOtaku.com: Yokai Taijiya

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Achievements
• Drawing my first Comic book of Manga!/ finally seeing the last episode of Yu Yu Hakusho!!!!!!!
Anime Fan Since
• i have luved anime since i was 5......amazing!
Favorite Anime
• Y u Yu Hakusho
Goals
• to become one of the most respected manga artists in Japan
Hobbies
• Drawing, and Soccer
Talents
• Soccer, Drawing, Finding out things ppl can not usally tell or see

myOtaku.com: Yokai Taijiya

Monday, July 3, 2006

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To whoever it may concern:

Damnit, I'm starting to feel the emotion, as I like to call it, again. The motion is when I start to feel happy about the future of my disapperence. I have this idea in my head that when I get older, I'm going to disappear from everything, not kill myself, just disappear. It's pissing me off to the max. I don't have any right to feel like that now. My life is going good, I have a slight control over it, my friends are great, but....I still feel it.I have no right to feel the emotion, no right at all. I get rid of it, then it comes back, damn it, it's pissing me off so much. I'm actully lying, I KNOW why I am feeling this, but it's not right to think about stuff like that. It's just not. I won't think about it anymore. To have so much of this emotion....it's just not right. I can't think like that anymore. That's not fair to anyone else. Not fair at all.

You are probably saying in your mind: "This doesn't make sense." And if you are, good. That's exactly how I want it. Most ppl probably won't read this. But, that's ok, truthfully, don't want too many to read this post. This is just a vent post. If it turns out crappy, sorry. But like I said, vent post. Maybe I'll have a better one next time.

Sincerely,
Yokai Taijiya
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