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Thursday, January 5, 2006


konnichiwa bichez
I listening to Candy Holic by Ancafe. They are so cute. Just wanna snugglez dem. ahha. School sux. >.< I'm tired too. It's funny cuz the less sleep I get, the more hyper and awake I am, but when I get 8 hrs I can barely stay up. I'm fucked up like that. And that's y I go to school even if I've get less than 4 hrs. As long as I'm awake I is okz.

My social life really sux. I have friends, but I freak most of them out. I'm a spaz so most guys avoid me. (I kicked a guy close to 2 feet taller than me off a chair cuz he called me stupid. -.-; I swear I didn't mean to.) And u kno how most ppl tend to hang out w/ ppl of their racial groups. (or at least they do here. I'm not being racist or anything, but that's the way it is) I don't fit into any of them. Cuz I'm not hmong, black, white, or hispanic, just the 1/2 girl that hangs out with the slightly preppy ppl. I don't fit in @ all, but it's better than sitting in the corner by myself. Aimai is cool, but I can't be w/ her at all cuz it's the school's duty to seperate ppl that get along together. I'm not that depressed about it or anything, but it makes me wanna get the hell out of here. & that's y I wanna transfer to a Japanese high school. Not that I'll fit in any better, but I want some change. I can't stand the way everyday falls into a pattern that has been going on and on for the last few years. Go to school, talk to the few friends I have, do mindless school work, get pissed off by ppl messing w/ me, go home, occasionally make dinner(cuz my mom works), & sleep. It's always the same ppl around me and I'm sick of seeing their fucking faces. It's dull and predictable. And everything around me. Same town. Same landscape. Same house. Same school. And I hate how ur rep sticks so even if u try to change who u are, no one pays any attention. (God, I hate the me from 2 years ago) I dunno, I guess I just want to start over, kinda in a scence. I guess I should be grateful of wut I have and shut up, but I'm a whinney ungrateful bitch ass and can't help it. *sigh* Some ppl just really piss me off.

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