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myOtaku.com: Yumi Matoko


Saturday, September 3, 2005

Will you listen to my story?
For as long as I can remember I've always been on my own. I never felt that I have belonged anywhere, nor have I ever felt needed by anyone or anything. My entire life I have been searching for something, something I have never felt or known, People may have acted in it, and spoke it to me. But I still failed to see or understand it, that thing is love. As I grew older those words got old and tiresom. Thus could could no longer consider words as an act anymore. My family which I'm sure they do love me, I fail to feel it. Due to my past I have told people my heart and have had it torn to shreds more times than I can count, I've had people leave me as they swore to love me.
for reasons unknown. I hasve recently felt a presents of this feeling again. Or maybe something stronger, but it still feels like a part of it is missing. So I am not complete yet. As far As I knjow I've always been a broken Samurai "in my own words". That is why mr and my sensei, are as close as we are. I don't know why, I'm telling any of you this, or asked you to listen. Perhaps maybe because I feel there are others out there like me or who have searched for the same things I have. And can understand my situation through expericne. Perhaps, at some point I will finally reach completeness.

domo arigatou mena-san
"Thank you everyone."

-Kei-kun
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