Monday, July 10, 2006

Full time Student!

Officially I am,,last Monday.*sigh*..it was like first day of school since I didnt have to worry about going to work that night.Oh well,,I'll get use to it.Alright..its school break for me..after a month we have two weeks break..so Im having the time of my life in our house!!!


So anyway, lots of things happened last week.

Remember that research I was doing for Israel for my Culture and Traits class?We presented it last wednesday..I was relieved its over because I had sleepless nights being bombarded with Jewish words!You know,we had to sing their anthem.Not to mention,,memorizing jewish prayers.Its nervewracking!And finally,,I get to take my friends to a restaurant as a make-up for my birthday.The 3 of us had fun.And last Saturday,I attended a wedding.It was my math finals on that day but I cannot be absent to that wedding..because Im one of the bridesmaid.^^..I got the bouquet,,and the guy who got the garter was kinda cute.But he's too young for me.


Guess you're gonna see more of me here in MyO..^^



Darke,,Im crazy about him.If I was an anime character,,Id be (duh)..hana-chan of fruits basket,and Darke would be my boyfriend!^^


Blessed be...

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Thursday, June 29, 2006

2 more nights...

Tomorrow's my last day at work..after tomorrow night,I'd be totally gone!well not really..of course I have to go back for my certificate and all.Its a good thing because I wont have sleeping problems anymore but at the same time Im sad.Actually,,I really really dont wanna leave my job!Seriously,if only I can manage to do both school and my job,I wont quit.But,its really hard.It wasnt really my choice to study caregiving course.Im not really enjoying school.My classmates get on my nerves.Im just doing this for my Mom.*sigh*..Ugh..I'll miss my friends.Since Monday night, Ahvic17 and I always make it to a point to meet at the company's terminal at 4am, to at least savor the moment,to experience having breaktime together because we dont really had a chance to do that..because of our different schedule.Were lucky to have the same shift on my final week.


This morning before I leave my workstation,,I noticed Alex and Mariz staring at me,,actually its more like they're looking at me in a funny way.I cant help it so I approached them to say hi,and of course ask them whats going on.Mariz asked me why I didnt tell them I do modelling.Me,,being oblivious,bought the joke.I told her its nothing really,and not to tell anyone.Alex then(whom I dated once),gasped!He's like,,"So its true?!You're in the february issue of the FHM magazine!"...Im like...wooaaaaaaahhh!..where the hell did you get that!He told me that Berlin,their team leader did.I didnt personally know the guy but we see and smiled to each other sometimes.God..she must be someone I looked alike but I would never send my picture to that magazine for men,,hello!My friends would..I actually thought Mia might have because I hung with her most of the time when I went to the beach with her last summer.But its hardly possible since it was a february issue..I would believe if its this month's issue.Poor Alex,,who actually never saw the feb. issue believed it was really me!hmm..I wonder who that girl is..




Blessed be...


Im still a little bummed about my birthday..its hard to get over it you know.

Oh!here's the english version of Every Heart(duh!)..some of you said to my last post you've never heard this version so here it is..

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Monday, June 19, 2006

   SAD Birthday

Oh well, my birthday didnt turned out great.It never did anyway.Never.Thats why I never like my birthday.Never.

This's what happened.I was at my workstation when the clock turned 12am.Everyone then, started greeting me.I checked on my phone.No message or any missed calls.I was "expecting" Ahvic17 would greet me at that time.She's probably sleeping, I thought.She works on dayshift.So, I understand.At 5:30am, I got a call from Carol, one of my closest friend there.She was on her way then to work.She greeted me and I was very delighted.I love her!My shift ends at 6am but before I timed out,our boss told us were gonna have a meeting...at the canteen!What a lousy trap!They just wouldnt let me get away without treating them.So, I bought 2 gallons of ice cream.There were 12 of us in the table including the trainees.We shared the damn ice cream(in the morning!) and after that..the trainess left after wishing me a happy birthday.Edfie,my friend-or-so-I-thought,left without even saying thank you.I "expected" that she would greet me first thing in the morning.I could forgive her for not doing that.But she could've at least thanked me for inviting her to our table.I got upset,but I didnt show it.Im a pride person.See, the problem with me is I always expect.

Then I saw my two besfriends,Ahvic17 and Jayron,they're headed to their workstation but they greet me first.I reminded them about our date for the afternoon.The plan was to meet at the mall at 2pm.But Ahvic17 would be late because she's gonna attend a wedding.I told her she could just pass on our date because Its just my birthday.Its not important.No pun intended.I personally dont like my birthday.Ahvic17 got offended.She said it is important because the three of us are going out and were gonna have fun and all.Im like.."yeah right,sorry".So the plan was she's gonna catch up.

And this is the worst part of the day:
I got home at 9am,,was very tired and sleepy,I cant even remember what time I went to bed.I woke up and freaked out when I saw the clock!6pm!I overslept,damn it!!!Our date,I screwed up the plan.I grabbed my cellphone,8 missed calls and the inbox was full.It was Ahvic17!I immediately texted her and Jayron.Ahvic17 replied.I was glad she was just on her way then to the mall.I wouldnt forgive myself if I learned that she's been waiting there for hours.I didnt get a reply from Jayron,he's probably mad.I deserved it.My phone started ringing.It was Ahvic17.I didnt answer.Suddenly,I dont wanna talk to her,,I was so ashamed.The ringing went on and I started crying.I ruined what could have been a fun get-together.I felt so lonesome.My mom wasnt home by then and my dad was out of town,but he still made it to dinner.Were having a quite meal,the 3 of us were all tired from work.Next thing I know,Ahvic17 was on our doorstep.My mom invited her to the table.I couldnt look at her.She kept talking about how her day went.The wedding,,,bumping with her ex-boyfriend and how tired she was on her way to the mall.She kept talking,thinking she was helping me beacuse she knew I was down.I hated her at that moment.She's being insensitive and was making me feel more guilty.I told her to stop.After dinner,we went downtown to grab some pizza.While on our way she told me to stop feeling guilty and that Ill just make it up next time.That killed me.She wasnt really helping me so I told her I dont wanna talk about it.I would never want to talk about it.You see,every year..my birthday...its always upsetting me.Thats why I never like my birthday.I cried again that night..It felt good though.



You see, I lied when I said my birthday is not important to me.It is,thats why Im upset.



Blessed be...

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

   yummy tempura

Today at school,we made sushi and tempura(not teriyaki),and as I hoped,our group won!Our presentation was really great and our group leader spoke in japanese as an introduction.I envied her coz she'd been to Japan,her husband is Japanese too.

A couple of you were wondering why I should be the one to treat my friends on my birthday..well,yeah LS,thats the way it is here.Sad..but were used to it.Oh my God..my birthday,,what am I gonna do?..My friends,where should I take them?And my family,and the visitor..what should I feed them?..


Thanks for the early greeting AyaKagami^^.

Ok,sorry for the short post..I should be sleeping now,I have to go to work tonight since I was absent last night.




Blessed be...

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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

  

Im currently listening to Every Heart,the english version..so relaxing.Just came from school..it started 8am,and ended 6pm.I decided I wont go to work tonight 'cause obviously there's no enought time for me to rest.Ive been feeling so sick this past few days..feeling nauseus because of my hectic schedule..so maybe I'll take those vitamins my Mom bought.

Today at school..In our Math class..Our professor gave us 2 quizzes and Im very proud to say that I got the perfect score in both quizzes.Let's just say its my favorite subject...^__^.Forgive me for bragging..^^; Also,in the past few days,Im enjoying school,,contrary to what I said to my last post.Im really excited for tomorrow 'cause we're going to make sushi and teriyaki,,for our culinary class.Its a group project and I hope we win.*sigh*..I noticed that there's always a grouping in every subject..and I've been contributing a lot of money in every group project.Im totally broke..I dont have enough money for another project,payday is coming this Thursday..but Im afraid Im gonna use the money for my birthday.Im going to treat my two bestfriends in whatever restaurant they choose.My Dad told me that my Uncles are coming over for my birthday.Im not excited for that,Im sensing it'll be an adult party.Actually,I dont party in my birthday..i mean,never..at all.

Alrighty,I think Im gonna take a rest now,,Im feeling dizzy again.




Blessed be...

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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

sleepy and hungry

Time posted: 2:30 pm

*yawns*

Right now Im doing a research.Its for my Culture & Traits class.We have to make a representation of Israel,its a group project,and I was assigned to research for their language,Hebrew..interesting..O_o.Im getting a little bored in school..well,actually..I sleep most of the hour..my classmates and professor were sympathetic since they know I work at night.But I dont intentionally sleep,,its just sometimes,I cant help it.

Im a bit sad because Im gonna leave my job,,well not the job,I mean my friends..they're all nice to me..after all,despite the bullying..nah..

Last sunday(June 4),was my Dad's birthday.It was held in our resthouse at Antipolo..and I was surprised when his guests arrived.There were a few prominent people including the deputy commissioner of NTC(National Telecommunications Commission,phils), Jorge V. Sarmiento.I dont know him at all,it was my sister who told me who he was.Im like "oohh". I stayed in a hut and just watched tv,,I wasn't having fun,and I felt like I wasnt needed there,because it was more like an adult party,so..

I think that's about it..i have researched enough so now Im signing off..


Gotta slumber the hours away...


Blessed be...

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Thursday, June 1, 2006

Anemic

Time posted: 2:17 pm

School started last Monday.My life as a caregiving-student has begun.My classes starts at 9am till 3pm.Now,if you're wondering about my job,I already filed a resignation,and it'll be effective on June 30.So that means,i have to go to work(at night) and do studying at the same time.My supervisor adjusted my schedule,so my new sched. is 11pm to 7am..I usually got home at 8am so by then I'll just have to wait an hour before going to school..*whew*.And now Im becoming anemic because of lack of sleep..I noticed it when I squeeze my palm and the color wont change,it should turn red but its pale.My friends told me I should take vitamins..which I dont like.Im the type of person who doesnt take medicine.

My whole body hurts!..Finally,I've been to the beach.The whole family went to Subic last Saturday..I have tan lines because the resort required girls to wear bikinis..what do you know.^^ I had a blast because it was my first time jetskiing!!..It was sooo much fun!.Ive seen different people in different races.Dutch,Chinese,Indonesian and Japanese!..coolness.I befriend an Indonesian.God,she's the cutest girl I've ever seen..Cute in the true meaning of it.We had a little chat while in the water..it was when I finished riding the jetski.I told her to try it,but she refused.She speaks english so I didnt have a problem in communicating,,the Japanese girls we're a bit aloof..bummer..I wanted to talk to them,*sigh*

As soon as I finish updating my site and commenting on your sites..i'll go to sleep.I have to you know..I have work later..at night.



~Suicidal days are over

Blessed be...

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Monday, May 1, 2006

   SCORCHING HOT!

Good God!..its friggin' hot in here!..well it is summer here,why am i surprised..I havent been to a beach..I wanted to go to Puerto Galera,but i doubt if my parents have plans about it..they're too busy.And so am I..arrgh!..since i have a job,its seems like i dont get to enjoy special holidays anymore.I always have work..unlike when I was in school.Oh!..speaking of that..this June im going back to school to take a caregiving course.Its really out of my league,but my Auntie who lives in Canada told me that I should give it a try so that I could work there.So then,i might quit this job of mine..but i still cant tell,maybe I could do both.

Yesterday,Ahvic17 and I went to our fave bookshop,and we saw a manga-ful mag,Shojo Beat.It has 200+ pages and I cant help but drool when I saw Earl Cain Hargreaves,talkin' about scorching hot!



HELP!

I have 1 unread pm in my inbox,but when I open it,it wouldn't show.I've tried deleting some pm's but it still wont work..I wonder who sent me a pm..

Alright,i dunno what else to talk about so tata..

Blessed be...

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Sunday, April 16, 2006

   Geez...

Happy Easter!

You thought I wont be coming back,,but you're so wrong!;P

Again,Im sorry.I totally understand if you've deleted me to your list.Well,a lot had happened.After the surgery,,oh yeah about that,thanks a lot for the prayers.It left an awful scar though,,about 3 inches.My cousins would tease that I shouldve asked the surgeon to make my boobies bigger!(To LS)yeah,its weird I smelled pepperoni during the operation..^__^ Ok,enough of that.I am now living a cancer-free life and making the most out of it.

I got a new guitar!..and a keyboard.Well,its funny because the day I planned on buying a guitar,my parents insisted on coming.I really dont want them to come coz I wanted to spend the day with Ahvic17.But they won.To cut the story short,,it ended up them buying a keyboard for me.I was wishing they would buy a drumset but its too expensive..so Im just gonna save my money for that.Ahvic was teasing me,that were like the family singer!A family band??..i dont think so.^^

And also..Ahvic17,Jayron(my other bestfriend),and my dearest sister are now working at the same company Im at!..Coolness!We like invade the company!..Last sunday,my 2 bestfriends and I went to Enchanted Kingdom,a known theme park here.Jayron's treat.And it was all our first time to ride the rollercoaster!!!..It has 3 loops.As for me,its the first extreme thing I did..(i lived a boring life!^^).I thought my heart stopped.I wanted to scream but I ended up laughing so hard when I saw Jayron's face!..He's so scared!..Poor him.We had Domino's before that..glad he didnt throw up coz im next to him..

Yesterday,I went swimming with Ahvic's family..we spend a lot of time talking together,and I was hoping to spot a hottie but It wasnt my lucky day.Her dad kept throwing cold water on me so I kept running when I see her mean dad coming.We stayed overnight.

Alright,Im gonna cut it here before you all get bored.Ill try to make it up to you guys.I wont promise but I'll try.






Blessed be...

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Monday, March 13, 2006

   SAFE

Im happy to announce that I am totally fine now.Its been two weeks now since my surgery..and I've been wanting to update in the past few days but I wasn't sure then if my condition is all good.Today,I went to the hospital to get the results.And it says,there is no evidence of malignancy.I was so relieved!..some of my neighbors were telling me that even though the lump on my boobies was removed,,it could go back..like it will be reborn.Now I could tell them that its gone for good!..The surgery went well..it took 23 minutes..yeah,the surgeon is good.Let me tell you the experience.It was so scary.It was really cold in the emergency room but my hands were sweating.I was alone when I entered the E.R.My Mom and my bestfriend(Ahvic17) was left outside so I was more nervous.Lindsay was right about the worst part when they pricked me for the anaethesia,,it hurts so much!I tried to close my eyes during the operation,but that didn't help because I could hear the surgeon asking for the knife,scissors..a blade!I could totally imagine what he was doing.Like the time when he cut a part,I thought I saw the tissues!When it's over,he showed me the lump.It was the size of a jackstone ball.Whew!..Right after that,my Mom,my bestfriend and I went to the nearest mall to eat pizza!..I didnt eat before the operation..and I remember during the operation I smelled pepperoni so I was craving for pizza!..^_^

I just learned that inuyasha311 had left MyO.I was so sad when I visited her site today.She was my very first friend here.I remember during my first days here,it was always her who would left a comment.T__T..ill go visit her other site now..



Blessed be...

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