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Thursday, August 9, 2007


secret base~kimi ga kureta mono~
three things have become so painfully obvious to me in the last day. i feel like i've been thinking non stop and my head hurts really bad but yeah.

one thing is how fragile and precious youth and love and friendship and life is.
i've been friends with nicky and cassie for about four years now and if i ever got word that something awful happened to them. i can't even imagine how i'd react.
i mean even thinking about it makes me want to throw up. you guys really are my best friends.

it just seems so unfair about what happened and i'm trying not to think about what happened because of how awful it makes me feel so i can only...it's bad.

another thing i've realized is how important friendship is to me.
i've never been able to make friends easily and i never seem to keep them for very long so when i make them even if i don't admit i care for them alot.
i've known sera for awhile and she's fast becoming one of the people i love to talk to and my friendship with her and my other friends too is very important to me.

the last thing is that even though i can talk to ALL my friends on here everyday we're all so far.
i mean i feel close over the internet and stuff but we're all really so distant in a way. it's a weird feeling.

i had some other stuff to say to but my mind is going crazy, i've never thought this much about anything or been this emotional about anything even though i'm still trying to not show it.
i kind of need to gather my thoughts before i post -_- so it doesn't seem so random

zone-secret base~kimi ga kureta mono~

Online Videos by Veoh.com

i don't know why but this song always manages to capture whatever emotion i'm feeling at the moment.
i really love the lyrics to this song.

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