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• peter

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myOtaku.com: yuske starwind


Thursday, March 30, 2006

   sigh
well, how is everyone today. i'm lousy. i've been having a rough day. the constant ridicule that i face at school is constantly getting worse. the pain of constantly having people laughing at me in the way that they do is starting to ware on my soul. it's like im not there for human interaction or anything like that, i'm just thaere to be laughed at or made fun of. the worst thing is is that it seems as though i can't come clean woth anybody about how i'm feeling. it's like whenever i have the chance to talk to someone about it i just freeze up and the words don't come out and it just stays bottled up inside, one way that i have started dealing with this is by punching myself in the face. i know it sounds dumb but the physical pain takes my mind off of the emotional pain. however as a result of that i have a headache and i think a loose tooth. *sigh* i just don't know what to do any more

-peter
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