Wednesday, July 27, 2005

D...D...R...MAX!!!
I just got back from spending the night at Saku-chan's house. It was so fun. We were playing her new Fullmetal Alchemist game and then her sister Krista started annoying us. She's obcessed with chibis so while I played she drew ourselves as chibis!! Earlier we walked around to get something to eat. We got Chinese food. It tasted so good. Oh yeah, she got ran over on Friday. She got hit by an SUV that was driven by a student-driver. hahaha She made him fail! ^_^** Then we picked up Krista from day camp.

We slept then she woke me up-again!-at about ten in the freakin morning. Well, we did nothing really. We were on the computer for a while and took some anime tests. Then she made me play DDR Max. I didn't like DDR before...well, because I've never played it but now I'm hooked! It's so freakin fun. They have the weirdest songs on there and they go so freakin fast. I can barely beat the ultra slow songs. I thought, "I need to buy my own so I can beat Saku-chan one day!!" So I called my mom when I was supposed to and I asked her if we can go to BestBuy to get DDRMax. She said ok finally after ultra begging. We went and they only had DDR Extreme. ~_~** I don't want that one!! I need DDR Max that is what Saku-chan has. So tomorrow I'm going to go and buy it. ^_^ Yay! Well......I gotta go because I don't know what else to write!! Bye!!

Q.O.T.D.= Do you like DDR?! o.o
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Sunday, July 24, 2005

   Midi and...Stuff... o.O?
Well, I have finally entered in a midi. It's Beethoven's Fur Elise. I love this song. Yeah, I should be entering something of my love of rock and alternative, but alas! This song has captured my heart and I must share it with the rest of you. C'mon, you know you like it. ~.^

It's so freaking boring now. There's nothing to do... I've finished the Harry Potter book now. Grrrr!!!!!!!!!!!111oneone
I knew Snape was a bastard! Fucking asshole should burn in hell, I would search for him if he were real!! >.< DIE, SNAPE, DIE!! I admit it...I did feel a tear-just one- drop. Poor, poor, stupid Dumbledore. Hey, that rhymed. ^_^ It just shows ya that the adults never do listen to the child when they're absolutely right. Then they finally realize it once they see it plain in their faces. Those idiots. Well, I'm off to find something to do. I'm still pissed because my Yahoo Messenger isn't working, dammit! Bye!
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Saturday, July 23, 2005

   Hmm...
Hm...I'm bored. There's nothing to do! Tomorrow I might go to Ali's house. Well, I am. We need to talk cuz we haven't hung out for a while. She told me that BS(initials of a friend, haha funny I know) wants to ask me out. -.- I told her I liked him a little but it was a strange crush. I don't know why I like him. I hope he doesn't ask me out. I made a new screen name tonight, too.
TheHarlequin2@aol.com
If you've got nothing better to do than talk to me then do it! Bye...


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Friday, July 22, 2005

   Witchy Purchases
Today Saku-chan and I went to a store based on Wicca, Paganism, and all sorts of witchcraft. I am into that, yes. Mostly reading into it first before I choose to change my status of religion (nothing) to Wicca. What I've read so far has tugged me towards it. I say it is a religion that I very much enjoy and is cool, too. The Wiccan's Rede is nice too. I suggest you guys read into it, as well, tis very nice.

Well, while there Kayla and I mostly searched for a beginner's guide for us. They ran out. I'm in love with Herbology and the magical uses for all of the herbs out there. I need some more money so I can buy the books they have on herbs there. My name is the name of an herb, too. It's used for protection, I think luck, and used for exercisms.

Meh, Kayla bought herself some tarot cards that the lady said would be good for us beginners. I bought myself Madame Endora's Fortune Cards that are also good for a beginner. Tarot is more difficult to read than Oracle cards that usually give their meaning on the card itself. We're going back next time to 1)buy the beginner's guide book, 2)buy another set of oracles, 3)me buy the herbology books, and 4)buy some more incense. I bought Dragon Blood resin as did Kayla and Moon incense sticks. She bought Moon and Poison. We also bought ourself a little thingy to burn our incense on/in. haha It's a multi-use thing. It can hold sticks on the cover of the top or on the sides of it, and hold resin and cones inside of it.

After that we went back to her house, played some games, watched some stolen Naruto (>.<), Invader ZIM, and then I left. I brought Kingdom Hearts:Chain of Memories with me along with Hellsing 1,Confidential Confessions 2, and Chrono Crusade 1 and 2. I'm going to be up all night reading, teehee. Well, that is all for now.

Question(just so all of you can have something to say in the commentary besides one word!!!!):
What is a better choice for you, anime or manga? 0.o

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Monday, July 18, 2005

HP and Beach
Well, I have the new Harry Potter book. I say it's good so far. I'm only on chapter 6. My sister and I are going back and forth reading it. We did that with the other ones. Today we went to the beach and tried to get my pale self a tan. It didn't work. I'm just going to have to wear tank tops from now on and somehow tan meh legs... <>.<>;; I'm so white. That sucks though because I'm Mexican, grrr. Damn, paleness. Well, I've got to go read some more Inuyasha fan fics. ^_^ Bye bye.


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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Chuckie and Carry
Well, it's 10:28am over here. I was woken up by a phone call that I'm glad I finally answered. They've been calling all morning. My sister in law and her son(not related to me somehow) called in from Louisiana!! Damn, I've missed them so much.

I talked to Carry for a while. Just catching up. ^_^ She's so cool. Talking about the house, Mom, and my sisters. She found out I'm still the goody-goody I've always been. Then she laughed at me because I'm short! T_T I heard Charlie(Chuckie) in the background laughing. I'm 5'1-2'', dunno. Damn, Chuckie is 5'8''!! Stupid boys. He was my height the last time I saw him. So she passed the phone over to him.

I thought I was talking to a man. o.o His voice is soooo deep now. Aw, man. He's coming down for Christmas, maybe and hopefully. I'll probably be up to his neck or if I'm lucky, chest. T_T He's gonna be so freakin tall. We're both the same age but I'm older by twenty-one days!! :D XD He flunked so he's going to summer school and repeating 8th grade. Man, I wanted him to stay in the same grades as me. We started talking about my nieces and nephews (his bros and sis's). My niece Britney used to talk a little funny, like a speech inpedement(sp?) I suppose but Chuckie said she's gotten a lot better now. Billy Boy or since he's older I guess I should just call him Billy, hehe just knock off one word, still talks the same. In Chuckie's words, "He still talks like a little girl." Which I can believe is true. Billy always did have a kind of whiny voice.

Ahhh...it was just really good talking to them. Yay!! And Chuck's coming down for Christmas! You know why this is cool? Huh?! Huh?!?! Because we're exactly alike...well, you know what I mean. We love the same music, more than likely the same bands, though it would be strange if I liked hard rock and he liked stuff like GC and GreenDay...or...Yellowcard!! 0.0 That would be so strange, but he's just like my brother (R.I.P.) so I guess he will be into harder rock like me. :D ^_^

Well, I must go. I need to call Kayla to give her back her anime and NewType. 0.0 She will kill me because I didn't watch any of it only two episodes of Azumanga Daioh!! >.< Bye!!
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

   Dress Fittings!!
So yesterday I went with all of my friends to get fitted for our dresses. My friend is having a quinceñera and I'm the dama de honor. The other girls are the damas. The quince is going to be October 1st but we told the lady making the dresses it will be on September 1st so she can make them faster and we'll get them sooner, too.

Earlier though I went to the doctor's to get my physical done. I hate my doctor, he's old and has clammy cold hands. The nurse that gave me the shots too sucked. Dang, it felt like she hit the bone! My arm is still sore.

Anyways, back to the fittings. Ragu picked up me, Esme, Naty, and Talia. Val sat in the front.We drove over to Claudia's house and waited for the rest of the girl's to come. When they finally came we went to the lady's house and got measured. Ack! My dress is a spaghetti strap...I hate dresses and spaghetti straps!! They are so evil!

After the fittings we went to a Chinese buffet in Chicago. Buffet City!! It tasted so good...T.T I want more. Well, I've got to go. Bye!!
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Monday, July 11, 2005

   My Escape
After reading a book I just bought yesterday and finished this morning at five am, I was thinking. This is how I escape the world, the havoc of it all. In my book, "Scribbler of Dreams" the two main characters had their own way of escaping. The girl wrote her feelings in her journal and the boy drew. But...can you escape by reading? Can you, mmm, express yourself by reading? Perhaps you can tell a lot about the person by reading the titles of the books, seeing their range in categories. I'm not sure about expressing yourself but I do know that it can be an escape. I use them all the time.

In my books the characters go through trials, tests, hurt, loss, gaining faith and losing faith, then romance, lust, and passion. That's what I envy. That is what I wish to experience. I want to be the first woman to go by the law allowing a woman to train to become a knight. I want to create wonderful books about the hidden world and lives of vampires; be hunted down for revealing their existence and fall in love with the vampire I crushed on in my stories and who was sent to kill me. I want to be a Celtic girl returning to her home after seven years to find her love to be a selkie. Ah, and I can do that all. The authors express everything so...so vividly and realistically.

When you're reading a book and in the passage it describes the feeling of the character's("your" seeing as you might become the character) first kiss. Or how much it tore the person apart to be seperated from her true love by death...to never see them again, to never hold them, to never feel the tickle on your neck as they whisper those three words you've longed to hear repeatedly.

Yes, that is what I long for and seem to only recieve such by reading the books I read and imagine myself as the character. Also, just to pretend that something of the sort actually happened in my life. A kiss, a loss, a near death experience-anything to make your life less dull.

So, tell me...how do you escape? I've heard the usual escape through music, literature, and writing. I want to know other ways other people escape this world of chaos.
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Saturday, July 9, 2005

   Fantastic 4
Well, last night I saw the Fantastic 4. It was a pretty cool movie. The whole theatre was packed!! Hmmm...there were a couple of cute guys there, too. *wiggles eyebrows* But that's besides the point because there is none! I haven't picked A favorite member from the four because I favor two. The Invisible Girl and The Thing, I love them.

During the previews I finally saw the trailor to Tim Burton's new movie, The Corpse Bride. Right when that movie comes out I'm getting my tickets and coming thirty minutes early. Even if the movie doesn't get packed I am going to be there early. I loved Nightmare Before Christmas by Tim Burton so I know that I'm going to love Corpse Bride. Are any of you going to see the movie, as well? See you guys later!
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Thursday, July 7, 2005

~ A Presence Needed ~
~A Presence Needed~
As a child I would run off
All day long playing in the sun
Letting its rays hug me
I felt a warmth I rarely felt
The warmth of arms hugging me
At night my wool blanket did no good
The cold air chilled me to the bone
A figure important in my life
Was never ever present
No caring eyes looked at me
Not once did I see them, waiting
Waiting to hold me
After a day of hard work at school
When I fell and scrapped my knees
My siblings took their place
They cleaned and bandaged the cuts
Then as I got older I figured it out why
Why they were never there
Who it was I was actually missing
The one I needed to be held by
The person needed in every child's life
My mother...
She was always working to support us
I finally get to see more of her now
I say I hate it all the time
But truly I cherish her presence
I cherish the feel of her strong arms
Wound around me in a motherly hug
I treasure hearing her say I love you
Before I run off again with friends or school
I no more have to run to the sun
Begging for the warmth I desired
She's here now
Hopefully, to stay forever
-End-

There's another poem. It's very much self explanatory. When I was little my mother was hardly ever around and during that time I felt like I was missing someone important in my life. Now she's finally around. ^.^
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