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• 1920-01-25
Gender
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• In my 'beloved, beloved psycho horror'. ^-^
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• 2004-10-19
Occupation
• A thinker..is that an occupation?
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• Schaufer

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• [thinks]
Anime Fan Since
• 1995
Favorite Anime
• Inuyasha, Rurouni Kenshin, Love Hina, etc...
Goals
• To figure out what my goals in life are.
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• [JROCK]. Reading. Writing. Listening to music. Blogging. Headbanging. Learning to web design.
Talents
• Procrastination.
I'm talented at breathing. Especially exhaling.




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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

w00t. I had multiple nervous breakdowns yesterday!
Sometimes I can be too overdramatic.

But when I am, I start to think about some things that are related to my overdramatic-ness.

I feel so stupid when I'm like that. I kept crying yesterday. It's like my parents want to control how I act.

I know they want me to be successful, but I feel so trapped. I feel so limited to the things I can do without them saying I can't do that. Or that I can't listen to that because it's not good for me.

I don't think I can ever talk to them about the way I feel. Like when my dad tells me I can't go somewhere, I can't tell my mom. All she's gonna say is "It's not my problem." and when I ask my dad again, he's just gonna say "No." again.

I know that he's protective, but it's just too much for me. I missed so many parties and get-togethers because of him. I feel like such a loser. And a loner because of that.

I feel like that they're holding me back from the things that I want.

Sometimes I hate the way I live.

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