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Friday, February 18, 2005


Scorpio by TRAX

w00t. New theme. Go Pierrot. Yea.

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Anyways. Not really feeling kinda 'perky' today. [Like I usually am] But whatever.

I had this weird dream about Gackt-san last night. >.< Maybe that's the problem.

Oh well. I really need to go to Target today. Buy new materials. Gosh. I knew my binder was useless. Oh well.

A 4-day weekend ain't so bad. But I have absolutely nothing to do, except for revising my paper and studying. Grr.

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Anyways. On Thursday, we played racquetball. It was fun. 'Specially when I played against Selma. I'm going to bring her down on Tuesday.

But I accidenly hit someone on their ear. ^^;;

I didn't mean to. It just happened and um. You believe, don't you? I'm not a hurtful, person, am I? I was really sorry. I couldn't stop apologizing.

Hahah. I'm such a softie.

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Thursday, February 17, 2005


Raindrops are fallin...

Happy Birthday, Kaoru!!

Lovest always,

Your fans.

Maybe this was the reason I kept the Kaoru wallpaper up.

Anyways. I'm going to change the 'theme' tomorrow.

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It was raining today. [does Napolean expression] Yesss...

The advisory activity was fun. We had shaving cream on our faces and another person had to throw cheeseballs at them. Funny, funny.

My friend slapped shaving cream on my face. I smelled like a man for half of the advisory time. Hahah. Three people at our table smelled like men. Hilarious.

English seemed to go by really fast. Which was good because I really don't like my teacher that much.

I learned something really disturbing at her too, today, durin the activity. Err..I wish Leiza didn't tell me that.

Anyways, yea.

Here's two birthday cakes for Kyo and Kaoru, since I didn't give any yesterday.

One for Kyo:

And one for Kaoru:

Yay!

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005


Best Friends by Dice and K9

Happy Birthday, Kyo!

Lovest always,

All your fans.

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Well, yes. Kyo [Niimura Tooru]'s birthday is today. Yay!

Anyways. Yea. Isn't it delightful? School was so boring today. Except for History. Hahah. Urm.

Today, Gackt-san was so close to me. It was scary. >.< But I kinda liked it. Um..>.* Yea. [I think I like him.]. Oh no!

Math was boring. Extra-ly. I didn't get some of the things that we did, but that's okay. Cause, our hw isn't due until Tuesday.

OMG! I just remembered that we're having a sub for History all next week! Righteousness!

"Righteousness"..there's a funny thing about that word. Today in Science, I had to go and take a test for this 'Nation's Report Card' thing, don't know if you guys are doing that, but it's a survey thing to see how much kids are learning in the US. So yea. Anyways, I was doing this one questions, that involved making a design thing to fit the original design, and it took me a long time. [See I'm stupid!] Anyways, after I got it, I was about to jump up at yell, "Righteousness, I got it!" But then I realized that I wasn't in Math class. Hahah. I'm so retarded.

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Friday, February 11, 2005


To Feel the Fire by Gackt

Well. Lent. I've decided...to give up..[thinks] Fatty foods! Yes. Those kinds of foods. Um..aka the cafeteria foods. Hahah. So, yea. 6 weeks without taco pockets. I can live with that. I'm too fat anyways.

No school for me today. Yay. But for what reason? I have no clue. I really don't pay attention to the announcements.

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I've been currently trying to figure out making a layout. I almost got it. And then I don't. And so on and so forth. But it's find. Very time consuming and I like it.

I need to work on my Lab write up for my Science teacher's class. Due Monday. Valentine's Day. Yuck. And my project for History is due next month. I need to work on that too.

What do you usually do when there's no school on a school day?

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Wednesday, February 9, 2005


Girlie Boy Imitation #6 by Oblivion Dust

I like this song. And I'm going to buy their CD. Hopefully sometime soon.

Hahah. The theme is pink. And the background is Kaoru from Dir en Grey. Don't you like it? Even I like it..and I hate pink. Nothing wrong with it. It just bothers me.

The avatar is funny. At least I think it is. But really. I do think it's unsafe. Real unsafe.

I'm so tired. And my throat still hurts. Darned. I thought it went away too. Oh man. Maybe it was from Missy. She had strep throat on Monday at CCD. Darned.

Oh well. Smoothies are good.

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We had that memorial for our school today. Thank goodness. And that "dance team". J. H. was good! Dude, harlem shake it. All the rest were just like...not really moving at all. But damn, he was real good.

I wonder why they didn't [the rest] dance "up to par"? I mean, the wanted a dance team, they're gonna hafta dance like one. With "enthusiasm"? Did I spell that right?

Anyways, sorry about that long post I did. In short. I'm moving to Temecula, but keep in on the downlow. It's not official. And Pinoy'noy better not say anything. At all. Or else. I'll be in big trouble.

Well.

Happy Lent and Happy Chinese/Lunar New Year!

Have a nice day.

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Monday, February 7, 2005


Longing by X-Japan

Because I'm sorry, and I'll never do it again.

[Over the days of me not posting]

[Saturday
Mockingbird by Eminem

It's such a good song. I can't help myself but listen to it. Em talking about his little girl. Man, it moves me. It's kinda funny at the end though, "I'm a break that birdies neck." Kinda cruel, but funny. Shows how far he'll go for his Hallie. Hahah. "Now, hush little baby don't you cry." His singing may not be perfect, but it's okay. Because he's Em.

I'm sick. I hate sick. And my throat doesn't hurt that much anymore! Yay! All I need to do is to get rid of this cough and sniffle! Darned! I hate artificial cherry flavor. >.< Disgusting.

Anyways, I got my report card for the semester. B A B A B B Yep. Good grades. Though, I need more A's. I was so surprised that I had an A in PE [Second period] and 3rd in ranking. It's amazing. Though, I bet it's the boys who are 1st and 2nd. Darned boys. Oh well. I'll work harder in 2nd semester.

It's been undecided of what High School I'll be going to. SRHS, WVHS, MMHS? Grr. I wanted to go to MMHS, but then I wanted to go to SRHS, but there's been rumors around the house, that I'll be going to WVHS. IDK. I really don't know. I just want to go to SRHS. Or maybe WVHS. But MMHS sounds nice too. Cause, ya see. There's been alot of rumors in the house, that we might...[move] Pinoy 'noy, you better not say anything about this. It's not official. We might go up to [Temecula]. Cause the houses are cheaper when being built.

I really don't want to, though. I'd like to stay here. And go to SRHS and forget about Gackt-san. And actually move on, instead of woo-ing over him. Geez. I hate the feeling of longing. >.<

Anyways. Here's a survey to entertain you.

† name - [cough]
† piercings - ears [one in each, though..I'd really want more]
† tattoos - 0
† height - 5'2 - 5'3 [not sure]
† shoe size - 8
† hair color - brown/black [take your pick]
† length - well, longer then the shoulders
† siblings- 2 younger brothers. [geezus..]
LAST
† movie you went to see -- Spongebob Squarepants Movie
† movie you bought - Passion of the Christ
† song you listened to - Audrey by Dir en Grey
† song that was stuck in your head - Electric Cucumber by hide
† cd you bought - Utada CD
† cd you listened to - a random cd that I burned
† person you've called - um....I can't remember that far back
† person that's called you - my friend
† tv show you've watched - GAME ka na ba?
DO ..
† you have a bf or gf - no
† you have a crush on someone - yep
† you wish you could live somewhere else - Not really.
† you think about suicide - No. I like my life the way it is. A rollercoaster.
† you want more piercings - YES!!!
† you drink - No
† you do drugs - No
† you smoke - No
† you like roller coasters - Yea
† you carry a donor card - What's a "Donor Card"?
FOR OR AGAINST ..
† long distance relationships - Against. Who knows if they're not loyal to you.
† teenage smoking -Against
† premarital sex - Against. That should be with someone you love. Not when you're drunk.
† driving drunk - Against.
† gay/lesbian relationship - For. Love doesn't always have to be with a man or a woman. Look at that lady that married in rock.
† soap operas - AGAINST! I hate those operas. So pointless.
FAVORITE ..
† food - IDK
† song - It changes from time to time.
† sports - Tennis
† drinks - Water and tea. Those are my vital beverages I just have to get.
† clothes - Belt, jeans, and my beloved black converse.
† band/singer - Varies.
† holiday - Christmas..or If you consider my birthday a holiday....
† new nerdy saying - um....IDK?
NUMBER ..
† of times I have been in love? - Ah..plenty.
† of times I have had my heart broken? - A few.
† of drugs taken illegally? - None
† of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? - Probably 1.
† of people I consider my enemies? - Ooh..Plenty.
† of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? - 0
† of scars on my body? - 0
† of things in my past that I regret? - Only a few things.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ..
† handsome/pretty - IDK
† funny - Yea, sure.
† friendly - At times.
† amusing - Yea, let's go with that.
† ugly - IDK
† loveable - Sure.
† pessimistic - Sometimes
† optimistic - Sometimes
† dorky - All the time!
† spell your first name back wards - ishot < ----Like I'd give you the real one.
† the story behind your user name - None really. I may change my name. But I'm always Toshi. ^-^
+are you straight - Yes.
† where do you live - 69 CandyShop Lane
† four words that sum you up - Random, Variety, Weird, Unpredictable
DESCRIBE YOUR -
† wallet - pink and grey with Pucca
† toothbrush - orange and grey
† pillow cover - white and yellow. Stripes.
† blanket - Quilted.
† coffee cup - Blue
† sunglasses - Don't have any.
† shoes - Black converse.
† CD in stereo right now - None.
† what you are wearing now - Roxy shirt, black pants, white socks.
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -
† you wishing - shopping
† after this - keep listening to music
† something you're looking forward to in this upcoming month - IDK
† something that you are deathly afraid of - IDK, I'm afraid of a lot of things.
† do you like candles - Yes
† do you like hot wax - Erm..
† do you like incense - Uhh..
† do you like the taste of blood- Very metallic-y. So..yea.
† do you believe in love - Maybe
† do you believe in soul mates - IDK
† do you believe in love at first sight - No.
† do you believe in forgiveness - Yes.
† do you believe in God - Yes.
† what do you want done with your body when you die - IDK
† who is your worst enemy - Ah. I have too many. And they don't even know it.
† if you could have any animal for a pet-- Dog or a cat. Don't matter.
† what is the latest you've ever stayed up - IDK
† what are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to - IDK
† what are some of your favorite pig out foods - IDK
† what's something that you wish people would understand - What my true intentions are. Some people just can't read my language.
† what's something you wish you could understand better - Math. How the heck did I end up in Honors, anyway?

Sunday
F.L.D. by Road of Major

I am pissed. I don't know. Maybe it's cause of the moving thing. I hate moving. It's like..our 3rd time moving to a new house. We were looking at houses up in Temecula yesterday. There so pretty. And big too. But real pretty. Why'd houses have to be so expensive here?

Anyways, about the HS. Well, there's no way am I going to WVHS, SRHS, or MMHS anymore. Since I learned that WVHS is "just around the corner" and not in Temecula. I just don't understand why we can't wait until 4 years then move? When I'm finished with HS. I'd like to stay here with my friends, then part for college. Parents' actions confuse me.

My friend moved alot, but she always went to the same school. Damn. Why can't they be possible now? Why'd it have to up there. Um...way up there.

I'm sorry. I'm just kinda pissed/sad at the same time. You shouldn't hear about my move bitching.

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Monday

Don't Panic by Coldplay

Monday. Lunes. Geezus. Anyways. No news on the moving thing. But I'll try to convince my parents. I'll beg and beg and beg and beg.

Yea. My friend taught me the technique. Hahah.

Well, one full period in the nurse's office is not good. I never knew we were supposed to have a test tomorrow in Math. That's so bull! It's on Polynomials and that one warm-up we did, that almost everyone got wrong. Well, except for the smart people. I only missed one. I forgot about that negative sign..Yea. D'oh!

FOOTBALL= SUPERBOWL!!

P A T R I O T S!!!

Tom Brady is my MAN!! Yesh!! New Englanders!

Anyways, the SuperBowl rocked. But Halftime was just plain boring. Paul McCartney? Come on. Give us at least some rockers. Or JROCKers. ^-^

Anyways, sorry you had to read this big 3 day post.

I was too lazy to go on the site and update from here.

Resolution 2: To not be lazy.

Hey, I'm doing the list as I go. Can't blame me for being clueless. I'm sorry and I'll never do it again. ]

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Tuesday, February 1, 2005


Rakuen by BUCK-TICK

Sorry, if you're expierencing a big 'white' on my site.

If you want a picture of what the background is now, click here. I'll give a hint. It's a band member.

Buwahahaha!

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Anyways, that was my apology to the people who couldn't see my background. And just got a lot of white.

Anyways, those who can see it. Do you like it? I do. I like it alot. Hahahah.

I wasn't really feeling very good today. >.<

I have a sore throat, back aches, my eyes feel real dry, and I have the sniffles.

What a way to start the month. Eh. PE was really...um. Weird. We did a lot of Tae-Bo. And aerobics. Man, we did tae-bo twice. All that kicking and punching and jumping and leaning.

Well, you get the idea. It sucked. But it's good for you. Even though, it's not really 8 mins. [That's what the guys say. I don't really watch the clock.] They say it's really 15 mins. >.< I hope not. Bleh.

We have another project in History. Grr. At least it's not due until March. Which is very close right now. And we have to memorize it. Darned. Oh well. I got to do the Arts and Literature of 1800-1805.

Seems interesting, though.

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Time to visit your sites. ^-^ Have a very good day.

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Monday, January 31, 2005


Rose of Pain by X Japan

Thinking about changing the 'theme' to Gazette. Probably a Ruki theme. Whacha think?

The memorial never did go on today. It's next week now. Jeez. Oh well. Just gonna have to wait for those ROTC boys.

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At lunch I was telling my friend, Dude [formerly known as Fruitloop] about Die. Hahah. It must have been a Die obsession week last week. Well, anyways, I wrote a letter to herabout him and she was like "How old is this guy?" And I'm like, "31 years old." And we just started laughing so hard. He's like old enough to be my dad. Hahah. But age ain't nothing but a number when you're in love. [Or whatever.] She wants to see pictures of him. [Because I'm trying to get her into JROCK. So far, no good.]

Way far back, I showed her these pictures of JROCKERs and she keeps on saying they need a tan. Well, when Gackt was really white and had blonde hair he needed a tan. But that's okay. I'll convince her somehow.

Maybe at SRHS they have JROCK fans. Sure hope so. Yep.

I want to watch the move hide and seek. And it was only today that I noticed. hide <--You know. hide! and Seek <--You know. Seek! Hahah. I made such a big deal out of that in Advisory. Haha. I'm such a loser.

Anyways, I want to watch that and Boogeyman. Never believed in him, but whatever. No importante. My dad says I need to learn Tagalog first, then another language. Gosh. I don't want to do that. But that's alright. It's okay. I'll be fine anyway.

I must be in this 'happy-go-lucky' post mood today. Damn.

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Friday, January 28, 2005


Ghost of You by Good Charlotte

Quiz Time!

Congratulations! Your ideal Alpha Male is...

oh yeah~
Two words normally come to mind when dealing with the Wild Card Alpha Male--good luck. Generally seen as the 'self absorbed', 'eccentric', and 'highly sexual', this Alpha Male usually isn't associated with monogamy. However, once he does settle on someone they should consider themselves either blessed or cursed. His behavior can often be unpredictable, irrational, and quite bizarre in nature, and as the object of his affection, you will soon find it impossible to escape. And yet, underneath the egoism and the absentmindedness, it is very apparent that it won't do to have you taken away from him, or leave for that matter. Provided you have the patience and endurance to put up with his attitude and appetite, you'll eventually come to find you wouldn't want to anyways.
Which Alpha Male is right for you?
Brought to you by Alexandra and Matrim


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Yes. Well. It's a nice quiz take it.

Today was rather nice. Found out things that I didn't need to know. But whatever. >.<

It rained. At last! It has come! But it came too early.

We were supposed to have a Memorial today, for the shuttle, of which my school is named after. [If you know it, good for you, now all you need to do it find out where it is! You little stalkers. XD] The ROTC were supposed to do their drills today. Oh well. Postponed till Monday.

Ah. Those men in uniforms. So young and talented.

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Thursday, January 27, 2005


Middle of Nothingness by Malice Mizer

So opera-y. I like.

Birthday was okay. Had and ice cream cake with cookie dough inside. Delicious. ^-^

Got some gifts too. A purse from Atsi, a teddy from 'Dude' formerly known as 'Fruitloop', and a GD cd from 'Nina'. Don't know what happened to my gifts from Little Mermaid or Jessie. Heh. Little liars. 'I forgot it at home. I'll bring it to you tomorrow.'

Just kidding. But they never did bring my gifts.

Psycho said she was going to get my gift, but she hasn't been at school since we sprinted.

[I have the strangest urge to sprint that day.]

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PE was so retarded today. Geez. Aerobics from the 80s-90s? At least teamball was fun.

We had to run 5 laps on Tuesday. But me, Donna, Shelby, Romel, and some other dudes didn't get to.
Cause we have the highest acedemic grades in the class! Yay! A nice present, huh?

This week took forever! >.< And the worst part of it all is that it's my month today. Grr..And I don't want to eat anything sweet either.

[Maybe just a little chocolate here and there. XD]

So it's just me and my green tea for a complete and whole week.

Hahah.

[I'm just rambling on aren't I?]

Anyways, IMMENSE apologies for not updating. And replacing my rants with boring ol' surveys.

I really meant to update.

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