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Saturday, March 11, 2006
Kiss me, Love me, Fuck me, Cheat me, Screw me over, Kill me because I can't Cry
What happens when you turn into a cold hearted bitch? And you end up with absolutely no one that cares for you? Itfs kinda funny, cuz I never thought I would be such a heartless thing. I swear I have no emotions. I really donft know what to do. I fucked up everything between Aimai and I, but itfs not like wefve been that close lately anyways. All my gfriendsh are fake, just like me. I have no life; just this weekend I painted my nails, cut my hair, and have been working out. Itfs like Ifm thinking that since no one likes the real me, Ifm trying to make myself look better on the outside. Thatfs the only thing that matters, right? And the saddest thing about the whole thing is that I really couldnft give a shit. Nothing is real anymore. Ifm insensitive, to everyone around me, and to myself. I might as well be a Barbie stuck on a shelf with a big sign that says, gKiss me, Love me, Fuck me, Cheat me, Screw me over, Kill me because I wonft feel it.h And Ifm slowly wasting away. Ifm gonna loose weight, put on makeup, wear cute clothes, and make a man stop dead in his tracks because of my beauty, because inside Ifm black as coal and am uglier than some fat manfs hairy ass. Everyone hates me, but I donft feel anything. If anything, I feel.........I donft wanna say I like it, but I donft dislike either.........I really am fucked up. I sit here listening to t.A.T.u. because theyfre hot and their music is cute and Ifm pretty content in my situation. But I wish I could feel again cuz Ifm hurting people and Ifm turning into a person that I didnft want to be.
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