Friday, June 15, 2007

Praying to Ra that I am gifted with such responsibility soon...
Hopefully mum and I will get to spend some time together tomorrow that way I can butter her up or something in letting me out of the house for a bit to go to a friends or something. But right now my main goal is to look for a job. One that I will actually enjoy...

For one I really don't wanna work at a stupid food place. I am sorry for all that do but I don't wanna go home smelling like fries or something everyday.

The one thing I am worried about is me mum making me get an application from food places around my housing area. Like, Sonic or Panda Express.

x.x

I am not trying to be picky or anything I just want to be able to enjoy where I work. And money is what my family needs right now... you see... around my house we are becoming really tight on funds. So, I am trying to pitch in... for myself and them.

Plus, I haven't even gotten my licence yet so... my mom and Danny will have to be my chaperones. Suck.

Eh... well, I just hope it all goes well tomorrow. Wish me well. Oh, and do please leave some job suggestions for me. It would be much appreciated.

Lots o' love.

~* Yugi-san *~
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Thursday, June 14, 2007

Waking up at 8:35 a.m. every morning....
It sucks. Now that my little "stepbrother" is here I am expected to wake up early all summer or at least until he leaves. Ra knows when that'll be. And if I complain even once I get my butt chewed out by mum. x.x

Oh well... I guess beggars can't be choosers.

Anyway, I hope all of you are having a wonderful summer and know that I'm thinking of you always. <3

Eh... well, not a lot has been going on here.Just trying to keep my chin up and smile no matter what happens. :D

Oh! And in case you all did not know, my little sister has her own Otaku her screen name is...

Psycho Seren

Right now she can't really post 'cause she got her computer taken away but she should get it back really soon. xD;
Yeah. Well, that's about it... told you not much is going on.


Lots o' love!


~* Yugi-san *~


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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

All smiles here!
Well, not but an hour ago I got my dear Lotus back. Hrt. Hrt, indeed!

So now.. I can keep in contact with a lot more people! Yes!!! I am in an extremely good mood though right now... I have Firefox. It is pissing me off. I want my Internet Explorer back. Waah.

But I have to hand it to Matt. He did an awesome job! I mean he souped up my baby hardcore. Fuxing awesome!

Heh. Well, now that I'm back with my mad skillz... throw me a bone as to what's been going on. I did miss you guys lots.

I have a lot of things I gotta redownload cause I got a new hard drive... so I'll talk to you all later. <33


Lots o' love!!!!


~* Yugi-san *~
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Saturday, June 9, 2007

Mourning my beloved...
She's dead! She's gone! My love shes agone! My poor Lotus (my computer... yes I named her) I seemed to have pushed her too hard and her harddrive perished. BUT! Matt has ordered me a new one and it should be here shortly! Then I will be able to talk to you all again.

Eh... but it sucks 'cause this whole summer has been nothing but boring! Me mum and Danny are always at work on the weekdays leaving me without transportation.

Teh major suckage.

Hopefully I'll be enrolled in Drivers Ed. sometime in August. W00.

Oh... and one more freakin' thing on my plate... my annoying little "stepbrother" is coming Tuesday. What joy I feel in my heart. Oh well... as long as I don't have to watch him.



Well, the majority of you that read my little blog here have my number so give me a call! Kidnap me... please! *Sobs.*


Atem:So... many... people... here....

Atem is really crazy right now. Don't mind him. Haha.


Lot's o' love all!

~* Yugi-san *~
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Friday, June 8, 2007

Stress as usual.
Well, yesterday I gave my computer away to my good friend Matt so that he could crack her open and take a look at her *Hoo-ha!*... ahem... anyway I hope she comes back i one piece and fixed so that I can talk to all my wonderful peeps. <333

Eh, on a bad note... since my little sister and I are not going to my fathers house... my dad is trying to swipe some money out of me mum's child support check. Not good. And by this nifty little thing called a "Decree" he is not allowed to do that. So me mum is probably gonna take him to court. What fun! Not...

Everything is becoming all crazy here and since mum is mad at my sister a lot of the time. She tends to take it out on me. Boy, what a summer! x.x;;;

Oh! But some pretty good news is... I might get a job at "Panda Express" the one by my house... ((that is if I can get the apps. in time)).

Hm... I do hope that all of this blows over and everything because I really wanna spend time with you all. I am dying of boredom here! Save me!

Anyway... I'm gonna wrap this up.

Atem: Goodbye everyone...

^^
Lots o' love!!


~* Yugi-san *~

Oh and also... sorry for not leaving any comments... this compy won't let me view or post them for some reason. D;
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Wednesday, June 6, 2007

A beautiful life...
I just received word today... that I do not have to go! I have the whole summer to be free! No going to dads!!!! YES!

Seren, my little sister, failed one of her subjects and now has to stay home... and I chose to stay here too!! Omfg. I am so happy!

Feel free to give me a ring if you guys wanna do anything but a downfall is... me mum is working and I have no transportation. Curse my fears of driving.

Eh... well, if any of you wanna come kidnap me. It would be appreciated!

Lots o' love, guys!!!!

~* Yugi-san *~

((Hopefully mum won't get the tickets rescheduled. -.-;;;))
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Thursday, May 31, 2007

Silent Hill junkie.
Last night... I came across a site filled with Silent Hill merchandise!! T-sjirts, bags, magnets, bumper stickers... oh my gods... I was in heaven.

Anndd... my birthday is comin' up soon. Hint Hint guys. That or money. But yeah.

I just got done mowing the backyard. It looks purty sweet. Eh... nothing has really been going on lately just trying to enjoy my summer and stuff. Here anyways until I have to leave to go to my pop's house. Ugh. x.x

On a lighter note... my health is fine and I am getting ready to cut and dye my hair and hopefully get my cartilage done. Woo!

Yeah, yeah so what if my life's not exciting right now. It'll shoot back up soon.

Love you guys.

~* Yugi-san *~
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

On my way...
Soon I'l be leaving for my dad's house. Ugh... sux.

But I'm looking forward to coming back to all smiling faces! These past few days I have been a big sorrowful mess. But I'm okay now.

I am really happy that I'm a Senior. It feels good knowing that I only have one more year until I can move away from here. Well, after College anyway.

But the one thing I'm not too happy about... is that today I have to work my buns off. But eh... I'm not complaining. I don't think anything can get me down today.

I've been trying to draw a bit more lately. And I think I am getting hands down pretty good. (Cause you all know how much I suck at hands. XD;;)

Anywho... I hope that everyone is having a nice day today. I might put a few more things down later after my chores.

Lots o' love.

~* Yugi-san *~
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Thursday, May 24, 2007

Mocking failure...
Something has come to my attention and I think I should get it out of my system...

Have you ever felt so lonely that you could cry? Like I have all these friends that I could talk to... but something always stops me when I try to speak.

I keep telling myself that it's probably nerves or something but it might be more. This year was my junior year and now I am being shipped off to be a senior. Me a senior. Then off to something that all teens look forward to yet fear so much... a life.

My grades are not the best in the world... I mostly just skate by with a 70 or something a bit higher and that scares me. I want to go to Texas State at San Marcos but this voice in the back of my head keeps screaming at me. Telling me that I'll never be good enough... that I'll never be accepted.

I've tried to ignore it but the voice just seems to grow louder. I am starting to feel doubtful.

I am scared as hell.

I know I shouldn't be but I can't fight it anymore. And I just want to apologize for all this drama and everything... I just havn't used my otaku in a long time. I got a lot to say.


Atem: Yes... please excuse her actions. She is letting all of this academy buisness bother her. Well, until then...



~* Yugi-san *~ &
Atem
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Victim or Villian?
Right now, as you can probably tell, I am feeling a lot of emotions...

Soon I will be shipped off (along with my sister) to go see my father who I haven't seen in probably two years or so.

I detest my father.

My only reasons for goin are A)To protect my sister from the "brainwashing" effects of my father on my sister (which include trying to get her to stay with him, say hateful things about mom, etc.) and B)My mom is forcing me to go.

I do not want to go see him... not after all he has done to hurt my family. My real family. I am just tired of him and I am scared as to what he might pull on my sister and I.

*Sighs.* I just hope that this does not turn out to be some sort of guilt visit or something.


~* Yugi-san *~
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