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Sunday, May 22, 2005


   RANTS


Not much today. The rest of the afternoon passed unevenfully. Im bored to death. Im stuck at our house. I cant go out because im penniless. Its the best time for me to go out and look for a job but my mom wont give me money! T.T But i think something's going on,im sensing that they dont want me to work. They're so overprotective of me,,,coz im their little baby..*pfft*,,what do they want me to do. Im 18 and i just graduated, i thought i could already decide for myself..apparently not. I understand that they dont want me to get hurt or make mistakes..but how am i suppose to learn? Its hard being the youngest..for me. Its like being a doormat or not having a voice. Actually, that's been a major issue for me. I feel like nobody listen to me. My opinions dont matter to them(my parents, some friends). So whatever thoughtsi had in mind,i just keep it to myself. I just listen to whatever they say. And that made me a good listener..funny?.. My friends would say that im the best listener in the group. Actually im their on-call shrink. Whenever they have problems, they'd give me a call. I dont think i give the best advices..but at least i could say i tried. What matters to them is that i LISTEN.

Life's not going great. Im having the worst summer of my life..speaking of that,the outing was ok. I hung out with older people. That means my dad's officemates and his boss. I met the boss's nephew. He's 23 and he calls me hot cheeks. He tried to make a move on me but i told him that i dont dig older guys..(well a year older or 2 is fine). I realized that was a little harsh and i might risk my dad's job. But on the bus, on our way back..he's still friendly with me and all. I was relieved coz i know my dad is safe from losing a job.

Happy weekend!..well i need that..



Blessed be...





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