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• To enlighten the fools of the world...I have a lot of work to do.
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
My Enlightenment
I became an Enlightened one at the age of 9, but I was one unknowingly from the age of 4.
I grew up in a Shinto home and was forced to go to worship that my parents attended. Well, I didn't like it! But, I had to go. I know the Kojiki ('Records of Ancient Matters') and the Nihon-gi, or Nihon shoki ('Chronicles of Japan'), inside out. An interesting theory, indeed? I had to read it.
In my childhood there was no such thing as "Your own choice". Concepts were decided on and the herd had to follow. Personally I think that this sucked big time, but it taught me good decent values.
If you put a true Enlightened One and Christian in parallel, what do they have in common? We talk the same. We respect others that respect us. In both you can’t kill out of hate, rape, steal, etc. The difference is we actually follow this. Christians and other religions are the biggest hypocrites; they tell others not to do these sins, when they do it themselves daily! We have no member who has done such things, for if one has truly reached enlightenment, they can control themselves to prevent this. We will only kill in self-defense. Also, Christian’s believe that they need help from something bigger to survive and to pray to if they feel guilty about something.
In my household growing up, we basically lived according to a Satanic custom. You only did things that will benefit yourself, and you only like what you want to, not because someone forced you to. The word Shinto just sounded good and everybody was doing it. Patriotism and loyalty to history, although they did not follow the Shinto beliefs at all unless on holy days.
My parents were still Shinto, unknowingly living according to Satanic custom. They like million others believe in the false propaganda spread by the media and movies that say false things about True Enlightenment and Satanism. Things like drug abuse, rape, murder, offering of small babies, and you know the rest. We all know it is bullshit!!
Nevertheless, I still love my mother with all my heart and will forever respect what and who she was (my mother has been dead since I was 11) but will never be part of what she was. She understood that I would never change my mind on what I have become (unlike my father).
Many of you might not feel the same way. Why hate those that have not done you any harm? We do not hate them; we must get rid of them for their own good. And the whole human race has done this world and each other harm. I was considered an outcast just because I was not a barbarian conformer like them, so they hated me and stayed away. To subject someone to that is enough reason alone to kill them.
From the time I can remember, I wanted to be perfect, don't you? But the question is : When are you perfect? I reckon that you are perfect when you feel so happy with your choices, your life and the things you accomplish each day that you can scream of happiness. How do you feel about this? I still have work to do... I am not very happy.
Well, I still sometimes think I am naturally depressed, and sometimes people get sick of it. They don't like the fact that I hardly ever smile or talk to them. Tough shit to those who do; what is it to them?
Many of you are christian or buddhist, and I respect that. But maybe you should think about what I say, and decide what is best for you; whether you like conforming or wish to be different. That is for you to decide.
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