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Monday, February 20, 2006
Worst Day Ever
yesterday may have been the single worst day of my life so far.It was going great!then stacey called....we talked about how Marcus thanked her for introducing us and then i went on to talk about how much shit i'd been through and how this one may turn out right....I go on to talk about how i was dumped the day before valentines day...and how the crush i've had (On Jon) never worked out...i mean i truly believed he liked me!he kissed my cheek!(and no i've never been kissed on the lips before so i really don't count this as my first kiss....)Stacey said he liked me...and i thought he did too!he showed that he was interested in me but i found out it was all a huge lie.He felt sorry for me.He felt sorry for the poor little girl who had no one in her life.Yea feels good don't it?Here's the best part...He likes Stacey and Stacey likes him...my two best friends....knowing that i liked him....like each other...but Stacey's taken...that means they feel sorry for me.I can't help but cry.Why?Why is it that you have to feel bad for me?!Then on top off all this shit my dad goes on and on about how lazy i am and how i dont do shit around the house....it sucks because i do!i do clean the house!i pick up alot!and then he complains about how much i get on the computer....there's only one reason for me to be on this thing:SOMEONE LOVES ME NOW and i love him....Marcus.After Stacey left he and i talked until 3 am this morning,we were falling asleep but still talking *smiles*it was so nice...its like a dream and i don't ever want to wake up.We talk about everything...and i think that maybe...I want to stay with him...for the rest of my life...because i'm sick of being hurt...last night i cried for atleast two hours...straight....and now i can cry tears of happiness (oh yea i cried those too thanks to Marc) So maybe this is the start of a new beginning for me...one where i have found love <3~Aimee
Worst Day Ever
