Tuesday, May 31, 2005

  

whats up?..

im so excited Shaman King is back!on the local channel..one of my fave..i love the character of ren tao. well i always fell to the villain type..

so im thinking of changing my theme to shaman king or ren tao specifically.but not now..i so have no time..im just renting.

so here are pics of him:










oh i have something interesting to say..well not really. Last night,,about 12 midnight..a guy named Eric phoned me up. For all i know..i dnt know any Eric in my life..he was begging to me to talk to him..so i gave him 3 minutes..his voice was husky and his almost whispering..
i figured he was doing something!!!..omg!..i was so nervous..and dunno what to do..
i know you're all like i shouldnt have talk to him in the first place..yeah i was so stupid!..so i hung up on him..if he calls again tonight,,i know what to do..curse him?..no..ill just pull the wire of the phone so he wont bug me again..


i hope you're all having a good day!*hugs*


Blessed be...

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

Mood: sleepy
Time: 4:02 pm

Hey guys!..well ive been gone again,,i know you're all like "whats new?"

About my mood..well yeah..im so sleepy right now because yesterday we had an overnight outing at Los Baños-- where famous hot spring resort abound..and i did not sleep..at all!..i hung out with new friends i made there and were in the pool until midnight. Not that i dont really want to sleep..the problem is there's no room for me to sleep. There're only 2 rooms and then 15 kids excluding the parents..those kids were my brother-in-law's cousin.
The water is so warm i almost fell asleep there.

I got home 7:30 am..i went to sleep then i woke up at 10:30 am to watch Kare Kano..then i went back to sleep..

thats about it..yesterday and this morning..

and then this afternoon..my sister and her 2 kids who spent the whole summer at our house left for home..im so sad!im so gonna miss my babies!..


Lei Anne Kaisha..she's 2 yrs old.




Lee Adrian - 10 months old





Blessed be...

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Monday, May 23, 2005

   job hunting

thanks for all your comments yesterday!*hugs*

i was so happy that Reinge commented yesterday,,i thought she left MyO..but now she's back!..yay!..im so glad..i was completely unaware that she's back since i lost my computer T.T


Last night, our local channel aired Avril Bonez Tour with Simple Plan. I watched it of course,,until midnight!..screw Avril!..the show is better off without her(sorry.)I was so excited,my heart's jumping,i wanted to scream but my Mom would kill me..its past midnight.

And this morning,,i woke up at 5. I finally get my Mom to let me out of the house. Well actually,,i went looking for a job with my chum Mira. She laughed at what i was wearing. Jeans,sneakers and a blouse. I know!..you cant blame me guys..its my first time. And she's wearing a formal..or like a corporate suit!..im like..where are you working,Ma'am?..then she hit me in the head..pretty hard.!.so i went to my room and changed. i dnt have any corporate suit,,so i wore my favorite black skirt..that i wear in church..and my black flats..my fave too..and a polo shirt. When she saw me..she said i still look like a punk!..whatever..!i dnt have anything to wear.

So now im here at the computer shop,,just came from the company we applied and luckily we passed the exam..and we were asked to go back tomorrow for an interview...lets cross our fingers guys..i hope i get this job!







Blessed be...

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

   RANTS

Not much today. The rest of the afternoon passed unevenfully. Im bored to death. Im stuck at our house. I cant go out because im penniless. Its the best time for me to go out and look for a job but my mom wont give me money! T.T But i think something's going on,im sensing that they dont want me to work. They're so overprotective of me,,,coz im their little baby..*pfft*,,what do they want me to do. Im 18 and i just graduated, i thought i could already decide for myself..apparently not. I understand that they dont want me to get hurt or make mistakes..but how am i suppose to learn? Its hard being the youngest..for me. Its like being a doormat or not having a voice. Actually, that's been a major issue for me. I feel like nobody listen to me. My opinions dont matter to them(my parents, some friends). So whatever thoughtsi had in mind,i just keep it to myself. I just listen to whatever they say. And that made me a good listener..funny?.. My friends would say that im the best listener in the group. Actually im their on-call shrink. Whenever they have problems, they'd give me a call. I dont think i give the best advices..but at least i could say i tried. What matters to them is that i LISTEN.

Life's not going great. Im having the worst summer of my life..speaking of that,the outing was ok. I hung out with older people. That means my dad's officemates and his boss. I met the boss's nephew. He's 23 and he calls me hot cheeks. He tried to make a move on me but i told him that i dont dig older guys..(well a year older or 2 is fine). I realized that was a little harsh and i might risk my dad's job. But on the bus, on our way back..he's still friendly with me and all. I was relieved coz i know my dad is safe from losing a job.

Happy weekend!..well i need that..



Blessed be...

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Monday, May 16, 2005

   ALL F*CKED UP!

i think ive been using the F-word more often this past few days..and its not good..i dnt feel comfortable at me swearing,,things are just so F here in MyO..im talking about this pepsicola guy who stole ElvesAteMyRamen's drawings!..thats so F'ed up!..he's going to die!!!*calms self*




Im propagating a unicameral form
of idiosyncrasy occuring malevolently in meritorious piece of clasterubial brain. In short...

IM BORED!

Blessed be...

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Friday, May 13, 2005

   MARCO'S FANGIRLS

Remember the three grotsky little byotches i told you guys about? The girls who used to follow Marco and I around school..and take pictures of him while we eat at the canteen.I saw them at the mall today.I was walking alone when these girls came to me.What do you know,,they asked where Marco is,hah!They have the guts to ask me.I replied politely that Marco is out of the country and i dnt think that he'll be coming back any time soon..and i told them that he wont appear on that t.v show(Maynila)..again.I was amused to see their sad faces but then they're happy to know that were not together anymore.But before they get the wrong idea,,i told them that i dumped him before he left.They figured that i was shopping solo,and they were kind enough to asked me to join them.But i refused coz i was about to go home then. I bought what i needed for the outing--sunblock,flipflops,sunglasses,bathing suit.And oh...sure ElvesAteMyRamen,you can come,,i see you came prepared,,lol.

Wondering why i was shopping alone?..well,i have this introverted side that sometimes i really want to be alone.Sometimes i go to church alone or any particular place and my friends were like "i cant do that..i cant stand to be alone,,and people would stare at me".They're right,people stare at me but i could care less.I guess by now..you're all weirded about me.

Sorry about my last post.I kinda mislead some of you about the 37 degrees thing.My bad..Yeah,i was talking about Celsius..so it was really really hot.







got these images from a fanart contest..so these are not mime!
Blessed be...

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Monday, May 9, 2005

   hot Monday

its friggin' hot!..37 degrees to be exact..really really hot..so hot that it rained this afternoon..pretty awkward..huh?


Yesterday was Mother's Day.I had no plan of greeting my mom,,but i did greet her anyway.She is really upsetting sometimes but she's still my mom.So were like getting along again.

Man im so bored,,i missed my computer,,all the files..the pics,my downloads..*sigh*..i better get use with this.Renting a pc isnt bad at all.Im starting to be friends with the store owner,maybe next time he'll give me discounts.

Check this out..

What famous person will U KILL? by CRAZIEGIRL517
Name
Who	Mandy Moore
Where	at a tour
When	April 2, 2033
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Poor Mandy...lol.

I used to hate her.Back when i was 15,,i was a sophomore then,my friends would call me Mandy.I thought maybe because i was skinny.My other friends named theirselves Britney,Christina,Jessica..uurrghh...some pop stars!..And then on my 3rd year in high school,there's this guy whom i have a crush on would call me Mandy too.He said that i look like her and she's like his ultimate crush.He was a Cadet officer then,so i was not surprised when all the CAT officers started calling me Mandy.Sice then,everyone at school call me that.So i started checking out Mandy Moore..saw her movie A walk to Remember..then i realized,i look like her because im skinny and..pale!..i look like i have leukemia!I know..my friends would tease me to put some blush-on and lipstick but i dnt like wearing make-up..but im trying now.

And next week,ill try to get some tan...we are going to a beach resort,its a company outing of my Dad's..so im pretty excited..

Hope you all have a great Monday..

Blessed be...

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Friday, May 6, 2005

  

so i was back...

the lovely yukina123 made this banner for me...she's really sweet!*sniffs*



its true..i feel so down..like im living the worst life ever..everything seems so hard for me.its just great to have a friend like you yukina123..

and this is a poem she made(again)for me...


Dear sweet phantom of the light.
Never could I forget you in your moment of plight.
Here I am, to help you through.
Never could I forget someone like you.
Always remember,
There's someone here.
Never again, will you have to fear.

Everlasting hugs, with great joy.
Even if you never date another boy.
I'm here for you, to talk, to cry.
With us together, nothing will go awry.
These short glimpses we see.
Are more than enough for me.
Just knowing you are there,
someone for which I can care.
Don't worry, I'm here.
Call upon me, whenever you fear.


i love you moon sister!

the last pm you send,,you mentioned Marco..well about that bad a**..he hadnt called..and i havent receive any emails from him..*grins* what a sweet guy!i guess,,i have to let it go..move on and live!..right!,,i have a life to live..but wherever he is..i hope he's doing great.

*hugs you all*

Blessed be...

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Monday, May 2, 2005

   im back

yuripriss: Hey guys!Guess who's back?
yukina123: um..you?
yuripriss: uh..right.
yukina123: *vanishes*
yuripriss: wait!where are u going?
*no answer*
where is everybody?
*no answer*
oh!there u are..
*search for a welcome banner*
whats up guys?missed me?
*no answer*
thats a no,,ok..how about a group hug?
*still no answer*
*cries*

I know ive been away for like half a month or so.I am really,truly SORRY*down on my knees,bows head*.I missed you all so much.Sorry for those who have signed my guestbook,i noticed someone had deleted his/her entry.Bummer.Ive been wanting to update this past few days but things were keeping me from doing it.Things like problems.Major problems.Wanna know about it?If not,just leave a comment and tell me you missed me even if you dont.If yes,well then thank you.That'd be much appreciated,but still you have to leave a comment,lol.

Right now,im in a computer cafe.Im just renting so my time here is limited.Why am i here?Because..because!My pc is gone,,forever!A lot of things had happened after my last post, apparently.My computer with the Windows XP seemed to have caught a bug. It's infected with a virus, I think. I can't surf the Net. Something's blocking the ISP. When I got it fixed, I plan to install Firefox and Ad Aware into it too...My computer was being fucking slow...and then,the worst happened!My computer overheats because me and my cousin Rachel had been playing online games(Ragnaok,M.U,GunBound)..NONSTOP! So,my dad took it to his friend-a technician,and apparently..he cant do anything about it.He said its unfixable.WTF!My dad said he'll replace it with a new one,but i know it wont be so soon..or maybe not anymore!I know we cant afford to buy a new computer since were not RICH.Yes,we are very very POOR.We're having financial problems.And i dunno if i could still go to college because of that! Sad?No.Miserable?YES!Im so depressed right now.*sniffs*And worst..im not in good terms with ma mom.She'd been nagging at me this past few days.Yesterday,when she got home from work,i was watching T.V,then she started nagging,saying that ive been in front of the T.V all day,where in fact i just finished doing the laundry.Normally,i would just shut up and listen to her,but she's getting on my nerves,so i nagged back.Im sick of it!She's always right even if she's not.Dont worry we didnt hurt ourselves.I feel bad though,im not used to fighting with my mom.Thats just not me..
so that were the reasons why i cant update.


I cant believe im telling you guys all this,this is too personal for me especially the financial matters.I guess,MyO is the place,,i mean,my escape..from the harsh reality.And you guys are the best chums in the world!!!

On a lighter note..lol.
Im depressed but that doesnt mean i cant change my layout.Yeah,still a Hana-chan theme..maybe you're all sick of it,but this is for my friend Hana-chan a.k.a yukina123,i love her and she reminds me of Hana-chan.

And the music playin' is SCARS by PAPA ROACH.Love this song cos i can simply relate to it.

Im gonna be spending an hour here in MyO..or two,until the owner of this store shuts down this computer.

Blessed be...

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

   im leaving for awhile...

tomorrow's the graduation of my cousin Ryan..he lives 300 miles away..so im going over at my relatives and stay there for a week,maybe.they dnt have internet there so im not gonna be around..that means,less site for you to visit. sorry yukina..i am such a loser!i cant keep up here in MyO..i cant keep up with everyone..why is it so hard for me??..ok,im overacting again.. so im gonna miss y'all.. your comments yesterday,,was funny..i laughed so hard.. this quiz is cool.. im caused by satan?..but i love the idea of dressing like an 80's star to cure me.. What kind of disease are you? yuripriss: yuripriss is caused by Satan. yuripriss causes all test subjects to be possessed by Michael Jackson. Cure yuripriss by dressing like an 80's rock star. Name? RANDOM PICS: naked guys of furuba Sakuragi and Rukawa Squall and Rinoa full metal panic..sagara sosuke and kaname chidori pretty random..

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