Thursday, October 6, 2005

singing thingy
hey um i went to some thing...um i dont know how to spell and...oh i think big brother has it on his side just go to rugby-tank his site should tell you um yeah...


song i am listening too:

BoA Deeply from the album Twilight

Darling, I've gotta talk to you
About the things you've been putting me through
I've gotta talk to you
I've gotta be explained to

Feelings, they're really burning now
They're burning higher than they've ever done before
I need to talk to you, I need to feel it deeply
You're actions now, they're really driving me
Driving me into a deep bed of insanity
You need to talk to me
You need to feel it deeply

Don't be afraid to say it
Don't be afraid to say it
The words that you might tell me
Could never hurt me oh no

I've gotta feel it, I've gotta feel it
I've gotta feel it deeply, deeply now
I've gotta feel it, I've gotta feel it
And the words come tumbling from me

Feelings, they're really burning now
They're burning higher than they've ever done before
I need to talk to you, I need to feel it deeply
Sometime now you gotta come round
To the way that I been feeling about you now
I gotta talk to you, I gotta be explained to

Don't be afraid to say it
Don't be afraid to say it
The words that you might tell me
Could never hurt me oh no

I've gotta feel it, I've gotta feel it
I've gotta feel it deeply, deeply boy
I've gotta feel it, I've gotta feel it
And the words come tumbling from me

Don't be afraid to say it
Don't be afraid to say it
The words that you might tell me
Could never hurt me oh no

I've gotta feel it, I've gotta feel it
I've gotta feel it deeply, deeply now
I've gotta feel it, I've gotta feel it
And the words come tumbling from me
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Saturday, October 1, 2005

hi hi it is 12 something in the moring
hey i am drunk and haveing fun ish
i have drinks and well till stuff is down now.
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Monday, September 26, 2005

my weekend
i went to a bar over the weekend i went out to stone wall and i had 3 or 4 Rum and coke and i did some gambleing on the slots i almost won 100 dollers however uncle presed the wrong buttion ^^
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my weekend
i went to a bar over the weekend i went out to stone wall and i had 3 or 4 Rum and coke and i did some gambleing on the slots i almost won 100 dollers however uncle presed the wrong buttion ^^
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Friday, September 23, 2005

Life sucks...
my life has really been crappy as of late,im getting the same feeling as i had before i met her even though im happy for my brothers colin and Greg / Arthos / Rugby-Tank <(his otaku) cause colin is 17 to day and Greg has a girl he likes ( and shes Really cute) but even though some happyness is around me i am NOT happy i will not lie i am misrable! And the one that really needs to read this does not come here any more and plus i dont want to get her upset and worried about it and saying shes sorry a million times over i have begun to cry in classes and i normaly dont cry *sighs*

(.After lunch.)
*sighs* im glad to see you smile again i wish you werent mad with me any more but im sure you have your reasons i wonder if you read my posts any more...hum thats a good question...

song i am listening to:

TWILIGHT¨
Your word and my word and your word is
Tomorrow, today and yesterday
But it's a necessary evil
And you will find your way there

Your feelings and mine are all holy and
You give me an inner sanctity
You feel the same way that I do for you, about her
Your word and my word and her word is
Yesterday, today and tomorrow
And twilight gives me
An inner sanctity

And you're feeling
And you're hungry for her
And you don't understand it
But you know you haven't planned it

Your feelings and mine are all lonely
And dawn comes you're there lying with me
And you reach out to touch me
But I am in the twilight

Your feelings and mine are all holy but,
You know and I know it's untrue because
When day dawns you're there lying with me
And the dawn can fly away

And you know I love you but you know that
There's nothing you can do about it
Because you love her,
And you still want me

If I could be her...
But I'm not her and she's not me
And you're somewhere different
On a different planet

And you still want it
The inner sanctity
And it's an evil
But the evil is necessary

And you're still hungry for her
And you still want her loving
But she doesn't love you



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Thursday, September 22, 2005

   *sighs*
my mums in the hôspital and Rin cant talk to me all that much any more she may not be able to see me monday *sighs* and my old best friend is not talking to me any more *sighs*
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

hey every one!
guess what i want a monkey yeah teehee here is what it looks like ^^ :
is there a pet you may want but might not be able to have?
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Friday, September 9, 2005

just a quiz also...

You're China!

Big and powerful, you have a long history behind you with more good
and bad than you care to remember, or are really capable of remembering.  Lately, in
older age, you've gotten sort of crochety and even mean-spirited.  There is still a
lot that's beautiful about you, but most of the focus people have when they think about you
is how hard it is to work with you.  There's hope that you might start opening up to
people, but lots of people have bumper stickers about how much you should
change.
Take the href="http://bluepyramid.org/ia/cquiz.htm">Country Quiz at the href="http://bluepyramid.org">Blue Pyramid

now for the also part what do you do when a friend you love and care for deeply will not talk to you when they chose not to even pay you any mind when you say hi to them? if your reading this you know who you are...*sighs* what happened to the friend that use to make me happy just cause she was there because she was `happy` or at least laughing and joking about now i know why i have been so sad lately not just because of Rin but because of you... i wount say your name cause i guess i ...dont know you any more now do i... im sorry...
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Thursday, September 8, 2005

   sorry
hey to all that may have signed my GB and i have not signed theres please tell me and i will gladly go to your site just things are really busy right now and i dont know whos i have not gone to ...sorry and yeah...how is every one?
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Wednesday, September 7, 2005

   YAY!
im back in school so i can post more and guess what ... I HAVE A CARD BOARD PAPER PET! oh yeah eat that .. not my paper pet ! yeah!
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