myOtaku.com: zap29

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-03-29
Gender
• Female
Location
• ...Somewhere...
Member Since
• 2003-10-05
Occupation
• High School Student, Annoying Younger Sister, Yearbook Member, Edo, Aru, Sasuke, Gaara and Zelos Fangirl.
Real Name
• Jenny

Personal

Achievements
• Going to Japan, coming in second the fourth grade talent show(I sang 'It was you' from the Pokemon 1st movie CD).
Anime Fan Since
• Since Pokemon came out...I liked Sailor Moon a little before that though...*shudders*
Favorite Anime
• Full Metal Alchemist, Naruto, Fruits Basket, Gundam SEED, Yu Yu Hakusho, Digimon, Wolf's Rain, Cowboy Bebop, Trigun, Azumanga Daioh, Yuugiou, Tsukihime: Lunar Legend, Miyazaki Movies, Kakurenbo
Goals
• To be the best damn American VA there ever was! To destroy 4kids. And to possibly become a animator, or an instructor at the place I volunteer at. I also want to go back to Japan.
Hobbies
• Tales of Symphonia, Anime, Singing, drawing
Talents
• Videogames, Singing, Drawing, Being and expert Beginner on DDR! Oh yeah! Beginner's mode rocks! ^__^

myOtaku.com: zap29

Monday, February 14, 2005

...Yeah...
Well, I haven't posted in a while...I guess just cuz I've been feeling really crappy, both physically and mentally. Joy.

So, I'm feeling alot of separation anxiety, or something from my sister, because she has been going out alot with her friends, and w/this boy Aaron...She's 17 right and going to college in a year, and it makes me nervous and sad...I really don't want her to leave...She's my best friend.

That, and school has just been crap. So much work, and I hate my new scheduel. The classes are so damn quiet it's irritating, and I've been a little on the whiney side lately so it pisses off my teachers...*sigh*

I also got moved away from Edison in C.P. Bio because of a seating chart (damn those things). He only sits a row behind me, but he sits aaaaaaalll the way on the other end of it...*sob* I thinks he's kinda annoyed too, because all I talk about is ToS...I should focus on my studies more. ^^;;;;;

I also missed 3 days of school last week, due to one, I was ill, two, it was the time of the month and three, on Wednesday, I had a serious emotional break down, if you can believe that.

So it basically goes like this:
I hate my art
I hate my friends
I hate how I sing
I hate my sister
I'm jealous of my sister
I despise my cousin
I feel ever so left out
I feel like I don't fit in

And well, I think you get it...I feel better now though, I had a loooooong talk *coug*twofrickin'hours*cough* and we sorted some crap out. Now my mom is no psychiatrist, or therapist, or what ever the hell they are, but she's pretty damn good at getting to the root of the problem, considering, she also, had a crappy life...

I'm afraid of rejection...Started IN PRESCHOOL!!!!! DAMN!!! That was a long time ago...T_T in preschool people. C'mon now, there must be somthing wrong with me.

All I know is I've never been able to have/make really good friends, except my friend Ashley, and Ayako-chan was a good friend for a while, but since we're at different schools, we barely talk. Darcie is becoming a better friend. We chilled at the mall today with her 6 year old sister and played DDR. Fun.

It's just, I tend to make friends with kids who are...Abnormal...No I shouldn't say that, that's rude. Like...Er...Autistic kids, down syndrome and stuff...Not now, but to put it simply, I make friends with people who have problems, be it parents who jerk their kids around, or kids with disabilities...I'm always there, and I guess, I don't want people to think I'm weird to hang around kids like that...Or that I don't really want people to know I volunteer to help kids like that...

Mom also says that I overwhelm people with my "oh so perky self" and I'm intimidating.

But then I realize that I've done more in 13 years then they will all do from now on to the here after...I guess.

Anywho, you probably didn't really want to here that.

So there are auditions for the spring musical tomorrow, and Darcie insists I try out, but I can't, even though we both signed up late. I can't because I didn't have time to practice or get a monologue to memorize, since I only signed up Friday. I want to do it, but I'm not ready for it...*sigh*

I failed my science test too, and since it was the first one of the semester, it was 30% of our grade...Dammit. But see like, my teacher said it was just going to be on fossils, but no, she added stuff to it from the days I was absent, and only gave me half of what I needed to study, and 5 minutes to study it...*grumble* *grumble*

Damn...It just hasn't been my week.

Also part of it is because I am merely bored with school, and would rather play ToS, which I have almost beaten for the 4th time now...^^;;; Yeah, I'm obsessed, but I have nothing else to do...Except study...T.T Grr...

Ah, Zelos my love! I shall miss you dearly! Why shall I miss him? Because, I have vowed (For ToS fans: I vow to save the two worlds...Bwahahaha!!!!) *cough* I have vowed not to pick up the controller starting the rest of the day until Spring Break...It's not that far off, right...*worries* Gah, this sucks.

Yes, I, Ichigo Kaiba...Ichigo...Shall be celebrating my 15th birthday in a month and some odd number of days. Yeh...I'M GOING TO KNOTTS BERRY FARM!!!!! I think...But I finally get my laptop...Yay...*happy place* ^_____^

Its so weird, the only person who I "know" that has the same birthday as me, is Dearka from Gundam SEED, March 29...I know no other. Hmm...Not in Italy, Hawaii or Temecula...Weird...Oh well, at least Dearka is hot.

So yeah, that about sums it up...Or...Explains all of it...O.o I dunno, well, bye bye!
~Ichigo
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