Monday, January 24, 2005

I'm sorry. I could help myself...

Seven Facts About Me:
1. I talk little
2. I'm very shy
3. I hate muscular men ---- like wrestlers.
4. I hate people who pick on others
5. I can sing very well...but infot for American Idol....XD Too bad I haven't seen any rockers there.
6. I love yaoi <3 FOREVER!!!
7. People who are fakes.
Seven Songs I Like:
1. hide --- Electric Cucumer (Hey baby scratch your number , on my Electric Cucumber)
2. Gackt -- Emu for my Dear
3. Good Charlotte -- In This World (Murder)
4. Green Day -- Boulevard of Broken Dreams
5. Selena -- If I Could Fall In Love (C'mon, now. Sometimes you just gotta give in to that happy-lovey dovey feeling)
6. Anything by Beat Crusaders
7. Dir en Grey -- Pink Killer
Seven Cool Bands:
1. Diru
2. Laruku
3. Pura
4. Malice MIZER
5. Beat Crusaders
6. GLAY
7. x-Japan or Luna Sea (Can't decide! >_<)
Seven Cool Singers:
1. hide
2. HYDE
3. Gackt
4. Utada Hikaru
5. Ciara (Sorry all you rock fans. I'm a variety person.)
6. Shiina Ringo
7. Maaya Sakamoto
Seven Of My Hobbies:
1. computer
2. reading
3. sleeping
4. exercising....(It's a habit, now)
5. trying to convince my parents to bring me somewhere
6. shopping
7. dancing
Seven Qualities I Like In The Opposite Sex:
1. smile --- he is nothing without those beautiful smile
2. straight teeth --- nothing without those pearly whites
3. eyes --- i would have nothing to look into
4. muscles ---not too big and not too small
5. athleticism --- not sure if I spelled that right...anyways, yea.
6. has a will to try anything
7. has an open mind
Seven Goals I Have In Life:
1. know what I want to do
2. go to Harajuku
3. meet the 'Prince-Charming'
4. do yoga
5. do pilates
6. be a better sprinter and long distance runner
7. go to a very very exotic place.
Seven TV Shows I Love:
1. MONK
2. CSI
3. Azumanga Daioh
4. Rurouni Kenshin
5. FullMetal Alchemist
6. FUSE!!!!
7. ASS -- After School Special! I'm an ASS-kateer!
Seven Movies I Love:
1. Blood: The Last Vampire
2. Napolean Dynamite
3. Austin Powers in Goldmember
4. LOTR trilogy
5. ??
6. ??
7. ??
Seven Words To Describe Me:
1. randomly random
2. weird
3. quiet
4. "actress"
5. "singer"
6. hyper
7. sarcastic
Seven Of My Clothing Items Which I Love:
1. jeans
2. roxy shirts
3. roxy jackets
4. chucks
5. ??
6. ??
7. ??
Seven Foods I Love:
1. Filipino food
2. Chinese food
3. POCKY!!
4. Grilled Cheese sandwhich
5. Spaghetti
6. Tuna sandwhich
7. salads with CROUTONS!!!
Seven Of My Great Friends:
1. Atchey
2. Ariel
3. Jessica
4. Meena
5. Yanina
6. Stephanie
7. Kimberly
Seven Things I Would Buy If I Had The Money:
1. laptop --- I would call it Totchi
2. cellphone ---- I would call it Die
3. mp3 player ---- I would call it hide
4. new headphones --- I would call it Shinya
5. ??
6. ??
7. ??
Seven People I Love to Hate:
1. A.M.
2. A.S.
3. M.M
4. --
5. --
6. --
7. --
Seven People I Lust Over The One Person Whom I Love:
1. Gackt
2. Die
3. Lida
4. Miyavi
5. Orlando Bloom
6. Takeru
7. Sousuke Sagara
Seven Authors Worthy of My Praises:
1. Edgar Allen Poe
2. William Shakespeare
3. ----
4. ----
5. ----
6. ----
7. ----


From Yoshiki-san's site. Because I love surveys all too much. What? Sue me.


Here's a little quiz relsut to make you feel better too.

I'm terza rima, and I talk and smile. Where others lock their rhymes and thoughts away I let mine out, and chatter all the while. I'm rarely on my own - a wasted day Is any day that's spent without a friend, With nothing much to do or hear or say. I like to be with people, and depend On company for being entertained; Which seems a good solution, in the end. What Poetry Form Are You?

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Friday, January 21, 2005

I have accomplished....

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Ate
2. Laine/Lane
3. Cheeseball Monkeh.....don't ask

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Yume sama
2. Toshi
3. ----Only had two

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my mind
2. my handwriting
3. my letters

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my hands
2. my legs
3. my feet

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Filipino/pinay
2. spanish
3. erk....

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. sipders....'cept for pink ones....^-^
2. creepy stories
3. scary stories.....>.<

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. jeans
2. water...and lots of it
3. music....

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. shorts
2. shirt
3. socks

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
1. Gackt
2. GLAY
3. I could name millions.....

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. errr....
2. uhh....
3. I have alot.

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. go to Borders <---bookstore
2. get my ps and psp
3. buy as much POCKY as I can....<----I don't think I used the right grammar/words.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Love equals
2. pain.
3. someone who isn't a fake.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE guess the lie, I dare ya.
1. I had alot of crushes
2. I crushes on 10% of them now.
3. the other 90% are gone....

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. arms and shoulders
2. be just a bit taller than I am
3. eyes and smile

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. use correct grammar on the 'net
2. talk alot on AIM
3. make my day without water

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. reading
2. singing
3. maybe writing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. get my foot to be un-asleep
2. go to the mall
3. buy manga...yes the books...and yes.....the fruit

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. linguist
2. anthropologist
3. idk....nurse?

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Japan
2. China
3. errr.....France

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Aden
2. Loleina
3. Xylia

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. visit all my old friends
2. watch my favorite movie....which I have yet to see!
3. -----idk

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. anyone
2. who
3. cares....

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From Yami-san's site. Because I was bored and had nothing else to do....

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Thursday, January 20, 2005

Duan Le De Xian by Jay Chou

My head hurts. TT_TT I need a nap.

PE was kind of fun.

We went to Weight Room. I was paired with Shelby.

It was so funny. We were on that one tricep bar. Thing-a-majig, and it was too heavy. So Shelby adjusted it for me, to 25 lbs.

And because of my poor knowledge of weights, I didn't know it was too light. So when I pulled the bar down, I pulled it all the way down and immediately let go.

I was like, "Oh shit!" And fell down laughing. Shelby was laughing at me, 'cause I was scared. Hahahah.

Man, am I a dork.

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Anyways, Gackt-san [that one guy..erm, yea.] was kinda like...following me...TT_TT

He's starting to get on my nerves. He stayed a little bit too close for comfort.

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Anyway, anyonw watch American Idol? Hahah. 'Twas hilarious. But it was kinda mean when they said that one girl should do an over-voice of a rat. [You know, that girl that sang 'Somewhere Over the Rainbow'?] That was really mean.

They were all funny. Except for the ones that were good. ^-^ Especially that one girl, that rapped right when she got in the room. Very nice.

Anyways, I better stop typing now, I need to do my homework.

This curséd work plagues me.

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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Ghost of You by Good Charlotte

Been in my head all day.

It was hot today....TT_TT This one hasn't been exposed to much heat during the rainy days.

I miss them.

A mile tomorrow. At least it's in the morning. Thank you, Lord.

I don't think this one could've made it in the afernoon. We had to run 3 laps on Tuesday, though. Which is basically a mile.

I've been so tired lately. Not only on my regular day (which is today) But everyday. Which is very unusual.

Shelby would be very disappointed. Haha. My head hurts. And my back aches and my eyes hurt.

Maybe it was because of the EXPO exposure. Haha. Too close to the nose, eh?

We might go to the Weight Room in PE. Eh, haven't been there in a while.

Ah, those 6th grade memories.

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January 29, 2005

9:00am-11:00am.

Anywhere between those times, I have to go to my school to pick my courses for next year.

Is HS hard? Like...really really hard? Eh. I'm having so many worries.

But I know for sure, I'm taking Tagalog. Ain't no doubt about that. We can either take PE or Athlectics.

Athlectics as in sports, right? Well, anyway, maybe I'll take tennis. If they have that there.

Either there or here.

If I go there. I could take Tagalog for 9th, then Japanese for the rest.

Which is total awesome-ness. But none of my friends would be going there. I'd be all by myself...TT_TT [Insert song]

Even if I don't go there for Japanese, there's always college courses.

Hahah.

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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Good Charlotte

Because I can't really give you a real rant.

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In This World (Murder)

In this world all our sins are simple
We choose Death over innocent lives
and in this world its not all money thats evil
It's the ones that choose it over life

and in my heart I can not beleive in this murder
and I will not be fed by the lies
or the lives that are created just to be murdered
It's murder

no matter how hard they try
and no matter how loud they cry
they can't
buy their way into heaven
no matter how hard they try
and no matter how high they climb
up the ladder
they won't reach up into heaven

and they can't see
the innocent lives
the pointless suffering
and in my heart I
wanna undo all this murder
and give back the innocent lives
open cages and stop their luxirous murder
its murder

no matter how hard they try
and no matter how loud they cry
they can't
buy their way into heaven
no matter how hard they try
and no matter how high they climb
up the ladder
they won't reach up into heaven

murder innocent lives innocent Murder
what have done?
No Mercey for beautiful,
money for blood it's murder

no matter how hard they try
and no matter how loud they cry
they can't
buy their way into heaven
no matter how hard they try
and no matter how high they climb
up the ladder
they won't reach up into heaven

no matter how hard they try
and no matter how loud they cry
they can't
buy their way into heaven
no matter how hard they try
and no matter how high they climb
up the ladder
they won't reach up into heaven
heaven [fading out]
heaven.....
[music]


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Ghost Of You

will wait until the end
When the pendulum will swing back to the
Darker side of our hearts bleeding
I will save this empty space
Next to me like it's a grave
Where I lay a place for us to sleep eternally together

[chorus]
I have been
Searching for
Traces of
What we were

The ghost of you
Is all that I have left
It's all that I have left of you
To hold
I wake in the night to find
There's no one there but me
And nothing left of what we were at all...


So here I am
Pacing around this house again
With pictures of us living
On these walls
I see my breath in the cold of the air that I breathe and I'm wondering
I'm wondering if it's you that I feel
If it's you that I feel here haunting me forever


[chorus]


And I'm not looking for
Anything but us
Anything but what we were
And I'm not asking for
Painted memories
I only want to know you're here


[chorus] x2

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Saturday, January 15, 2005

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.

Prsh. Yea right. Like this one would propose her love for someone...

Anyways. We ran 3 [basically a mile] laps today. For 'preparation' for that 5 lap run thing we're going to do at the end of the year [?] Eh. We had to run under 12 mins. Which is good, because this one got under 12 mins.

PE was so fun today. The girls got to hit guys with balls today. Very fun. But then the guys had to do that to the girls. TT_TT Luckily, they were very soft balls. LOL. We also did the 'Electic Slide'. Eh, very, um, easy and...err...yea. Nothing much on that subject.

Well, on that Math final..this one failed. Miserably. 55%? Yes. Very bad. But luckily, this one gets to retest one of her tests, which is good and bad.

Good because it raises my grade, bad because, my Advisory teacher is a butt and this one is afraid that he won't let her retake the test. But this one gets to take the test in her Advisory class, which is kinda good and bad.

Anyone know Standard Form, Point-Slope form, Slope form, err...Hmm..Graphing? This one just doesn't get it..

At least we get a 3 day weekend. Time to study! And not procastinate.

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Changed the avatar. It's Gakkun. ^-^ Don't you just love Gakkun? This one does..Hmmm...lol.

Gackt-san was gangster today. Eh. What a wankster.

Oh dear. I rhymed. But eh. Whatever.

Sometimes, this one just can't help that the fact is...>.< She still likes Gackt-san and can't get that feeling out of her system. TT_TT Her heart pounds whenever he's near or when he looks at this one. She just wants it to stop! 'Tis not fair to put such feelings in this kind of person!

Anyway, must get to back to 'not-procrastinating'. And do laundry. And find someone who knows these 'forms'.

Darned Math. How do I hate thee? Let me count the ways.

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Thursday, January 13, 2005

Shuang Doa by Jay Chou

You can hear sword fighting in here. Wonder if any one dies...

Anyways, yea. English is now evil. Well, for this year.

We did this little line dance in PE. Weird. And the Electric Slide. Very very...country-ish too me.

Tis strange. This one's legs hurt no more after not running for 2 weeks or so. Hmm...

In Spanish, we had no break because 'SuperStar' put his pencil in the microwave and got it caught on fire.

Now he's suspended. What a 'tard.

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NEW TAX LAWS EFFECTIVE JAN. 1, 2000:

Subject: new tax laws

Penis Tax


The only thing IRS has not yet taxed is the penis:

This is due to the fact that 40% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 30% of the time it is hard up, 20% of the time it is pissed off and 10% of the time it's in the hole. It has two dependents, but they're nuts.

Effective January 1, 2000, penises will be taxed according to size.

The brackets are as follows:

10"-12" Luxury Tax
8"-10" Pole Tax
5"-8" Privilege Tax
4"-5" Nuisance Tax

Males exceeding 12" must file under capital gains. Anyone under 4" is eligible for a refund.

PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION!

Issues still under consideration are as follows:

Are there penalties for early withdrawal?
Do multiple partners count as a corporation?
Are condoms deductible as work clothes?

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I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.
After that, you'd better have a big dick or huge tits.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others -- they are more screwed up than you think.

I've learned that you can keep puking long after you think you're finished.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities, politicians or foreign diplomats.

I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place.

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones who do.

I've learned that we don't have to ditch bad friends because their dysfunction makes us feel better about ourselves.

I've learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get arrested and end up in the local paper.

I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away.

I've learned to say "Fuck 'em if they can't take a joke" in 6 languages.

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QueenBrat.com

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Monday, January 10, 2005

Tremolo by Plastic Tree

Too tired to type this one's entry again.

[Taken from other journal]

Actually it's by B'z, but that's how you say their names.

Yea. I presented my poster I was procasinating. I did good. I think...Eh. Whatever.

I watched Napolean Dynamite today. Awesome! "Tina get your dinner!"

"Napolean give me your tots!"

"No! Get your own!"

"Give me your tots!"

"No! I didn't eat anything for fricken lunch!"

[Kick pocket with tots]

"Eww"

Probably one of my favorite lines. I must buy that movie!! And nothing shall stop me! [insert evil laugh]

Sorry. A bit OOC there. Anyways, we have this test coming up, and I am for sure going to fail it. Heck. Right now, I'm holding up a B- in Math. Darned tests!! I want to study, but then I would need a partner. Studying for math is hard for me. I would use no index cards. Other than the properties, but that's it I guess. I am for sure going to fail this test. I really want to get good grades this year. I am so tired of getting B's all the time. It gets me pissed off.

Anyways, aside from that. I was up until 10 at night finishing my project. I didn't want to get up this morning because I was so tired the night before. Hahaha. Well, it wasn't raining hard today. But I just kept on walking in puddles. No fun. My sock and pant leg got wet. [It was only my right foot]. The rainy season [storm] is almost over too. That means NO MORE WATCHING MOVIES!!!! [horror] NOOOOO!!!!

I can't help but notice that, this guy [let's call him Gackt-san] is always looking at me. It makes me feel really scared and paranoid. [for some strange reason]. I mean I know he likes me [long story], I just want him to stop making it obvious that he's looking at me. It's like every 5 or 10 minutes at lunch. Jeez. That is annoying.

I just noticed that I write in here religously. I never do that...Hahah.

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Friday, January 7, 2005

Still Waiting by Sum41

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in

Drop dead, a bullet to my head
Your words are like a gun in hand
You can't change the state of the nation
We just need some motivation
These eyes have seen no conviction
Just lies and more contradiction
So tell me, what would you say
I'd say its time to listen

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in

Ignorance and understanding
We're the first ones to jump in line
Out of step for what we believe in
But who's left to stop the bleeding
How far will we take this
It's not hard to see through the thickness
So tell me, what would you say
I'd say its time to listen

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe

This can't last forever
Time won't make things better
I feel so alone
Can't help myself
And no one knows
If this is worthless
Tell me
So

What have we done
We're in a war that can't be won
This can't be real
Cause I don't know what to feel

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe

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Rained all day. Got wet. Well, this one's umbrella was inside out...cause of the wind. Until her friend told her what direction the wind was coming from. ^^;;

Her pants got wet. And her hands were numb. >.< But it was sunny all day yesterday. And cold. But the same.

Her legs are so sore. We ran yesterday. Only a lap, but basketball. Grr. Running. Eh, didn't matter. We lost all our games anyway. XD

Must go do History project. It's due Monday.

And this one hasn't even started.

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Sunday, January 2, 2005

Stairway to Heaven by Led Zeppelin

Most of this one's time was at her Lola's house. Fun. Food. Her uncle is moving or err..'migrating' [<--his words]to a new house up where he lives. Yuba. Hehe. Sounds funny.

Anyway, did nothing there. 'Rents just dropped us off. >.< But this one stayed on her uncle's laptop the whole time. How lucky of this one. ^-^

This one loves her uncle. But SHHH! Don't tell okay? This one needs to keep up her reputation. We show family love differently. Haha.

This one still needs to finish her project. It's due on the 10th. -History teacher! Grr.

This one wanted to go to STAPLES today. But her mom won't let her. Grr...This one needs to go to STAPLES! Must buy new binder dividers! No fair.

Yesterday, while this one was at Lola's house, she showed her cousins some funny animation. With Mashimaru and some stick figures beating the crap out of each other. It's kinda hard for this one to say 'No' to somebody. Aheh.

But it was funny watching them watching it.

Cousins:

Yume-san: and

It was funny though. FUNPOST and click on Flash Animation. This one personally likes Xiao Xiao 7&8. And Mashimaru episode...3? IDK. It's the moon episode.

Yume-san loves January.

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