Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Diary of a Maniac. Track spinning : Faryland by Hamasaki Ayumi Current Mood : Icon that makes me smile : Konnichiwa! Guess what? My writer's block is cured! Wh0ot! So since I no longer have writer's block I was able to get to chapter three in my story. XD I didn't know what to write about so I added myself in my story. X3 But, the character that I am is a guy and his name is Dusk. He's so cool D: I think I’m going to make him fall in love with the main character ((which is a guy)). I've been feeling too emotional lately. Abnormally emotional... It's not my normal period-a-ding emotions either. I've been feeling more sorry for other people and started to not care for myself. I cry at other people's depression and couldn't give a shit about my own troubles. If I cared less about my problems I'd be dead D: I cry way too much now and I'm not quite sure why. I feel so bad for my mom. She doesn't have that many friends, she's just close to her family, and I feel bad that I'd rather spend time with my friends then her... ((see? now I'm crying! DD:)) I never had a conscious when I was little and now it's coming back to bite me in the ass. I guess I'm just too moody to care about myself... I'm too busy making sure everyone else is happy. Does that make me bad? Here's one thing to care about: I lost my stupid summer reading packet I need to complete for school. e.e I was planning on doing it this weekend but I guess I can't now. XD There's my excuse when school starts: "I didn't do it because I lost it." or if my teacher asks where it is I'll just say: "Um... I can't hear you my hands are full..." I think I'm going to look for an Adobe Photoshop 7.0 free download... I really need that program D: ((Wow that was long XD))

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