Tuesday, March 22, 2005

   dang thesis!
we thought it was over..but it's not..
our documentation was almost book binded when our teacher told us that we have to revise the whole document!..whats up with that?..does she really hate us or she dont want us to graduate!we thought everything was fine..and now this thesis is driving me insane!

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   what happened on friday..
*hugs everyone*

you're all amazing and sweet!thanks for all the wonderful things you said about me from your comments from my last post..and so..i love you all!!!

*whew*...meeting Marco's mom was nerve wracking..so we had dinner,,not at a restaurant,,but in their house.she said she was tired to go out..jetlag.it was nervewracking coz she ask a lot of questions!..but really..she was so sweet!..she's such a doll!we first sat at the couch then talked about Marco..while he was in the kitchen.she said Marco had told her so much about me.in my mind..im like..really?did he tell you we used to watch movies here together and end up making out right in this couch were sitting??..but then i thought,that was really sweet of him.he loves his mom very much and i remember that there were times when he misses his mom so much and then he'll tell me how wonderful she is...
Meeting Marco's mom was great..i mean,,i feel like i was special that he really had to introduce me to his mom.we ate dinner and talked about Marco leaving the country.all i can say was.."its too bad,,he's gonna miss the graduation"..but really,i wanted to say was"why do u have to take him away?!..you could've at least stay on the graduation day!"..*sigh*.,i guess im gonna have a hard time letting him go..
before i go home,his mom kissed me and said she was glad to finally meet me.*the pleasure's all mine*

i wanted to talk with Marco(i need to) but its too late..my mom's waiting for me..so maybe some other day..

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Friday, March 18, 2005

   He's CRAZY!!!
im talking about Marco...
yeah well,we still see each other like were still together.

its Friday 5 pm now,,and Marco just called me and he's off to pick his mom at the airport.i said take care..and tell her i said hi..then i freaked out when he told me that he wants me to meet his mom..im like errr..yeah sure,,he said if its ok with me..of course,,i said.he wants me to meet his mom but the question is..does his mom wants to meet me??,,omg!..i dont know what to do..he said..were having a lunch date at a restaurant or somewhere else tomorrow..what now?


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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

i felt loved!
yeah,,after the break-up..im having all the attention of my friends..they're like..its ok were here for you..that was really sweet!..and of course all of my friends here in MyO were all sweet!..you were all very sympathetic..i really need that..

im glad my friends and i are having more time than before..they're all like gathered in my house and brought their guitars..Ahvic,,Mira..Marvin..Jayron and Symon.i love them all!and all of you here in myO!



i saw Charmed last night and it was a great episode.leo joining the avatars and drew fuller guest star there,,only for like 10 minutes..


Blessed be...

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

   its over!..

i look hideous today!..im having a bad hair day,,well my hair looks bad everyday..and my eyes are swelling.ive been crying since sunday night.thats my excuse why i did not update yesterday.so ive told u that marco and i are gonna meet at the church on sunday,,so here's how it went...
we attended the mass.and all throughout the mass he was so quiet,,he was holding my hand and he never let go of it.i felt weird..it was weird that i felt weird!its as if the last time he's gonna hold my hand.then i thought.."yeah,it is..you're gonna break-up with him later".so after the mass we went to Breek's Bakeshop.he was still quite so i initiated a conversation..

yuri:you really gained popularity after that tv show..

he smiled then my heart jumped..

marco:that was one time..and the last time.im not gonna do it again.

yuri:what?why?the girls at school are gonna be dissappointed..i heard they are organizing some sort of yuki fan club..

marco:what fun club??

i forgot he doesn't watch fruits basket..

yuri:never mind..

he smiled again..

marco: anime freak!

yuri:listen,,i have something to tell you..

marco:ok..

yuri:i..you know that i love u and you are the nicest guy i ever dated..i..i hope you understand..

marco:i know what you're trying to say..and i totally understand..

yuri:really?

i was so surprised..i wasnt expecting that..the last time i tried to break up with him..he was crying,like a baby..and i was so mad then when he said he's gonna hurt his self..but this time it was completely different!i felt like my chest was so heavy and i wanted to burst into tears and i was trying so hard not to..

marco:and i have something to tell u too..(he held my hand)my mom called last thursday and she's coming home this friday..

yuri:thats great!

i know how much he misses his mom..

marco:but only for 2 weeks..shell be leaving on april 1st..

yuri:oh..too soon?..

marco: and she's taking me with her.

yuri:what?

i was stunned..then i pulled my hand..

marco:the reason why she hadn't called for long time is because she's working on my...

yuri:petition papers...good for you..

then i could not help it anymore..i already cried..

marco:please dnt cry,,i dnt wanna see u crying,,

he hugged me and i hug him back.till he drove me home..i did not talk to him..he gave me a little kiss,,and that only made it worst..is that good bye?..*sobs*

kim,MARCO,and raymond

thats what happened on sunday..
yesterday..i was worst...worster..worstest?..whatever!..we were forced to watch basketball...because our p.e teacher wants us to watch the game for him to sign our clearance form..

it was marco's game and they won!..then after the game,,he came to me and said hi!what the!..

ok this post is gonna take longer..till tomorrow!

thanks to sephistrife15 for pm'ing me..checking on me if im alright..im okay..i guess..im still breathing..

im so happy coz i talked to yukina123 on ym today..that made my day...

Blessed be...

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Friday, March 11, 2005

   yesterday was my niece's birthday..and i completely forgotten about it..stupid me!..so i went to my sister's house and spent the time with my niece..she's 2 yrs old now..i got stuffed with spaghetti and cake..then my sister and i went to the mall to see Constantine..its my 2nd time..but i still enjoyed it..i love the part when the possesed woman said "papatayin ko sila.."..which means im gonna kill them..the woman i guess is filipino though the location was Mexico.

ive been thinking a lot lately..mostly about Marco*sigh*..i dunno what im gonna do with him..yesterday,were on the phone and i gave him a hint.i said,,"school is soon to end,what are your plans?i guess its gonna be hard for us to see each other..maybe..we"..then he cut off what i was suppose to say..he told me to meet him on sunday at the church.i said ok.the he hang up the phone...
*whew*..that was hard..and really..i dunno..i guess im gonna have to wait for that day,,and tell him what i want to say...
that i love him soo much and im gonna miss him once we partways..*sobs*

today at school,,ahvic brought her guitar and had a jam session with our guyfriend Marvin..we sang all day..my favorite was Anthem of our dying day(story of the year)and vindicated(dashboard).

so its weekend again..i wish u all have fun.


more hana-chan pics..






Blessed be...
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Wednesday, March 9, 2005

still chilling..im freezing now!
yay!finally..my mom and dad are talking again..like nothing really happened but its cool now..i dnt want them fighting..coz whenever they fight.,our house is like..like someone died..it feels so empty..there's only 3 of us in our home and i cant bear it when they're not talking with each other.i know i love being alone..coz i value my privacy so much..but the silence is sooo deafening,,you know what i mean..


at school,,again,we basically did nothing,i didnt see Marco..what the hell..
and there were only 4 of us who came to school..my friends and i,,what do u know..that sucks..i mean my other classmates should've at least come..and together we'll have fun and do silly things again.oh well..so tomorrow were not going to school..we'll come back on friday!.so tomorrow,,im gonna sleep all day..

this trio looks good together..this is ahvic,mira and of course ME.


so i guess i wont be here tomorrow...

Blessed be...
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Tuesday, March 8, 2005

   just chilling...
yukina123 and belldandy ff were wondering why i didnt update yesterday..well,,laziness has taken over me and i really dnt feel like posting but still,i manage to comment on your sites...
well,yesterday i just feel kinda off,,because my mom and dad are fighting since saturday night..its about my dad's drinking habit..oh well they've been through that all their lives!

today,,since our finals is over,,were like completely doing nothing at school,,there are no classes anymore,,were just waiting for the schedule of our graduation practice..and completing some requirements.so were like really hanging around the campus..doing silly things,then i saw Maco,we said hi to each other like were just common friends..i still dont know how am i gonna beak up with him..i got to have a masterplan,,that wouldn't hurt..what am i talking about?..of course it'll hurt..remember the old cliche: breaking up is hard to do..*sigh*

then!..in our classroom,,doors closed,we played cards an of course..i won!..im the vibe girl remember?..






Blessed be...
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Friday, March 4, 2005

   all is coming to an end..
yesterday,Ahvic and i spent some quality time together..we went to our alma mater..we both graduated in the same school but different year..and then we hang out to her house,,eat..we all got stuffed with junks..we played guitar and talked about our band..its so sad that we dont have time with it..last week,we turned down a friends request..she wants us to play in his brother's birthday party..but were just too busy and we havent been practicing..Mira,my other bandmate is so busy with her bf..aahhh..dang bf's!..keeping us away from what we love to do..
so i guess thats it..our band is through!..what you think Ahvic?..after our graduation,were all going seperate ways..*sigh*..
and about Marco..i think i really should break up with him..its not about the whole girls-going-crazy-over-him thing anymore..(maybe a bit..),the fact that im going to another college school,and were not gonna see each other anymore..that is.its gonna be hard for me,,ive been through that,,my past experiences..
i still wanted to say sorry to yukina123 for not being around often..i didnt know how much this means to you..sorry,,sorry..

today,the final day of our final exam..it was really funny coz our teachers made stupid patterns to the test..it was a multiple choice type so the answers from test one were like spelled "happy graduation"..really corny..but then thanks to them,,the test was no sweat at all..


its so sad,,im gonna miss doing this..sitting inside the classroom all alone,,and daydreaming..


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Wednesday, March 2, 2005

   new layout!
hey!..i wasnt around yesterday coz i have to drive my sister and my niece back to their home.they've been to our house for 4 days..

changed my layout..i still cant drop hana-chan theme.

at school..we did nothing..its our final exam but we really did nothing,,the teachers were absent,,they rescheduled the exams..whats eating them???!!

and Marco and i arent talking,,i just dont feel like talking to him..im thinking of dumping him!..since his appearance on a t.v show..he's becoming more and more popular!..girls cant help but go gaga over him..what am i gonna do?..i think im having insecurities..or,whatever!!yukina help!!!

Just for kicks and giggles, a google search(in my brain) of all things "Bob" I can remember:

 







Blessed be..
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