Thursday, November 3, 2005

   *blink* fucking *blink*

T=12:06a Song=Boss Battle [FF7AC version] Status= OS* Bar=100% Yup, life is pretty boring as usual. I was somewhat in the mood to tell everyone what I've been doing since Onicon. Nothing much really; sleep, food, work, games... Other than last night, going to my friend's house and scanning some of my drawings, nothing of importance had happened. But things get interesting! Last Thrusday at work, I was dwelling on all that has made me sad or upset... < exageration> all three-hundred-and-fourty-six point twenty-two of them... < /exageration> One of which was the situation with Alex. For a few minutes, I was in instand kill mode, and considered just driving over to her house and confronting her mom... and at least apologizing to Alex. I decided to use my alternate email to apologize, instead. I figure she's as mischivous as I can be, and send my letter of apology to both her email, from my alternate. I wasn't particularly expecting a reply, but checked occasionally just in case. So moving on to today, I got bored and found an oppurtunity to check my messages and such... starting with MyO, then LJ, Ushicon boards, hotmail, then my ISP, my alternate email. Usually I get nothing but junk, so I was just gonna trash it all... She replied. Recieved at 11:00pm Nov 1, 2005. it's ok hun ;.; and i do miss you and i will keep missing you for a long time....well i got to it's 11:08pm and i need to get to bed night night. I'd felt guilty for ruining her life for so long. I worried that she hated me. Fogiveness and longing. I don't even have words to comprehend what this means. I won't bore you anymore. But, do expect to see my drawings uploaded soon. Sadly, the Millia Rage wp I has submitted under NejiSlave128 won't be approved by the system under this account. Meh, my Zappa wp owns. Rate it yo! * OS means Oh Shit!

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