Wednesday, June 8, 2005

Time to Waste by Alkaline Trio

So.

I went to go get my physical for my sports thing.

Yea. It was okay. Though, it took a gad long time. >.<

Geezer! 3 fscking hours?! TT_TT At least I had my cousin[s] with me.

So I survived. Yay me.

--

Well.

I failed the District Final. So. I probably won't survive next year.

Damn math skills. >.<

--

Science was gruesome.

All those diseases. And..and..the bodies..and...>.<

Horrifying images that will stay in my mind FOREVER!!

See, now. If I'm wealthy, I will so be a philanthropist.

[philanthropy:

1. desire to benefit humanity: a desire to improve the material, social, and spiritual welfare of humanity, especially through charitable activities
2. philanthropic act or group: a philanthropic action or organization
3. love for all humanity: general love for, or benevolence toward, the whole of humankind (formal) ]

Yes. Yes. I will.

We also watched 'Ethnic Man'.

Dude. Filipinos were considered white in the 1940s.

Not right. We are brown/tan/yellow/black.

Ah, well.

When I grow up I want to travel the world and learn different languages.

Like Italian, German [Deutsch!], Tagalog [aka Filipino], Japanese..

And just all these languages, I wonder if I will learn them all.

--

Farewell, my lovelies.

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Tuesday, June 7, 2005

I hate it when people Like me Like. >.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression [of me]?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
16. What song are you listening to right now?
17. Do you love me?

--

I know I've already done this.

And You don't have to answer if you did.

I just like repeating stuff. XD

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Sunday, June 5, 2005

Mona Lisa by BUCK-TICK

My brothers and I played Kancho. Or more specifically. I did.

Thank you Derangedkikyo and Zero-san for your Kancho posts.

I have now something to amuse me during summer vacation.

And, yes, Fuyumiko-san. It is American History. And I still didn't finish it.

Darn you, Procrastination.

--

I am in love with Miyavi.

No, not Miyabi-kun.

But with myv. I don't know. I'm weird. But yea.

--

My friend wants a gay friend to go shopping with.

I want one too. XD But really, I do. It's kinda hard to find gay guys at school. >.<

And I'm picky too. Not one with a really high voice --

Like those fashion designer guys. Yea. I want one of those.

[laughs at self] I sound like a little girl asking for a pony. [And btw, Santa, I never got one.]

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Ah, the Batman look.



<3's Aki.



Aww, Yuuya looks cute.



X3 AKI!!! So adorable!!

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Saturday, June 4, 2005

Rakuyou by Orange Range

Rawr.

I'm feeling a bit jumpy about Graduation. >.<

I have 2 weeks left until school ends. Maybe it's just me.

Eh. Hindi ko alam. My heart just pounds. Like I'm about to sprint or something.

And when I feel like that, I need to scream. Yell. Anything that has to do with my voice.

Graduation. Graduation. Graduation. Graduation. Graduation.

Sometimes I think I'll go off the deep end.

And as I think about my last weeks at school.

I start to have tears. It's sad, really. Because all the years I've been in school I've never cried at the end of the year.

And this year, well. Tears ahoy! Hilarious, actually.

And I don't know. Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko alam.

I'm sorry if my repetitiveness bothers you. It helps keep stress off my chest.

Really it does.

I must worry over the silliest things.

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Now, I must leave you. Off for my History Project. Darn you, Mr. History Teacher.

Darn you.

--

Farewell, my lovelies.

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Friday, June 3, 2005

Sliding Door by ELLEGARDEN

Is it bad that I pronounce all double L's as Y's?

This Spanish class is rubbing off of me.

--

I want my Nanay [muzzah] to bring me to Mitsuwa [the local Japanese store on Kearny Mesa Road; instead of driving all the way from San Diego to Los Angeles]. I want to see if they have all that J-rock stuff.

Or else I'd have to beg my mom to buy me stuff from the 'net.

Or, I could wait until we vacation to Florida, then take a little trip to Joja [Georgia]. Or, if we go to Jersey.

Yeaa~ Jersey.

--

My friend and I were doing some thing in Math. XD We were seeing who would last longer with our legs up.

So, we were sitting on our chairs away from our table, with our legs out straight. Sometimes I wonder if we're okay. XD

I lasted longer. [HAH! IN YOUR FACE, D00d!!!] XD Our friend was calling us funny and weird. >.< But 'tis true.

We felt the burn.

--

So my love for Gackt-san has ended. My large flame of love has now dissolved into ashes [unless it's a phoenix XD].

But really, it has. I've seen his girlfriend. The one that's in Florida. It was on his binder. To tell the truth, I don't know if she's prettier or not.

Rrr. Hindi ko alam [I don't know].

Eh. He's in a gang. Damnitall, Bloods. [Er..I really shouldn't say that since my cousin is one and he'd be pissed off at me forever]. Policia were here all day. [And we're supposed to be the 'top-notch' school. Too bad for our reputation. XD]I mean really, what is the point for gangs? An early fraternity for non-college boy guys?

It's just stupid. >.<

--

And it's funny though, [besides that all the Bloods were wearing red today] my cousin wants me to date a 'normal' guy [his explanation: a guy who's not in a gang]. And he 'predicts' I'm gonna date a jock. TT_TT Which wouldn't really surprise me since I love athletic guys.

[Which would be the reason my first love (for J-rock) was Gackt; not Gackt-san.]

I hope this jock loves rock. [More specifically J-rock.]

--

Clicky for my Math grade

I'm soo bad.

--

Farewell, my dahlins.

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Thursday, June 2, 2005

My eyes...

I need to sleep.

But my parents aren't home. So, I am here.

Updating. Rawr. I just got finished watching Super Nanny.

Duude. If my kid was like that.

I would love to have a kid, but Hello Adoption. ^^;;

--

Since, I'm too tired to type anything.

Me: I don't wanna grow up
Me: I'm a toysrus kid
You: There's a million tous in toyrsus that I can play with
Me: From bikes to trains to video games
You: It's the biggest store there is
Me: I don't wanna grow up, cause baby if I did
You: I wouldn't be a toysrus kid

--

Ah, those childhood days.

--

You Know You're From Newark When...

You've eaten a Jimmy Buff's and loved it. You shop at Bamberger's, Klein's, Ohrbachs, Kresge's and Hahne's. You went "down the shore" on you summer vacation. You went "up the lake" on Sunday afternoons. You went to the "feast" at least once in your childhood. You know where Olympic Park was. You went to Rye Beach, or Palisades Park or Bear Mountain on your grammar school class trip. You've always wanted to be a Rockette (if you're a girl). You've always wanted to be an outfielder for the New York Yankees (if you're a boy). You know at least one person who knew Connie Francis. You know at least one person who knew one member of the Four Seasons. You know at least one person who knew Frank Sinatra. You think South Orange was in the mountains. You know what a "Tillaling" hot dog was. You never went through a summer without real lemon ice. You know where to find fresh mozzarella and home-made raviolis and sausage. You think Branch Brook Park and Sacred Heart Cathedral are the eighth and ninth Wonders of the World. You consider anything east of Route 1; south of the airport; north of Bloomfield Avenue and west of the Parkway are not really in New Jersey. You know that Breyer's makes the best ice-cream. You know that Ballantine makes the best beer. You know that Tastee makes the best bread. You know what a "stoop" is. You think that the Adams Theater on Branford Place is bigger and better than Radio City Music Hall. You don't think of citrus when people mention "the Oranges". You've ordered a hard roll with butter for breakfast. You remember that the "Two Guys" were from Harrison. You know what a jug handle is. You know that ours is the only "New" State that doesn't require the "New" (like try...Mexico, York, Hampshire; it doesn't work.) You consider a corned beef sandwich with lettuce and mayo a sacrilege. You've eaten a boardwalk cheese steak with vinegar fries. You started planning your Memorial Day weekend in February. You never pumped your own gas. You know where "down neck" is You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Newark.

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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

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Your True Birth Month Is January

Loyal Social Logical Easily jealous Loves children Rather reserved Highly attentive Likes to criticize Needs close friends Ambitious and serious Smart, neat and organized Hardworking and productive Loves to teach and be taught Quiet unless excited or tensed Sensitive and has deep thoughts Knows how to make others happy Searches for the greatest romance Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds Romantic but has difficulties expressing love Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses

What's Your True Birth Month?

Your Taste in Music:

90's Pop: High Influence

Adult Alternative: High Influence

R&B: High Influence

90's Alternative: Medium Influence

90's Rock: Medium Influence

Alternative Rock: Medium Influence

Classic Rock: Medium Influence

80's Alternative: Low Influence

80's Rock: Low Influence

90's Hip Hop: Low Influence

90's R&B: Low Influence

Dance: Low Influence

How's Your Taste in Music?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes. You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time. You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it. Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Your Linguistic Profile:

60% General American English

25% Yankee

10% Dixie

5% Midwestern

0% Upper Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

An Honest Mistake by The Bravery

Aquarians are usually humanitarians that are willing to work for others with unselfish love and devotion. [I'm such a nice person]Aquarians frequently come up with original solutions to problems and are able to handle and inspire people. Aquarians are dramatic, convincing, and imaginative people that impart enthusiasm for advancing their ideas. [If you know me well enough, ya know] Aquarians enjoy meeting new poeple and exchanging ideas. Their persuits are more intellectual than physical.

--

So. TT_TT The year is almost finished for me.

Ah. My friend and I were talking about Graduation.

And singing songs. Like Vitamin C's Graduation. I swear, I will cry my eyes out.

Why must we part! Ooh~ But the party for us grads are next week on the 8th. YESS!!

Except the bad thing is that all the fscking grads teachers are going. [Well, except for some, but that's cause they have other classes and are too old.]

My heart saddens now. But you know what? I don't think I like Gackt-san anymore. So, I'm sorry Kei-chan. I can't make my move. XD

So, for now. I'm single and uncaring about love. [Unless it's J-rockers, but that would be sex.]

And speaking about sex, we are doing Sex Ed in Science. Ahh~

We were supposed to watch a movie, but never got to it. So, we asked questions.

'What are erections?'

'Why do men have nipples?'

'Why is it called sex?'

And the most scariest thing [and weird] to hear from an old science dude.

'I know nothing that better than sex.'

o____O;;

--

From TaNi-chan.

[ ] tall
[ x] in between
[] short

[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[x] brunette
[ x] black

[] blue-eyed
[x] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold/gray eyed
[x ] black-eyed
[ ] glasses
[ ] contacts

[ ]braces
[] freckles
[x] piercing(s).....just ears
[ ] tatoos

[x ] long hair
[] short hair
[ ] med. Hair


Your nationality includes...
[ ] chinese
[] indian
[ ] taiwanese
[] japanese
[x ] hispanic
[ ] nicoya
[ ] puerto rican
[ ] chicana
[ ] italian
[ ] scottish
[x ] filipino
[ ] dutch
[ ] french
[ ] German
[ ] Irish
[ ] Greek
[ ] Portuguese
[ ] Hispanic
[ ] polish
[ ] korean
[ ] jamacian
[ ] canadian
[ ] lithuanian
[] Native American
[ ] Russian
[ ] British
[] African
[] Other
[ ] Australian
[x] Dont really know XD

Your favorite color(s) are?
[] red
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[x] green
[] blue
[ x] white
[ ] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[x ] orange
[x ] gray

Some sports/physical things you have done?
[ ] football
[ ] cheerleading
[ ] dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] soccer
[ ] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] rugby
[ ] softball
[ ] wrestling
[ ] gymnastics
[x ] track/cross country
[ ] Basketball
[ ] baseball
[ ]golf
[ ] playing in the mud
[x] playing music
[ ] hiking
[ ] camping
[ ] horseback riding
[] marching band
[ ] Skateboarding

Your personality is sometimes...
[x] annoying
[ ] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[ ] bubbly
[x ] spazzy often
[ ] fun loving
[x ] laid back
[ ] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird

The music you like is?
[x] rap
[x] rock
[] pop
[ ]country
[x] hiphop
[x] r&b
[ ] slow jams
[ ] Christian
[x ] classical
[x techno
[x] oldies
[x] punk
[x] Metal
[ ] reggae
[x] Goth
[ ] Latin

The pets you have are?
[ ] cat
[x ] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[ ] rabbit
[x ] fish
[x ] other


Clothes you like to wear are?
[x] plain tshirts
[x] sweatshirts
[x] stockings
[ ] high heels
[x] sneakers
[x] jeans
[x] pajama pants
[ x] boxers
[] underwear
[ ] dresses
[ ] mini skirts
[x ] long skirts
[ ] watches
[x ] necklace
[ ] hoop earring(s)
[x] toe socks
[ ] flip flops
[ ] halter tops
[ ] stilletos
[x ] band shirts
[ ] shorts
[ x] skate clothes

How do you like to wear your hair?
[ x] down
[x] ponytail
[] pigtails
[ ] messy bun
[x] half ponytail
[ ] scrunched/curly
[ ] bun
[] crimped
[] with a bandana
[ ] French braids
[ ] lots of little braids
[ ] Gel
[x] Hat
[x] messy (bed head)
[ ] Fohawk
[ ] SIDE SWEEP


You eat?
[x] dessert
[x] meat
[ ] diet stuff
[x ] healthy foods
[] junk foods
[x] a lot of carbs
[] lots of meat
[ x] salad
[ x] seafood


A typical friday night...
[ ] mall with your friends
[ ] partying
[x] watching movies
[ ] going to the club
[x] staying home
[ ] babysitting and getting $$
[ ] hanging out w/ my friends
[ ] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] working while your friends are out having fun!
[ ] going to gigs with your friends
[x] other

Currently you are...
[ ] in a relationship
[x] single and lovin it
[ ] crushing
[ ] single and looking for someone
[ ] just broke up. . . and so sad about it.
[ ] sexually confused

Online, you use:
[x] lol
[ ] sup
[ ] =D
[x ] lmao
[x ] stfu
[ ] ty
[] jk
[] ttyl
[] lylas/lylab
[] g2g
[x] ^^
[x ] T_T
[x] XD

Did you like this survey?
[ ] yeah
[ ] no!
[x]it was ok
[] it was something to do

--

Must do homework!

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Monday, May 30, 2005

B.Y.O.B. by System of a Down.

Because I haven't down this in a loong time.

--

System of a Down.

B.Y.O.B -

Why do they always send the poor


Barbarisms by Barbaras
With pointed heels
Victorious victories kneel
For brand new spankin' deals


Marching forward hypocritic and
Hypnotic computers
You depend on our protection
Yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth


Everybody's going to the party have a real good time
Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine


Kneeling roses disappearing into
Moses' dry mouth
Breaking into Fort Knox stealing
Our intentions


Hangers sitting dripped in oil
Crying freedom
Handed to obsoletion
Still you feed us lies from the tablecloth


Everybody's going to the party have a real good time
Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine


Everybody's going to the party have a real good time
Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine


Blast off
It's party time
And we don't live in a fascist nation


Blast off
It's party time
And where the fuck are you?


Where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?


Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?


Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?


Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?


Kneeling roses disappearing into
Moses' dry mouth
Breaking into Fort Knox stealing
Our intentions


Hangers sitting dripped in oil
Crying freedom
Handed to obsoletion,
Still you feed us lies from the tablecloth


Everybody's going to the party have a real good time
Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine


Everybody's going to the party have a real good time
Dancing in the desert blowing up the sun


Where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?


Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?


Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?


Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
They always send the poor
They always send the poor

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

Mizu Iro by Vogus Image

REI-CHAAAAN!!! NOOOOO!! XD

--

Well, Friday was alright. We watched that one Star Wars movie. [No, not the new one. Gad-damned!] But it was all good. [sings the theme song] [makes lightsaber noises]. XD My friend and I were doing that at the begining of the movie. Hah! Pan de Sal was looking at us like we were crazy.

Dear, dear me. 2/3 weeks left of school. Ohh dear. [stops to think] I really don't want school to end. I'd - I'd - I'd miss too many people. [sobs] Especially Gackt-san. And Die-kun. AND MY VICTOR!! [sniffles]

Anyways, remember that friend that cheated on her boyfriend? Well, yea. She broke up with him. [Err. The 2nd boyfriend] And on her birthday too. She was all sad about it. But he was sad about it and stuff.

So yea. But the consequences of love. One heart must be broken for one to be loved.

Not sure if you all got that...o_@

--

Math was pretty hilarious. My friend and I were just so fricken' high.

Jeez. You woulda thought we were the ones that came back from rehab [yes people at our school actually went to rehab]. It was because she was procrastinating.

Bad, bad Dude-chan. Humph.

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The name of Lorraine creates an easy-going, good-natured personality, meeting and mixing easily. You appreciate the company of others, to the point that you do not like to be by yourself for very long. You are gifted with natural expression, both verbal and musical, but you would find it tedious to study music and practice theory. Anything that involves concentration or just plain hard work, you prefer to avoid as best you can. Although you have many creative, original ideas, procrastination is your worst enemy because you can seldom make decisions and carry them out. In your desire to gain the favour of others and to keep peace, because you abhor friction, you change your opinion to agree with those at hand. It is easy for you to express love and affection, but you would have to watch that your emotional nature does not get the better of you and lead you to indiscretions which you would later regret. A desire for sweet, rich foods could create skin problems, overweight, or you could suffer weakness across the back, or possibly a liver ailment.

--

My name is so ugly. TT_TT

[pronunciation: lohr-rain; lore-rain; not lauren, lorianne, larry (though that is my manly name); just not any of those wrong ones. Alot of people get my name wrong. >.<]

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

Akatsuki Yami by MUCC

Yea. I'm really hating America right now.

Carrie Underwood? Carrie? I mean c'mon.

Does America really need another country teen bopper?

Lubos akong nabigo. Hindi ako naniniwala too.

--

Anyways. My day was pretty good. I got a medal yesterday for PE. Yea.

And we ran for 15 minutes. The whole PE department. All 5 classes 2nd period. Can you imagine. O_o All those people. Ergh.

Yesterday, today, and tomorrow are/were my friends birthdays. Ooh. And Saturday too.

It's MaysBirthdays galore.

My friend Lida-kun was sad today, yesterday, and the day before. It's because some people were making fun of him. Ugh. I really hate it when people judge him by his looks.

I mean, even my own friend[s] asked if he was gay. If he was gay he would have been like MJ [No, not Michael Jackson] and shaved off all of his body hair.

It really pisses me off when people do that. But walang problema. They don't ask anymore. But those people that make fun of him. I don't like it.

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