Monday, February 7, 2005

Longing by X-Japan

Because I'm sorry, and I'll never do it again.

[Over the days of me not posting]

[Saturday
Mockingbird by Eminem

It's such a good song. I can't help myself but listen to it. Em talking about his little girl. Man, it moves me. It's kinda funny at the end though, "I'm a break that birdies neck." Kinda cruel, but funny. Shows how far he'll go for his Hallie. Hahah. "Now, hush little baby don't you cry." His singing may not be perfect, but it's okay. Because he's Em.

I'm sick. I hate sick. And my throat doesn't hurt that much anymore! Yay! All I need to do is to get rid of this cough and sniffle! Darned! I hate artificial cherry flavor. >.< Disgusting.

Anyways, I got my report card for the semester. B A B A B B Yep. Good grades. Though, I need more A's. I was so surprised that I had an A in PE [Second period] and 3rd in ranking. It's amazing. Though, I bet it's the boys who are 1st and 2nd. Darned boys. Oh well. I'll work harder in 2nd semester.

It's been undecided of what High School I'll be going to. SRHS, WVHS, MMHS? Grr. I wanted to go to MMHS, but then I wanted to go to SRHS, but there's been rumors around the house, that I'll be going to WVHS. IDK. I really don't know. I just want to go to SRHS. Or maybe WVHS. But MMHS sounds nice too. Cause, ya see. There's been alot of rumors in the house, that we might...[move] Pinoy 'noy, you better not say anything about this. It's not official. We might go up to [Temecula]. Cause the houses are cheaper when being built.

I really don't want to, though. I'd like to stay here. And go to SRHS and forget about Gackt-san. And actually move on, instead of woo-ing over him. Geez. I hate the feeling of longing. >.<

Anyways. Here's a survey to entertain you.

† name - [cough]
† piercings - ears [one in each, though..I'd really want more]
† tattoos - 0
† height - 5'2 - 5'3 [not sure]
† shoe size - 8
† hair color - brown/black [take your pick]
† length - well, longer then the shoulders
† siblings- 2 younger brothers. [geezus..]
LAST
† movie you went to see -- Spongebob Squarepants Movie
† movie you bought - Passion of the Christ
† song you listened to - Audrey by Dir en Grey
† song that was stuck in your head - Electric Cucumber by hide
† cd you bought - Utada CD
† cd you listened to - a random cd that I burned
† person you've called - um....I can't remember that far back
† person that's called you - my friend
† tv show you've watched - GAME ka na ba?
DO ..
† you have a bf or gf - no
† you have a crush on someone - yep
† you wish you could live somewhere else - Not really.
† you think about suicide - No. I like my life the way it is. A rollercoaster.
† you want more piercings - YES!!!
† you drink - No
† you do drugs - No
† you smoke - No
† you like roller coasters - Yea
† you carry a donor card - What's a "Donor Card"?
FOR OR AGAINST ..
† long distance relationships - Against. Who knows if they're not loyal to you.
† teenage smoking -Against
† premarital sex - Against. That should be with someone you love. Not when you're drunk.
† driving drunk - Against.
† gay/lesbian relationship - For. Love doesn't always have to be with a man or a woman. Look at that lady that married in rock.
† soap operas - AGAINST! I hate those operas. So pointless.
FAVORITE ..
† food - IDK
† song - It changes from time to time.
† sports - Tennis
† drinks - Water and tea. Those are my vital beverages I just have to get.
† clothes - Belt, jeans, and my beloved black converse.
† band/singer - Varies.
† holiday - Christmas..or If you consider my birthday a holiday....
† new nerdy saying - um....IDK?
NUMBER ..
† of times I have been in love? - Ah..plenty.
† of times I have had my heart broken? - A few.
† of drugs taken illegally? - None
† of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? - Probably 1.
† of people I consider my enemies? - Ooh..Plenty.
† of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? - 0
† of scars on my body? - 0
† of things in my past that I regret? - Only a few things.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ..
† handsome/pretty - IDK
† funny - Yea, sure.
† friendly - At times.
† amusing - Yea, let's go with that.
† ugly - IDK
† loveable - Sure.
† pessimistic - Sometimes
† optimistic - Sometimes
† dorky - All the time!
† spell your first name back wards - ishot < ----Like I'd give you the real one.
† the story behind your user name - None really. I may change my name. But I'm always Toshi. ^-^
+are you straight - Yes.
† where do you live - 69 CandyShop Lane
† four words that sum you up - Random, Variety, Weird, Unpredictable
DESCRIBE YOUR -
† wallet - pink and grey with Pucca
† toothbrush - orange and grey
† pillow cover - white and yellow. Stripes.
† blanket - Quilted.
† coffee cup - Blue
† sunglasses - Don't have any.
† shoes - Black converse.
† CD in stereo right now - None.
† what you are wearing now - Roxy shirt, black pants, white socks.
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -
† you wishing - shopping
† after this - keep listening to music
† something you're looking forward to in this upcoming month - IDK
† something that you are deathly afraid of - IDK, I'm afraid of a lot of things.
† do you like candles - Yes
† do you like hot wax - Erm..
† do you like incense - Uhh..
† do you like the taste of blood- Very metallic-y. So..yea.
† do you believe in love - Maybe
† do you believe in soul mates - IDK
† do you believe in love at first sight - No.
† do you believe in forgiveness - Yes.
† do you believe in God - Yes.
† what do you want done with your body when you die - IDK
† who is your worst enemy - Ah. I have too many. And they don't even know it.
† if you could have any animal for a pet-- Dog or a cat. Don't matter.
† what is the latest you've ever stayed up - IDK
† what are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to - IDK
† what are some of your favorite pig out foods - IDK
† what's something that you wish people would understand - What my true intentions are. Some people just can't read my language.
† what's something you wish you could understand better - Math. How the heck did I end up in Honors, anyway?

Sunday
F.L.D. by Road of Major

I am pissed. I don't know. Maybe it's cause of the moving thing. I hate moving. It's like..our 3rd time moving to a new house. We were looking at houses up in Temecula yesterday. There so pretty. And big too. But real pretty. Why'd houses have to be so expensive here?

Anyways, about the HS. Well, there's no way am I going to WVHS, SRHS, or MMHS anymore. Since I learned that WVHS is "just around the corner" and not in Temecula. I just don't understand why we can't wait until 4 years then move? When I'm finished with HS. I'd like to stay here with my friends, then part for college. Parents' actions confuse me.

My friend moved alot, but she always went to the same school. Damn. Why can't they be possible now? Why'd it have to up there. Um...way up there.

I'm sorry. I'm just kinda pissed/sad at the same time. You shouldn't hear about my move bitching.

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Monday

Don't Panic by Coldplay

Monday. Lunes. Geezus. Anyways. No news on the moving thing. But I'll try to convince my parents. I'll beg and beg and beg and beg.

Yea. My friend taught me the technique. Hahah.

Well, one full period in the nurse's office is not good. I never knew we were supposed to have a test tomorrow in Math. That's so bull! It's on Polynomials and that one warm-up we did, that almost everyone got wrong. Well, except for the smart people. I only missed one. I forgot about that negative sign..Yea. D'oh!

FOOTBALL= SUPERBOWL!!

P A T R I O T S!!!

Tom Brady is my MAN!! Yesh!! New Englanders!

Anyways, the SuperBowl rocked. But Halftime was just plain boring. Paul McCartney? Come on. Give us at least some rockers. Or JROCKers. ^-^

Anyways, sorry you had to read this big 3 day post.

I was too lazy to go on the site and update from here.

Resolution 2: To not be lazy.

Hey, I'm doing the list as I go. Can't blame me for being clueless. I'm sorry and I'll never do it again. ]