The official date of my surgery is.....tomorrow!
I am totally freaking out..this morning I cried myself to sleep.I got off from work by 6am and I headed down to the church..and on my way home,,i bumped into our neighbor Shiela,who referred me to her surgeon,,she used to have lumps in her boobies too,,and she told me how the surgeon did it.She said there were 2 guys;maybe his assistants..and I should tell the surgeon everytime it'll hurt so he could inject anaesthesia.Im like,,its really gonna hurt!!!..i wanted to back out.And my mother will be the one to clean the wound everyday,,and I thought,,it would be bloody hell!..T__T
I wont be going to work for a week,,my officemates were wishing their goodlucks for me.Everytime they do that,,i get more nervous!
My sister and her husband will accompany me to the hospital.My brother-in-law is giving me much support i needed.He keeps telling me that the surgeon will cut through my breast up to my stomach.Im like.."im not a frog!"..Ahvic17 insisted that she will come too..I really dont want her to come..i'll get more scared!..But since she's my bestfriend..I allowed her..I wont win anyway.
I woke up 5pm..and its 8pm now..i dont wanna sleep!But im gonna have to do this tomorrow..(do i have a choice?)Earlier I was chatting with Tito..and he sent my prayers for me..*bows*..thank you.
Arrrgghh..i hate this.Im sorry Im not being brave..this'll be the first time I'll be admitted to the hospital..so bear with me.
Will I Live?
Blessed be...
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