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• 2007-05-08
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• Bubble Head Nurse
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• Yugi

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• Color Guard (3 years)
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• Probably since I was about 8 years old
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• Saiyuki, Trigun, FLCL... too many!!
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• I draw and I WAS in my high school's color guard.
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Thursday, May 24, 2007

Mocking failure...
Something has come to my attention and I think I should get it out of my system...

Have you ever felt so lonely that you could cry? Like I have all these friends that I could talk to... but something always stops me when I try to speak.

I keep telling myself that it's probably nerves or something but it might be more. This year was my junior year and now I am being shipped off to be a senior. Me a senior. Then off to something that all teens look forward to yet fear so much... a life.

My grades are not the best in the world... I mostly just skate by with a 70 or something a bit higher and that scares me. I want to go to Texas State at San Marcos but this voice in the back of my head keeps screaming at me. Telling me that I'll never be good enough... that I'll never be accepted.

I've tried to ignore it but the voice just seems to grow louder. I am starting to feel doubtful.

I am scared as hell.

I know I shouldn't be but I can't fight it anymore. And I just want to apologize for all this drama and everything... I just havn't used my otaku in a long time. I got a lot to say.


Atem: Yes... please excuse her actions. She is letting all of this academy buisness bother her. Well, until then...



~* Yugi-san *~ &
Atem
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