Friday, February 16, 2007

Well,im doing much better then from before. Things are doing a little better. Studying for school is still worse. That test i failed a week back, i've gotten over it, and that i can probably pass it later. But im not going to worry about it till after High School. And after i move to Fort Meede, Maryland. Yup, im moving on July 4th. It'll be my last time moving somewhere. I'll tell the story to whoever wants to know in a private message.

Well, take care everyone.

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Right now i feel like a total waist. I failed that test...badly. Not even close for the lowest job!!! I so badly hate myself for having to fail that badly. Not even halfway. I studied hard too. And now, my dad believe im a dam failure. He sure made me feel better!!(not really) Im so mad and upset. I just cant believe this, it's close to the end of the year, and i only got two more tries to pass it, not to mention the dam state test i have to pass inorder to passs fucken high school!!

Now i despretely wish i had a girlfriend, someone to at least help me up. Give me SOME kind of confidence! Im tired of crying, im not going to cry anymore, or scream, or anything. I dont know what to do now, and my dad wants an answer to what im going to do now. Well i dont know anymore. I dont know....*sighs* I guess i'll talk to you all later. See ya.
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Monday, February 12, 2007

Im really sorry for not being on for a long time. I've been extremely busy with school, studying, and family. Well, im posting to let you all know im still alive and breathing....for now. jk i guess.

I really hope this week goes by fast. I dont want it to be slow like it was last week. Im so dam tired....-_- Well, nothing much else happened. Last Saturday i went to my friend's chill out party. That was fun at least. But yeah, i'll post later. Bye
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Tuesday, February 6, 2007

Sorry for not posting for a while, i've been busy and kind of down. My happiness seems to have just left like that. SO yeah, im just posting just to let you all know im alive. Hope you all are doing alright, which i can see. I'll talk to you guys later. See ya.

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Thursday, February 1, 2007

God, why am i so busy? Im staying up till 12 in the mourning doing h/w and crap. This sucks. Well, change in plans about my test, it'll be monday after school. At least i got the weekend to prepare now. -_- Hope everyone....really. If any of you need someone to talk to about ANYTHING, im here. Im a good listener, and a good advisor. Im here guys. Take care everyone. ye
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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Oh, i see how it is. No one misses me. None of you care. I understand! Im just kidding. Again i've been really busy with school and family. School for me seems to be getting hard. And relationship problems. *sighs* Things have been kinda rough. Well, hope you all are doing ok. Thats all i got to say for now. Sorry for not posting in a while, again. *bows* Take care.
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

   Man, i tell you what. The last three days have been rough.

First, school is just busy as ever. Things seem to be getting harder. Or is that just me? I dont know, im thinking to much. Then yesterday i met with a Navy recruiter and it was a really good time. I got to learn much i didnt expect to hear. Im really thinking about joining them. It'll be a start in something.

Well, apart from that part. I got a whole ordeal with the family to deal with. It's hard to show love to those who really dont show it back. It's kinda hard. I know, i know. I should stop nagging right there. But on the other hand, i think my dad is trusting me more now. Thats a good sign. Well, i'll let you all go. See ya.

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Friday, January 19, 2007

*sighs* Sorry that i havent been here for a while. Been more busy at school then ever. It sucks big time. Anyway, my life is way too lame explain anywhere to anyone. Well, hope you all are doing ok. I'll talk to you guys later hopefully. Bye
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Friday, January 12, 2007

Man, this whole week was crazy. Since i had my scheduale changed, it has been really hard. I have to pass everything inorder to pass.

But anyway, how has everyone been? Hope you all have been better then me. Things have kinda sucked for me. >< God, i got nothing to say really. I've been working on my stories more now at least. Thats good..for me. Well, i'll talk to you guys later then.




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Saturday, January 6, 2007

Man, i tell you what im so freakin tired. Didnt go to sleep till 5 am. Then woke up at 10. Not fun. Well, hope you all are doing good. Im not sure about me, think im going a little crazy, but it'll pass. It has before...

ANYWAYS, it sucks cause on monday i have to go to my counsuler at school and get a whole new schedule. I know i made the choice to take my favorite class out for two lame class, but im in need of it in order to pass the dam state tests. If i dont pass them, i dont graduate. Plus, i only have two chances left. It sucks. I hate Texas, the only thing i love about here is the dear friends i have. I dont know what i'd do without you guys.

Well, I'll let you all go. Have a good one people. Bye




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