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Friday, February 2, 2007


I'm not one to cry but...
"How many 'n''s are there in 'Funk'?" -Gaara of the Funk; Naruto: The Abridged Series Current Date: Sunday, January 28, 2007
Current Time: 5:33 pm
Current Weather: Very snowy and cold
Current Mood: Distraught
Current Moderator: Amber

I’m just sick and tired of the conflict between my parents. My mother is always speaking badly of my father and my father is always disagreeing about something my mother says or does. I just wish they would both stop. It’s difficult hearing such foul things about the two people I love the most coming from the two people I love the most. I’m not one to cry but I feel like bawling my eyes out at the current moment. I hold them back [the tears] because I am in the van on our way back from our fathers house in Michigan. The fact that I feel like I’m going to throw up doesn’t help the situation at all; my mom blames my stepmothers “voodoo cooking.” I wish everything didn’t have to be so difficult with my family. It’s hard leading two lives.

I lost my iPod recently and I still can’t find it. My grandpa searched his house but couldn’t find it. I looked through my stuff and couldn’t find it. I even searched through his van and couldn’t find it. So, I’m having a musical withdrawal in the morning and afternoon.

This upcoming month is our winter banquet and I can’t wait to go. No, I don’t have a date, but neither do my friends. We’re all sitting at the same table. I still need to go buy a banquet dress though, and my mom is sick and tired of me asking when she’s going to take me shopping.

I played out in the snow today. We got so much that it was practically up to my knee. I tried to make a snow angel but when I laid out in the snow and moved my arms and legs, not much happened. After I ran around and swung around a sword I made out of a stick which broke, I decided to just stand in the middle of the yard and let the falling snow blanket me. I stood there until my fingers grew painfully numb and I could barely move them. They, being my stepmother and sister, said I stood still for half an hour. I would have stood out there longer, but my fingers were numb and thereby utterly useless to me. When I went back inside I changed back into my pajamas because my clothes were so wet.

Hmm....I’ve got a long ride ahead of me and I don’t think I can handle it...

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