Sunday, December 18, 2005

   Not up to it.

Not only was today uneventful, I honestly don't feel welcome. Someone is going behind my back and deleting posts of mine on the Rave Ninja boards, and nobody will fess up... so... I'm losing trust in most of the clan. It's got me pretty fuggin ticked... so... I'm not up for it. There should be some new fanart up soon though. About half an hour after the post, the perpatratior was found, and all matters were settled. Everything is normal, but I'm keeping that Icon for a while. Most creepy.

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Saturday, December 17, 2005

This next song, is about a girl... in a box.

Song= Slipknot - Purity Purity Maze...psychopathic daze...I create this waste Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic ways...can't escape this place...I deny your face Sweat gets in my eyes, I think I'm slowly dying Put me in a homemade cellar Put me in a hole for shelter Someone hear me please, all I see is hate I can hardly breathe, and I can hardly take it HANDS ON MY FACE OVER BEARING I CAN'T GET OUT Lost...ran at my own cost...hearing laughter, scoffed Learning from the rush, detached from such and such Bleak...all around me, weak...listening, incomplete I am not a dog, but I'm the one your dogging I am in a buried kennel I have never felt so final Someone find me please, losing all reserve I am fucking gone, I think I'm fucking dying HANDS ON MY FACE OVER BEARING I CAN'T GET OUT! You all stare, but you'll never see There is something inside me There is something in you I despise Cut me - show me - enter - I am willing and able and never any danger to myself Knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain Or was my tolerance a phase? Empathy, out of my way I can't die You'll all stare, but you'll never see There's something inside me There's something in you i dispise Purity Zappa: That song is not directed at anyone this time. Meh, pretty boring day. Sorry about my post this morning... It just came to me, unprovoked, and nagged at me for 2 hours till I finally posted. I'm glad there are some people that worry about me. And I'm glad I'm not bothering or burdening anyone. Sadako-chan: Suger put us in a box... and it has a tatami room. Zappa: Yes... she did... and that's mean, cuz... I'm lonly. Sadako eats your ramen! Really, other than working at 3 different Subways today, pretty boring. I finished up RahXephon, I found a top for my rave outfit, and I'm workin on the pants now. I'm going out to roleplay at 1, and then I have to work at 8am. Then roleplaying agian Saturday night. ~Zappa

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Friday, December 16, 2005

Just hypothetically...

What if I didn't post today? What if I didn't comment on your posts? Would you be worried? Would you wonder if I'm mad at you? Would you even care? Do you care? Please comment or tell me something. I wonder that some of you are mad at me. Maybe some decision I've made has upset you. I'm at work, so it's not good that I have time to think about these kinds of things.

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Raikiri

Song= Bush - Glisterine Must be your skin I'm sinking in must be for real cuz now I can feel and I didn't mind it's not my kind not my time to wonder why everything's gone white and everything's gray now you're here now you're away I don't want this remember that I'll never forget where you're at don't let the days go by glycerine I'm never alone I'm alone all the time are you at one or do you lie we live in a wheel where everyone steals but when we rise it's like strawberry fields if I treated you bad you bruise my face couldn't love you more you got a beautiful taste don't let the days go by could have been easier on you I couldn't change though I wanted to could have been easier by three our old friend fear and you and me glycerine [repeat] don't let the days go by glycerine I needed you more when we wanted us less I could not kiss just regress it might just be clear simple and plain that's just fine that's just one of my names don't let the days go by could've been easier on you glycerine Zappa: Something noteworthy happened today. My friend from Houston, Canuck, dropped by for lunch as we planned. I woke up about 11:30, wondering if we were still going to, and I wasn't going to go up to work untill I heard from my manager that he had arrived, but I caved in to my own precautions and left for work about 12:15. Sure enough, he arrived about five minutes after I did. Sadako-chan: Horray for instinct. Of course, I got left at home so I wouldn't cause any trouble. Zappa: Yes you did. But after lunch and talking, we came over to my house anyway. We messed around with Fishcake 4 untill I had to leave for my scheduled shift. Speaking of work, I was schduled to work untill 11 tonight, and go back in at 7, this is really bad for me, cuz I need more sleep than that. Fortunately, I got my co-worker to trade shifts with me, so I'm home now, at 8:40. But since my "mom" is whoring the phone line with pointless calls, when I have important messages to check, I have to watch a DVD on this new crap we're starting at Subway. You get no details, for I am lazy and hating having to watch this anyway. Sadako eats your ramen! This DVD's plenty boring. Just tell me how to do the dammed crap, not the extra BS dialouge or cutscenes of customer/employee. Wuffers, her friend, and I got to talking about which VAs should be casted for Advent Children. I don't know much, but... aparently I had some good ideas. *sigh* to think my list was shrinking, when it only got larger. Finish RahXephon Make Rave costume - pants/jacket/mask Buy buckles for Millia costume Make a color sample for RNC badges Scan drawing done for Wuffers Mail Wuffers's presents Do I need to mail Mint's present? ~Zappa

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Thursday, December 15, 2005

Grow Up

Song= It's Goin' Down - The X-ecutioners Zappa: Allright people. I got a couple of unnerving comments yesterday. Since my happiness with another seems to be an inconvience on people, I'll be sure to leave a desclaimer next time I go off on a happiness rant. Maybe I'm interpreting those comments wrong, but, they shouldn't have been written to leave room for that. It's my place to speak my mind. Nobody forces you to read or comment. If you have a problem with me being happy... then please leave. Sadako-chan: That's really hurtful you know... to be bothered by someone's happiness in another !!! DISCLAIMER !!! Zappa: I got a cryptic message from Wuffers when I got home. I got a little concerned with it, figuring it was to be the worst of things. That's just how my luck goes. But, luckily, Connery allowed me to talk with her about it, and she helped me realize something that made my emotional situation better. I waited patiently today to talk with Wuffers, to see what might have been the issue. Heh, I paniced over nothing. And we had quite a plesant conversation afterward. Sadly, the conversation ended without closure. I've also finished her Christmas presents. Happy chat over Sadako eats your ramen! For once, I got to comfortably sleep in on a Wednesday morning. I didn't have to get up at 6am. But sleeping in so late, kinda blew my chance to pay my bills. I've got tomorrow before I'm screwed. I got friggin invaded by ants. I reached down to move the power cord for my computer, and my hands and feet were nicely covered. [sarcasm]How plesant...[/sarcasm] What's left of my busy list... I fixed the video, I think. Rah isn't done being viewed. Bills. Oh, and what costume work I can do v'v That's it from me then. No one forces you to comment, but if you leave one, don't say anything mean or hurtfull. Kim sucessfuly named another Sadako reference. Perhaps Sadako did not word it well. She thinks in japanese. How well do you know anime? Name the three transformations of Getter Robo. ~Zappa

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For those interested in my happiness and boredom... click here. The 2 posts below this are irriversable due to HTML that won't fucking fix. You for get one pair of quotes and it fucks the whole post.

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For those interested in my happiness and boredom... Comments (1) | Permalink Grow up Song= It's Goin' Down - The X-ecutioners Zappa: Allright people. I got a couple of unnerving comments yesterday. Since my happiness with another seems to be an inconvience on people, I'll be sure to leave a desclaimer next time I go off on a happiness rant. Maybe I'm interpreting those comments wrong, but, they shouldn't have been written to leave room for that. It's my place to speak my mind. Nobody forces you to read or comment. If you have a problem with me being happy... then please leave. Sadako-chan: That's really hurtful you know... to be bothered by someone's happiness in another !!! DISCLAIMER !!! Zappa: I got a cryptic message from Wuffers when I got home. I got a little concerned with it, figuring it was to be the worst of things. That's just how my luck goes. But, luckily, Connery allowed me to talk with her about it, and she helped me realize something that made my emotional situation better. I waited patiently today to talk with Wuffers, to see what might have been the issue. Heh, I paniced over nothing. And we had quite a plesant conversation afterward. Sadly, the conversation ended without closure. I've also finished her Christmas presents. Happy chat over Sadako eats your ramen! For once, I got to comfortably sleep in on a Wednesday morning. I didn't have to get up at 6am. But sleeping in so late, kinda blew my chance to pay my bills. I've got tomorrow before I'm screwed. I got friggin invaded by ants. I reached down to move the power cord for my computer, and my hands and feet were nicely covered. [sarcasm]How plesant...[/sarcasm] What's left of my busy list... I fixed the video, I think. Rah isn't done being viewed. Bills. Oh, and what costume work I can do v'v That's it from me then. No one forces you to comment, but if you leave one, don't say anything mean or hurtfull. Kim sucessfuly named another Sadako reference. Perhaps Sadako did not word it well. She thinks in japanese. How well do you know anime? Name the three transformations of Getter Robo. ~Zappa Comments (2) | Permalink Wednesday, December 14, 2005 Zero Song= Battle Theme (Piano Version) - Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children Soundtrack Sadako-chan: Gomen nasai. Zappa-kun has busied himself with various projects. He said I could post for tonight. He's been kinda pre-occupied thinking about this girl... uhm... Zappa-nii, what's her name? Zappa: Anna. Sadako-chan: Arigatou. He's been thinking a lot about her. I don't see what's so special about her. What's she got, that I don't? She can't be that great... Zappa: She's alive. And she is. She's very sweet, and caring, and quite pretty. Sadako-chan: Oh... well, FINE THEN! But if she hurts you, I'll kill her. Zappa: You will not. *glares* Sadako-chan: Gomen nasai! Gomen nasai! I'm eating your ramen!!! ||.^ I'll leave you alone now Zappa-kun. He realized he's got a lot he can be doing. It all puts his new game on hold, but he's got forever for that. Let's see... he wanted to get working on Anna's Christmas presents. Hmm? Oh, he want's to apologize for playing favorites after all, but his okaa-chan and 2 onee-chans should understand. Okay okay, there's that. And he needs to rearrange the ranks on the Rave Ninja site. And he wants to get started on what he can for his raving outfit. With the way it looks, it won't resemble Neji all that much, which is moving away from Naruto... like that Phlinx guy suggested. There's that little bit of that mecha anime to finish up. Plotting for his roleplaying this Sunday would be well advised. Fixing the video on MyO. We figured out why it's not working. And paying bills tomorrow. He want's to try to get up early for that. He's not working tomorrow, so, for the most part, he'll be online most of the day. He's really taken a liking to that Anna. He's putting so much effort into this picture... Okies now. Anna and Kim are winners for yesterday. They get... uhm... a hug from me ||.^ He knew Anna would get it for sure ||.^ How well do you know anime? There have been a lot of cases where animators make reference to me Name one reference made to me outside the movies Guilty Gear doesn't count, cuz it's too obvious ~Sada-chan Comments (6) | Permalink Tuesday, December 13, 2005 Rapture Song= Hemisphere - Maaya Sakamoto Zappa: Has anyone ever cried because of an anime before? I can't recall that I actually have, but I've gotten close. When either a mass of characters come together for one goal, or when someone dies protecting someone... chokes me up you know. As it stands, I have 3 episodes and the movie. I wonder if this will be the anime to make me cry. I don't cry easily mind you. It takes a lot. Sadako-chan: Today is good!!! Zappa: I get a call from home, at work, that I got a package. It's my ribbon cable for my PS2. Not what I'm hoping for, but it's necessary. Right as I'm getting off work, I get called to work another store. Meh, whatever. Sadako-chan: Bullshit, but more money. Zappa: I got home, just as the mail was coming down the street. I waited... waited... waited. Met teh mailman at the driveway. He flipped through letters and junkmail. No package in hand. Then he reaches over for a package. FINALLY!!! I GOT MY FUCKING NARUTO 4. FUCK YES!!! But I'm going to finish off Naruto 3. It also came with a Pakkun baggie. I dunno what I'd use it for, so maybe someone special will get it. Sadako eats your bandwidth! Well, if you're interested enough, check my ... well... go view "Tifa's" MyO. If you know either of us well enough, and talk to me on a regular basis... high ranking happiness may be to come. Kim, being the only one to participate, is right. How well do you know anime? How many -GUNDAMS- [this excludes mobile suits] does Hiiro Yuy pilot in the Gundam Wing Series? (this includes Endless waltz) Please list. ~Zappa Comments (10) | Permalink Pages (32): [ First ][ Previous ] 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 [ Next ] [ Last ]

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