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Wednesday, December 8, 2004
Why
okay we foudn out at school that this girl hung herself yesterday b/c her parents didn't let her do somethin
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Friday, December 3, 2004
Fwa?
So how does everyone like the new Stuffed animal and girl theme?? I thinks its Kawaii
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Cassie Barnett also known as "she said yes"
Do you believe in god?"
"yes"
~BANG~
-Dead-
that word is what ended the life of Cassie Barnett.on April 20 1999 two classmates came rampaging with guns and that simple word was the last of cassie Barnett
I am reading the book about her called "she said yes" its a great book anyone tell me if u've readd it or heard about it
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Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Happy thanksgiving
I know I havent been here but anyway stopped by to give my thanksgiving greeting to you all
Love,Youkai99
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
Why?
Why do I have black rose theme you may ask? because i think black roses are pimp even tho I am gothic Punk
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HELP!
Okay I am entering a Poem Contest and the Prize is a New Dell computer but I dont know which Poem to use.... PLEASE HELP!
here are all of them!
Love is like a game
that u can never win.
no matter how many extra lives
u get.The points don't add up.
you may love someone,they may have
your heart.they love someone else
they may break ur heart. they'll never
return ur love. yet only love can break your
heart right from the start.Love is like a
yo-yo, u may leave somebody today and
yet go back to them the next.
you'll never win my heart as long as
I live.it may kill u to death but im surely to
live.i've held your soul in my pocket and I will keep
it and lock it.Deep in my soul there is a hole
where I need to fill it but somethings
missing I don't want to
close the hole in my soul for
death itself hovers over my soul.
You left me standing there
alone in the dark.But I didn't
feel like I was a part of you're
world.You made me feel like I was
stabbed in the heart.I saw you're
expression when you saw her,As she
lured you closer and closer I had
then lost you
I may be dark I may be
gloomy but once you see thorugh me
i am a lost soul with a past but I do not
wish to be loved....
I have a past you should
fear behold the past is near me
She walks on walls
wanders the streets
her parents are never there
her home is brokendown
she looks in the window
nobody's there.....
she wonder's why......
then she realizes she is dead..........
Evil Fears Me!
I am Death herself
The Devil's soulmate
The Ruler of hell
So dont mess with me
Or I'll stab you in the eyes until you bleed
I am death and Evil Fears me
you told me you'd be back
you told me you'd be safe
you told me to leave you alone
when all you were was alone
there's no point in staying
so I just left and now im sayin
good-bye to someone that you weren't
and hello to those who were themselves
now im standing there alone
in a dark night under the stars
knowing you're there alone
So I walked away from the pain
locked up in my mind
Just walked out that door...
Didn't say a word....
Just turned out that light and there you there in the dark alone....
so I just left out the door...
Waiting for you in the eternal darkness
a glimpse of you
A wandering thought
Doesn't leave my mind
I feel pain
Deep pain in my thoughts
as I visualize a person
standing here hurting in pain
I see that
it is me....
Those who dream
dream sinful things
Nothing but darkness
may cause' death
Those who dream
dream sinful things...
you can pull the trigger to my heart
but you will never find the trigger to my inner soul
but i've found the trigger to you're mind
Soon I will pull it
Making you forget everything we had
That trigger can never be found
Not even myself have I found it
I hope to find you'res
and make you suffer
The Pain that you caused
Has had me prepared
to kick you're ass
when it is there
I dont care who you are
I care about who I am
But oviously you don't
So I don't realize the tricks
You Played on my mind
never can I forget that stormy night
That you pulled the trigger.....
waiting for that special someone
who knows who I am
they notice me
they dont ignore me
Im waiting for that special someone
who will keep me safe
From the things I fear the most
that have kept me locked up inside
That the special someone who
understands me and I understand
them,they are themselves
no need to impress me
I like them for who they are
and I dont want to change that
Just make things simple for me
nothing to really worry about
so that I can be safe from those who wish for
nothing more than hate
I am siting here waiting for someone special
my life was turned upside down
My heart throbs from that pain
That was once never there
Now that something or someone has caused pain
I wish for revenge
For I pull out the katana
I once saw before
it slaughtered those I cherished
I will get my revenge
even if my own blood drips on the ground
with a thundering sound
I took that katana
and threw it through my heart
It doesn't effect me
For I am the one who pulled it out
I am the one who Is going to seek revenge
So the one who slaughtered everyone and everything it their path
Better lookout because I am back
nothing but darkness
I walk down the
cold path
I see something
ahead,it said
'Never Again;
never again Have I
Walked Down that path
Never Again
Did I see
The Day Of light
For Dakrness
Has blinded Thee
Never Again did
I see that path
my halloweenie poem
little kids in costumes all around
knocking and jumping up and down
Wanting candy so it is passed around
Black cats scatter away
Goblins and gouls come to play
Little kids run in fright
hoping they wont get scared
then a light flicks on
maknig the goblins and gouls go away
witches and warlocks have come to stay
for this is the night that trick or treaters get scared
making all their hair standing on it's ends
The black cats slyly creep over here
witches and warlocks cast a spell
Were wolves and little creatures run around howling at the moon making a horrible sound
This is the night when it is halloween's time to stay..
I see the gentle soul inside you're eyes,
with that gentle smile.
The world is full of Hate and you try to
stop the hate but you realize I am with the Anger.
As I sit and watch you try to fight it
off,there nothing I can do but
laugh....and say
"hey the world will never be
changed,it will just stay the same"
Ready to strike with fear.....
my eyes full of tears....
hate and anger are my friends
Happiness and Joy
are you're fears,
of being alone.
as I hold out my hand
for you to be held
doe you to be safe
to share the warmth
from my heart
that nobody else
can take from
you,that only
I can hold
out my hand
for you to hold
aslong maybe
even for eternity
the wind blows pasts us
as the warmth
grows and grows
That Only I
can hold out my hand
for you to be
safe in....
Crying in the night
as my tears
form a river
I stare..
into the reflection
as I see
somebody
with red saphire
eyes streaming
her fears
into tears
Making a river
of fears
for that the
world can cry
at night
so they can
hope to
face their fears
as I see somebody
crying in the night....
Saw you standing there
alone with out a soul
nobody to care for you
nobody to share the pain
with you...As I wonder
over to you I see you
Move Away The Pain
in your heart is all
I can see from you
I only saw you're
pain standing there
alone....
Sorrow awaits
for those
who need
those who
cry in the
dark are
those who
dream,dream
of everything
they wish
they had
Sorrow awaits
in the silence
of those
who cry in
the dark
the sorrow
from those
tears form
a world
of darkness
and it is
nothing but
sorrow....
She is sad
Her clothes are torn
She has no heart
She has wandered the earth
For over a Century
She Longs for the love
She never got
So she remembers
When she was alive
All the memories
Close to happiness
then she starts to cry...
Because she was
Never Loved....
Breathing Heavily
My heart is jumping
My mind is wandering
on one particular thing
As my heart jumps
you walk past me
Not knowing the thoughts
in my mind I look at you
and you ignore me
My heart is jumping
Because you didn't notice
me.....
I was found
then lost again
People have
Hatrid towards
me...All they do
is Say mean things
But I dont see why
I think to myself
why am I hated
What did I do
to deserve to
be lost by those
around me
lost by they're
Hatrid....
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Hatrid
here is a Poem Called "Hatrid"
I was found
then lost again
People have
Hatrid towards
me...All they do
is Say mean things
But I dont see why
I think to myself
why am I hated
What did I do
to deserve to
be lost by those
around me
lost by they're
Hatrid....
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Punk'd
I am wearing a Punk'd Shirt and my friend played a trick on me and said "you got Punk'd!" She said she planed through period 1-2
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Sunday, November 14, 2004
Have you?
HAs anyone seen the musical "cats"? well im watchnig it and its not my first time cause I own it,does anyone else like it? I think it is Ok
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Friday, November 12, 2004
Breath
Breathing Heavily
My heart is jumping
My mind is wandering
on one particular thing
As my heart jumps
you walk past me
Not knowing the thoughts
in my mind I look at you
and you ignore me
My heart is jumping
Because you didn't notice
me.....
Poem by me
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