Thursday, September 8, 2005

   is everybody going crazy??..or am I?..

This morning, i got a call from a high school friend. It was Althea,,and she's crying. She's pregnant. She said she's taking pills. Evidently,her boyfriend was stronger than the pills. Now she's facing her furious parents. I told her not to do anything stupid. Her parents will soon come around and accept their daughter's fate.

I dont get it. Whats up with my girlfriends getting all pregnant these days? Its scary. I absolutely wont go that far. Its just so scary. Im 19 but im still a...you know,,ok! im a self-professed VIRGIN. There..ive said it.Laugh it off..

With my last boyfriend(Marco)..thank God!the guy's got a lot of respect for me. By the way,im over him.. or not! Im crushing on this guy(at work)..who looks like Marco..only he has a mature image. And his name's Mark!..weird..im thinking they're twins or seperated at birth. So everytime i see Mark..i remember Marco..



Thanks for the comments on my new background!..press F11 if you want a better view..





Blessed be...

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Tuesday, September 6, 2005

   changes..

let me know if im doing this right
let me know if my grip's too tight
let me know if i cant stay all of my life
let me know if dreams can come true

i changed my background again..thought you'll like this one^^..

notice that..animated pic of hana-chan?..yeah i know,its so cool!^__^
inuyasha311made that..i put it beside my not-so-cool old avatar,,to make it look so cool..^__^

so yesterday,,what i did was rest..its holiday..and thats what i did..coz thats what i needed..boring..

Ahvic17's birthday is coming and i dunno what to give her..im pressured!..coz my last birthday..she gave me the best present..

also i joined one of lordseshomaru's contest..best avatar..i love my avatar now..and im trying my luck..wish you could vote for me guys..just visit Lordseshomaru


Im over 2,000 hits!!..thanks again!








Blessed be...

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Friday, September 2, 2005

*sulks*

aarrghh!!!..i hate my boss!..

so last night,,the whole network was down so we cant use the computers..it was fixed around 1 am..so we were cramming..trying not to delay the orders!..i was thinking that im gonna be working overtime and i wanted it!i prayed for it coz I want more income^^..And then my boss came,,my!i was sooo ready to sign an OT form..then she asked carol who sit next to me..if its ok to her to work overtime..In my mind..i was like..PICK ME!PICK ME!..but dammit!..she didnt ask me..*pouts*..i was so mad!..so while I was riding the jeepney on my way home this morning..i was still thinking about it,,that I forgot to pay the fare..^^;..im like forgive me Lord!

this is a jeepney..our transportation here in the phils..



i dont wanna go to work tonight..im still sulking..but hey i need money..since Monday will be Labor Day,,and there's no work.NO WORK, NO PAY..aarrgghh!!

Blessed be...

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Monday, August 29, 2005

   wow!

1,911 visits??..the last time I checked,,it was 800 something..thank you so much!!!*hugs you all*

about my Dad..you were all so right..he was drunk and wasnt in the right state of mind!..he doesnt even remember what he did to me..so he was forgiven..^__^

well..after 2 weeks of working on a day shift,im back on the night shift again..10pm to 6am..its cool though..i prefer working at night.And oh,,i made some new friends at the office..mostly guys..^^..I met them last week and we started hanging out last week.There's Alvin and Alex..whom I really bond with,we found out we both dig same music so we exchanged cd's..i trade in with Alex..my album of The Used..and his album of FINCH..

..ok,,thats it for now..gotta sleep..have to leave the house by 9pm so i wont be late..



Blessed be...

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

   I HATE HIM!

ok,yesterday was my nephew's birthday but before i get to the party(my sister's house)i spent the whole afternoon with Ahvic17 at the mall..yeah,we had a blast!..she's with her family and i enjoyed a lot hanging out with them..you see i belong to a small family..my dad,mom,sister.But since my sister was married,im an only child now.I feel lonely sometimes.

i made it to the party at 6pm..hehe..i missed the games.

i was like a star when soemone put the video camera right on my face!..i dont even know the guy..maybe some of my brother-in-laws cousin..he's kinda cute though.

im so glad that my cousins came too.of course i was more excited to see my cousin Ryan,he's my favorite!and then we talked about stuffs we like,,he's in a 2 different bands..damn!..were both musically inclined so we just clicked together.

the rest of the day was fun not until last night.My Dad was so drunk and i always hated it.We had a little argument.Last night he wanted to do karaoke but i told him not to.He shouts back.."i wanna do karaoke now!"...and thats not normal.I can always boss my dad around,shout at him and well,ask everything!..I was taken aback..and walked out on him!..im not talking to him anymore!..today,i met up with Ahvic17 coz i dont wanna stay in our house..i didnt even tell him that im going out..



thats it,,sorry if the ending is a little bit of a rant..


Blessed be...

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Friday, August 19, 2005

   Its about time

that i change my theme..and my avatar..*tears*..i really dont wanna let go of my Hana-chan avi..I dont normally see her smile in fruits basket,,so,i really love this pic.I hope you like the changes.



I got off from work at 2pm and I headed down to the Bakeshop.I ordered a 12x16 cake for my nephew's 1st birthday tomorrow..*sigh*,,he's starting to grow.I dont want him to grow old..just thinking about him dating scares me!



I just came from ElvesAteMyRamen's site and I was so ungratified about the whole plagiarism thing.Someone or some people were accusing her of tracing her drawings,,that is just so wrong.I mean,,I for one,,am not an artist that I could simply tell if her drawings were traced.But i strongly belive that she didnt do that.Ive seen some of her drawings and been a fan of hers.I understand that they're jealous because I too..is jealous of her.I wish I have a talent like her.Im a frustrated artist.These people who were accusing her were(i think)artists too and they should have appreciate what EAMR could do not..put her down!Its really sad that there are people like that.



i wanna say hi to my new friends here in MyO:
~abegale2cute05
~SessLover18

and PIPO: shut up!j/k..you're not alone..whatever it is you're going through right now..dont ever lose hope!..you gotta work hard to make it all the way on the top.Putting yourself down wont help you.





Blessed be...

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Monday, August 15, 2005

   IM ALIVE!

My deepest apologies to all of you..sorry for not updating..i missed you all so much..we evacuated in a new office and i sit near my boss so now its hard for me to sneak in to the computer and visit MyO,,sad..

I missed you all terribly..like hell..really..you all are part of my life now..you're stuck with me!hehe..

I wanted to thank all of you for all those wonderful comments..i feel so special..dont worry too much yukina123(i love you so..)

so i was a-okay..the creep's not bugging me anymore since his last call..after i begged him to leave me alone!,,i know its stupid..but at least it worked,,i dunno for how long though..i really hope he'll leave me alone for good..but i gave his number to my sister and she said she's gonna take care of it.Oh no!..could it be my sister is going back to our former job??..as an ASSASSIN!^__^

I got my first salary at the end of July^^..i was so excited.I checked on my ATM,,and it has 3,500 pesos in it..not much..its nothing compares to the money i get every Christmas..lol..but hey..i worked hard for it.And im quite proud of myself,and i know my parents were too.I shared it with them.They're like little kids when I gave them 1,000 pesos each.My dad was so funny..he gave me a tongue when i handed him the money.Then after that,,i went clothes shopping..

what else..um..my brother-in-law flew to Hong Kong..yay!dont like him that much.I would hate him forever if he forgets to bring me a Chuck Taylor shoes when he gets back..

Today is payday..so im gonna call Ahvic17 for a girls night out..lol.

FINALLY!
They finally put me on the morning shift..after 2 months of going to work late at night.Actually,I really dont have a problem with that.Its just that..when i work on a night shift..I dont have time for anything else.Like,,cleaning the house or spending time with Ahvic17..*sigh*,,we both have jobs now and im missing her everyday.And also my other chum Mira,,i've been trying to reach her,,i've lost contact with her after graduation..*pouts*..i heard she's with a different band now.Since our so-called-band didnt work out..i guess she's trying her luck with them.Well i hope their drummer rocks better than me!and their lead guitarist kicks ass than Ahvic17..lol..hhmm,,i miss those days*tears*..band practices.

hey,im changing my theme..i still dunno what yet.

i saw this cat from lordseshomaru's site..and i just cant help but laugh..^__^


bye for now,,ill try to update tomorrow!*hugs and kisses*



Blessed be...

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

  

hey guys!hows your week?..mine..still the same,i went to work monday to friday,im still on a night shift.10pm to 6am.Its been over a month,,i guess my boss likes to see me work at night^__^
But last friday,i worked overtime..till Saturday 8 in the morning.I was starving to death so i had breakfast at McDonalds.I got home at 9am,,and i slept all day yesterday!..really,,i woke up at around 7:30pm.I slept all day so i was awake all night.I watched a couple of DVD's..then the phone rung.It was my stalker..*sigh*..he just wont stop.Bugging me that is.Again,he was trying to convince me to have SEX with him on the phone!,,still being nice to him,i said,sorry cant help you,then i hung up on him.He didnt give up,he texted me and said: "You're voice drives me crazy,but i like it better in personal than on the phone." I shivered.He must have really know me.I dont wanna believe that someone I know would do this to me.I guess being so nice with him wasn't such a bad idea after all..i sure dont wanna make him mad..

I got really scared,,so I called Ahvic17,,glad she's still awake.I needed someone to talk to last night.She told me that he asked my stalker to call me to say Hi from her...cos she misses me so much,,Ahvic17's busy now.She got a call last week,i think,from the other company she applied.The company where I work didnt call her back,,darn it!,,so she just have to grab the other one.



*sobs*,,i still dunno what to do with that guy..yukina123, where are you?..i need you now..






Blessed be...

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

How's everyone???

how's everybody doing?

oh..pls answer that..i would love to know^__^

*bows head*..sorry for not updating..its just..there are a lot of stuff going on..

as for me,,still busy at work.Im thinking of looking for another job..i need more income!..now that im earning,,i have to help pay for electric bills and for my Mom's medicine and for my Dad's luxury needs!!!..yeah,my Dad is being childish and asking too much from me..he wanted a new belt,perfume and a bling-bling,a bracelet!..its funny though..

and tomorrow..my officemates and I are gonna go ice skating at SM southmall!..they asked me to come,,so.Im pretty excited coz thats my other frustration,,to be a figure skater..other than an equestrienne.

Greg and Daimy were gone.My 2 co-trainees,..they were one of the unlucky to be cut off.Im sad coz they're gone..im gonna miss Greg,we had so much fun together,,

hhmm,,ive nothing else to say,,other than,,im missing all of you,,my good friends here..

i dunno when ill be back again..thanks to those who signed my gb,,ill promise to return the favor when i get back..

pics:

WARNING!..just a warning..REN-FUL pics..sorry just cant get enough of him..












Blessed be...

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Monday, July 11, 2005

   YAY!!!

ok,,something bad happened yesterday,,i was here,,and i posted what happened to me and Ahvic17 on Saturday,,yeah,,so the post below was for yesterday,,

what happened was,,after i posted,,my posts were all gone,,i thought my site blew up!i know it happend to Akayo and Ren Kun..so i went home yesterday..so upset,,im like was it goodbye to MyO and all my good friends here,,i wanna cry,,i dont wanna delete my site and make another one,,yeah i thought about it,,but today,,i fixed it!..

inuyasha311..i love you to death!..im back and not going anywhere..i thought i was gone too,,and ok enough..im just so happy!^___^


and oh!..hi Killua Ren,thanks for coming by and telling me the error in the textbox for my link..

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