Monday, January 9, 2006

Insomnia
It's 2am. Why am I up? I have no idea. I have to wake up in 4 hours. I took a 2 hour nap earlier, but tomorrow is gonna be sleepy hell. Actually I'll probly be really hyper. Cuz that's wut lack of sleep does to me. I just kinda loose it. And that is my reasoning behind my days that I'm crazy. Which is like 1 or 2 times a week. Sometimes more. I have a 4-6 page paper on soil and water conservation due this Friday. I'm gonna actually have to work on it. Melody would put it off until Thursday morning @ 2am, but she is trying to get a reasonable amount of sleep cuz otherwise she looks stoned. (y am I talking in third person?) But I got 5 comments. ^^ I so happy. I feel so popular. haha. It's the simple things in life that make us smile. Stop making fun of my simpleness. Now I'm talking to myself. That's not good. U kno wuts funny? I can actually hold conversations with myself. Like for over 1/2 an hour. It's kinda weird. I've done that eversince around 3rd grade. Kinda creepy. My brother makes fun of me for it. And I deny it. Even tho I really do. Maybe if I talked to an object, it would be better. But I talk outloud to myself and then answer it in my head. See, I'm never lonely. (Creepy, yes, but not lonely.) haha, I need help. -.-;
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Friday, January 6, 2006

bis is piss
Ahha, I hate bis. They can't sing worth a shit. & that was random considering I'm doing nothing that has to do w/ bis. Just listing to Filth. Dat song coolz. The PV is really weird tho. Gotta luv it. Diru is my life.

Ooo, I'm painting on pair of pants and this is wut I have so far:



Nobody read yesterdayz post 'cept Aimai. >.< I must kill u know!No, I just kid. I don't really care. It was a stupid posts anywayz. Kinda like a way to get rid of all of my whiney ness. I'm actually glad u ppl didn't read it. Oreno wagamama dakedatta kara. Had to say that. I luv the word wagamama. & I bet u ppl don't have a single clue wut I'm talking about. ^^ See, I have an advantage over u. I is bilingual. (Sorry but I'm having a vain bitch day. It's my duty to point out all of my good qualities and rub them in ur face)

Eh, I gotsta piss. >.O And I wanna (OMG THAT WAS SO HOT!!! Kyo just puked up white shit that looked like yogurt. I never noticed that. Shmexy~) call Aimai and bug the shit out of her while I can. (She never picks up the phone after 6.) It's 4:20, but we tend to talk for a long time. And I am about to piss my pants. Of course if I was smart I would go to the bathroom and then come back, but I'm afraid the computer might freeze up or something. I've used up ALOT of the memory w/ my video files (I'm gonna transfer them to CDs, but I've never gotten around to it) and we only have 190 something MB left on the computer (of course this is a old computer so that has to do with it too) and the computer fucks up alot. Damn, gotta go~ I wuv all of u bunchiez~!
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Thursday, January 5, 2006

konnichiwa bichez
I listening to Candy Holic by Ancafe. They are so cute. Just wanna snugglez dem. ahha. School sux. >.< I'm tired too. It's funny cuz the less sleep I get, the more hyper and awake I am, but when I get 8 hrs I can barely stay up. I'm fucked up like that. And that's y I go to school even if I've get less than 4 hrs. As long as I'm awake I is okz.

My social life really sux. I have friends, but I freak most of them out. I'm a spaz so most guys avoid me. (I kicked a guy close to 2 feet taller than me off a chair cuz he called me stupid. -.-; I swear I didn't mean to.) And u kno how most ppl tend to hang out w/ ppl of their racial groups. (or at least they do here. I'm not being racist or anything, but that's the way it is) I don't fit into any of them. Cuz I'm not hmong, black, white, or hispanic, just the 1/2 girl that hangs out with the slightly preppy ppl. I don't fit in @ all, but it's better than sitting in the corner by myself. Aimai is cool, but I can't be w/ her at all cuz it's the school's duty to seperate ppl that get along together. I'm not that depressed about it or anything, but it makes me wanna get the hell out of here. & that's y I wanna transfer to a Japanese high school. Not that I'll fit in any better, but I want some change. I can't stand the way everyday falls into a pattern that has been going on and on for the last few years. Go to school, talk to the few friends I have, do mindless school work, get pissed off by ppl messing w/ me, go home, occasionally make dinner(cuz my mom works), & sleep. It's always the same ppl around me and I'm sick of seeing their fucking faces. It's dull and predictable. And everything around me. Same town. Same landscape. Same house. Same school. And I hate how ur rep sticks so even if u try to change who u are, no one pays any attention. (God, I hate the me from 2 years ago) I dunno, I guess I just want to start over, kinda in a scence. I guess I should be grateful of wut I have and shut up, but I'm a whinney ungrateful bitch ass and can't help it. *sigh* Some ppl just really piss me off.
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Tuesday, January 3, 2006

yo
New layout. Cuz Hitsugichan rox. Not much to say. It's hard to read tho. Srry. I've gotten over my hyper thing and now I'm just tired. >.< I'm gonna go paint. Luvz
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Monday, January 2, 2006

It's 12:15am
Omg, I have school tomorrow. What kind of twisted system has school on Jan 2? But I refuse to go to bed! I just kid. I'm gonna go right after I type something.

I want to thank all the wonderful people that actually signed my gb. *sniff* I feel so special. Also happy New Years. And thanks for commenting to those that actually read these. Oh and for really good art go to:

I stumbled across it and I luv the style. It's so innocent and cute, yet it holds obscurity. Poetic, I kno. *yawn* I sleepy. Alice Nine sucks. That was random. Sorry Alice Nine fans, but I think he sings worse than Yomi. (For some reason I luv Nightmare dispite Yomi's occasional lack of talent. That's kinda mean to say, but it's true.) Oh, WaT is good and even tho it's pop, I watched a live thing last night on NHK and they were really good. Wentz is 1/2, like me, and Teppei was in a drama I watched so it was kinda cool. Wentz is SOOOOO adorable and it was cute cuz both of their mics fell and because they both had guitars they had to sing without it for a few seconds so the stage staff ppl could fix it. It was funny.

Well I'm gonna go to sleep. I'm actually tired and my eyes hurt from the screen. Die computer, die.
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Sunday, December 25, 2005

MERRI CHRITMUZ!
Whoo, Christmus is alwayz fun. Hahah, my mom luvs it. *rolls eyes* Ah, but I got a digi camera. Whoo. It's fat, but small. But it looks fat considering it's size. Whoo fat things. And I got pengin pjs. Dey rock.

Hehe, I'm a lazy bum and I don't feel like typing so (if u scroll down all the way I'll put a pic of me):

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*gasp* I look human for the most part.
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Life is life
Ah, life is the same as usual. I hate everyone @ school, everyone's an ass, I wanna be skinnier and try to do that, but my lazy ass says otherwise, and I'm just a mizerable teenage bitch. So how was ur day?

Oh, for pikkies of me go to:
www.myspace.com/obscure23
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Monday, December 5, 2005

   I PASSED!!!
Yay, I took the 3 kyuu test for Japanese proficiency and I know I passed!!! We took it yesterday in Atlanta, Georgia. It was a long annoying ride tho. >.< Cars annoy me. But I was worried about the kanji. Luckily it was pretty easy. I think I got a 90% or so. Yaya! But the actual test results arn't sent till March. But I'm sure I did fine. Next year I'm gonna try to take 2 kyuu then maybe 1 kyuu. Cuz if u get 2 kyuu you can use it for job aplications and you can get into a Japanese college. But Jap. colleges arn't that good. So I'm gonna try to transfer in highschool for a year or so and stay with a homestay family. Whooo~!

Today was ok. It's starting to get cold tho. Like standing outside for more than 5 min is hell. (At least with wut I wore which was only a light jacket and thin baby-doll tee) Ahha. But I need to excersize (I ate so much in Atlanta, I think I lost my chin!!! I am soooo mad.) and I need to make curry for dinner.

See ya~!
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Hope u had a good Thanxgiving~
Mine was good. Just baked alot of useless shit. We didn't have a pie tho cuz I killed it (I am such an idiot) and tried to make another one and it failed. We're still eating the fucking turkey tho. haha

Yesterday we went to the Builtmore House. It was so pretty. Like all victoian and stuff. I wanna live in a place like that. 250 bedrooms tho! And for a family of 3. I think it's a waste of money but Mr. Vanderbuilt wanted a big ass house and he got it. But it was fun. Amazing how it only took 6 yrs and it was built 120 yrs ago. I couldn't live in a house like that. WAY to big. You'd get lost trying to find ur way out. But I gave ppl tons of big huggies. It was fun.

I decided I don't like Aaron anymore. I still wuvs him (he's like the only guy on the 8th grade hall I don't want to murder) and gives him bunches of hugs but I don't like him. I'm weird like that. I don't have really long crushes. Aimai does. She is like a tick. haha. But it's cute.

Thanks yumesama for commenting. Wuvs u. And even to the people that don't read, wuvs~! (Tho u can't hear me -.-;)

See ya~
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

So yesterday kinda sucked cuz I wrote a note to Aimai and I happened to write "Mrs. Demiter is a bitch" I gave the note to her in the hall way between class and mrs. demiter has the nerve to go to aimai and get it from her. She reads it, of course, so I was in deep shit. I thought my parents were gonna kill me so I got really stressed out and I threw up 3 times, cuz I do that. I had ISS today, but that's all, I think. But it was funny cuz of how much my parents didn't care. My mom said that is was stupid for the school to get so worked up about it and make it a big deal cuz my mom's a teacher and understands that classes are boring as hell, and students are bound to be annoyed with the teacher. My dad was more mad about my grammer (he was yelling at me (not too seriously) for not completing sentances and forgeting punctuation) and thought the school was overacting. He said "I'm gonna write a letter back that says "why are you being such a bitch about the note."" He also started shaking me at the shoulders screaming "Don't let that bitch get to you! Don't let her!" while smacking me in the side of my head. So even tho I'm bound to be hated by my teacher (I wrote a letter (forced) to her apoligizing and she said that she understood, but I dunno)my parents thought it was funny. My parents are cool sometimes.

But it really sucked cuz the only ppl I saw today that I knew was 4 ppl. Tho one of them was Aimai and another was Aaron. That was good. I said hi to him and he asked if today was it for ISS. I am very grateful that it is. On Monday tho, we have a feildtrip. Whoo. To the Builtmore house. (you know, the biggest house in the US or whatever) Yeah, so that should be ok. At least I wont have to deal with mrs. demiter. Oh yeah, my dad said that usually they expel you for 6 years and if you have a dog they'll sacrifice it cuz it's a 'bitch.' -.-; haha
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