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Hiya. My name is Melody. This is my second account. Just as a warning you need to be open minded to view this site! Otherwise I will kill u in your sleep. ^^ j/k

I'm obsessed with yaoi, yuri, and jrock. And that's all I basically live off of. ^^

OBSCURE
by Dir en Grey

tsurushita kutsuki koyoi de ikutsu

awanai hada to hada wo shokushite fukami no doku he shizumu
hadaketa nuno wo kaki wake nagara jya wa tainai he fukaku

hirari hirari to kanashi geni mau someiyoshino ni wa nareru
yogore wa michita biran no tsuki to outo no yoru eguri tore

oboeteiru no deshou?

memaiiro...yoru ga hajimari hito ga hishimeku
zakuroiro... odoru wo sashite kanata wa kieru

himekoto kakusu mijyukuji no tsurushita kutsuki koyoi de ikutsu

Bloody Baby&Sacrifice

oboeteiru no deshou?

koganeiro...odoru no haeta kumo ni naritai
namidairo...kioku wo megurasete
memaiiro...yoru ga hajimari hito ga hishimeku
zakuroiro... odoru wo sashite kanata wa kieru




this site has the CUTEST Dir en Grey fanarts. The artist is REALLY good. Had to have a link.
Ageha no Hane



Wednesday, May 17, 2006


Whoo, I'm posting...
So....just curious to see who will actually comment since Aimai is calling me a backstabbling bitch whore. I honestly don't care tho. If she doesn't want me around, fine. But I'm not gonna make a big deal out of it and act like the Earth got struck down by a comet the size of Canada.

I'm turning into a coffee-holic. hehe. And I've taken up going commando. It's fun and so free feeling~. haha I need to practice my flute... >.< I finished my painting of Miyavi. If anyone cares enough, tell me and I'll get a pic of it. Otherwise I won't bother.

I'm making a CD for this one kid that's moving to California, which is ALL the way on the otherside of the country since we're on the eastcoast. I'll miss him. We all think he's gay though. heh. Not that it matters cuz I don't even know about myself. He's really tall too. 6' and he's a full foot taller than me. >.< Ooo, and I can almost sing Robot by t.A.T.u. cuz I have a good ear and I can imitate their Russian. I love doing that with movies too even if I have no idea what they're saying (that's what subtitles are for ^^), especially German ones. And I'm good with prononciation since I grew up speaking 2 languages. -^.^- Yayz! Hehe, I love Miku (Ancafe) in Maple gunman cuz he "raps." hehehe That whole band is too cute for their own good. I'm actually a girl but I look nowhere near as cute as those boyz. >.<

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Monday, May 1, 2006


Gah
I hate ppl. Especially spoiled skinny white chicks. And guys. I just wanna hide in my room forever.
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Monday, April 24, 2006


Only 1 person commented.....
ahhhhhhhh, only goddess of night read my post saturday!!! T.T And there were pictures! TT.TT But I am extreamly glad that goddess of night did and feel all happy now. *glares at those who dare read this post without scrolling down and reading it*
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Saturday, April 22, 2006


Here's what's new:
-I was in a play (Alice in Wonderland) It's kinda sucked, but w/e

-I'm going to Hawaii and Japan this summer. I'm staying in Japan for 3 weeks by myself @ my grandparents and then going to Hawaii with my granddad, aunt and meet up with my family there. Should be fun.

-I'm not a slut faced bitch anymore, and I've gotten cuter. I'm also loosing weight at an unhealthy speed, but I don't care. I actually havn't eaten since noon and it's 7pm and to me it's too late to start eating, so I guess I'll just starve.

-I made (am still making) a choker that was inspired by Mana. It's hot.

-Love my ipod nano. Had if for maybe 3 weeks at the most and it's already nearly full... T.T

-Become somewhat antisocial. It's actually been a week since I've talked to anyone outside of family since it's spring break except I did call Aimai on Wednesday. Shit, it's already Saturday. I don't want to go to school...

-I started another paint project. I'm painting a jacket Kagrra,-y style. It's hot.

-Just started my period today. Being a girl is a bitch.

-In Envirothon (it's a science club thingy. haha, I'm a dork) we won 1st place and we're going to state!!! And there are 5 catagories and 5 team members, so it's easiest for each person to focus 1 category and cover basics about the others. I'm da wildlife person and we scored #1 in that. I was happy. And we also got #1 in aquatics and current enviromental issues. Which all lead to the over all #1 in our region which made us all very happy and yelly, pissing the people off around us that didn't win. haha, I rock.

-I commented on Aimai's site and it was really long and funny so I have to put it here:

To put nicely I didn't read ur post. Sorry, but I just wanted to say hi cuz I'm bored and there arn't anymore damn good yaoi on the net. >.< But I'm listening to Kozi and the song is making me so fucking horny I wanna screw someones brains out. Ah well. It's so hot. But I think I'm ok now cuz it just switched to L'arc en ciel, and as much as I love them, their music is not the type to make you horny. And your background is also having effect on my "from willing to fuck pigs to pucking at the thought" transformation. Ok....I cannot listen to L'arc. Sorry, gotta change. I wanna listen to Kozi again. I dunno...it was like a sudden addrenalin rush and I wanted to thrust at something and make it scream in extacy. Um......ok......I think I'll go back to groping my ass.... j/k. My legs are huge. Ok................heh, periods are fun.......see.......... except the one I got today. >.< I'm just glad it wasn't delayed like 2 weeks cuz malnutition. Tho its' 2 days later than usual...hm....everybody watch as I spill out my life secrets while commenting on a questionere that I'm not really commenting on...haha...........MALICE MIZER!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAA!!! Beast of Blood makes me horny too. hehe......gotta take care of it....bye....just kidding. Still here. I'm invincible, see. Whouldn't it be funny if they cut it off cuz it's too long....O.O It better not!!! I'm going to copy it to make sure so that I wont loose it. And then I'll post it on my site for you to read. Why am I even talking about this??? I dunno. Maybe I should just call you....nah.........mmmmmmm....this is like a thing we did in Mrs. Gogers class where we just constantly right. It's probly been close to 5 min. Ooooo and you have to read it all. HAHAHAHAHA. sorry sucka!! I can type forever!! You know, I'm going to post this on my site cuz it's funny. heheehe, just watch me do it. and here I go rambling again, listeing to my smexi MALICE MIZER. heeheheheheheheh!!!! You can't stop me!!! yayaya!

-Um....I think that's all. I had fun w/ the camera so here are sum pics:




Isn't it the cutest bathing suite!!! X)


103lbs baby!!!



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Thursday, March 23, 2006


Today I wanted to cry cuz we went to an elementary school.
I'm like having a mid-life crises even though I'm only 14. It's like I just started to freak out and now I want to do everything, like paint, excersize, loose weight, and schoolwork, cuz I'm afraid of dying and I want to stay like I am forever. I really want to loose weight though. My goal is 10 lbs, and an extra 5 if it's possible. So that I can be skinny. I'm gonna stop eating meat, other than fish. I'm not giving up dairy producrts though. Or eggs, just meat. And I need to eat for fruits and veggies. I don't mind them, so I will be a health nut. And less sugary fatty shit. I will be good and loose weight!!! I'z good. So then I can go to highschool and Japan as a pretty person, not some wierd freak in the corner. Weeee! And right now I'm painting a picture of a mask and it's coolio! yupperz!
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