Oh well, my birthday didnt turned out great.It never did anyway.Never.Thats why I never like my birthday.Never.
This's what happened.I was at my workstation when the clock turned 12am.Everyone then, started greeting me.I checked on my phone.No message or any missed calls.I was "expecting" Ahvic17 would greet me at that time.She's probably sleeping, I thought.She works on dayshift.So, I understand.At 5:30am, I got a call from Carol, one of my closest friend there.She was on her way then to work.She greeted me and I was very delighted.I love her!My shift ends at 6am but before I timed out,our boss told us were gonna have a meeting...at the canteen!What a lousy trap!They just wouldnt let me get away without treating them.So, I bought 2 gallons of ice cream.There were 12 of us in the table including the trainees.We shared the damn ice cream(in the morning!) and after that..the trainess left after wishing me a happy birthday.Edfie,my friend-or-so-I-thought,left without even saying thank you.I "expected" that she would greet me first thing in the morning.I could forgive her for not doing that.But she could've at least thanked me for inviting her to our table.I got upset,but I didnt show it.Im a pride person.See, the problem with me is I always expect.
Then I saw my two besfriends,Ahvic17 and Jayron,they're headed to their workstation but they greet me first.I reminded them about our date for the afternoon.The plan was to meet at the mall at 2pm.But Ahvic17 would be late because she's gonna attend a wedding.I told her she could just pass on our date because Its just my birthday.Its not important.No pun intended.I personally dont like my birthday.Ahvic17 got offended.She said it is important because the three of us are going out and were gonna have fun and all.Im like.."yeah right,sorry".So the plan was she's gonna catch up.
And this is the worst part of the day:
I got home at 9am,,was very tired and sleepy,I cant even remember what time I went to bed.I woke up and freaked out when I saw the clock!6pm!I overslept,damn it!!!Our date,I screwed up the plan.I grabbed my cellphone,8 missed calls and the inbox was full.It was Ahvic17!I immediately texted her and Jayron.Ahvic17 replied.I was glad she was just on her way then to the mall.I wouldnt forgive myself if I learned that she's been waiting there for hours.I didnt get a reply from Jayron,he's probably mad.I deserved it.My phone started ringing.It was Ahvic17.I didnt answer.Suddenly,I dont wanna talk to her,,I was so ashamed.The ringing went on and I started crying.I ruined what could have been a fun get-together.I felt so lonesome.My mom wasnt home by then and my dad was out of town,but he still made it to dinner.Were having a quite meal,the 3 of us were all tired from work.Next thing I know,Ahvic17 was on our doorstep.My mom invited her to the table.I couldnt look at her.She kept talking about how her day went.The wedding,,,bumping with her ex-boyfriend and how tired she was on her way to the mall.She kept talking,thinking she was helping me beacuse she knew I was down.I hated her at that moment.She's being insensitive and was making me feel more guilty.I told her to stop.After dinner,we went downtown to grab some pizza.While on our way she told me to stop feeling guilty and that Ill just make it up next time.That killed me.She wasnt really helping me so I told her I dont wanna talk about it.I would never want to talk about it.You see,every year..my birthday...its always upsetting me.Thats why I never like my birthday.I cried again that night..It felt good though.
You see, I lied when I said my birthday is not important to me.It is,thats why Im upset.
Blessed be...
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SAD Birthday