Sunday, May 22, 2005

sry folks i need another post
k i changed my mind...again...my name is zelda...again...just because. and...i forgot to tell bout the dance!
so last fri there was this 8th grade dinner dance at our school, and originally i wasnt gonna go cuz to me it was like, yeah, a dance, so what? im jewish, im not supposed to go to stuff like that on friday nites. but then i was talking to one of my friends (who will remain anonymous unless she identifies herself) and she said that to her it was a big deal even tho to me it wasnt...so i talked to my mom and she said im past bat mitzvah so it was my choice and i decided to go. im so glad i did it was so much fun! i borrowed one of my mom's only dresses that dont make me look like a rabbi or a nursing mom (both of which she is and her clothes show it) and one of her clips with the dangly beads, and i got these really cool sandals and everyone there looked so awesome too! it was soooo much fun...i got to c rini in a DRESS...and without even sneakers which shed bn threatening to wear...o and i met this other girl who doesnt go to our school but she knows everyone (except me) neway, u no how? i was hugging everyone when i got there and then suddenly i was hugging this unfamiliar face so i was like o, that must b her! we had fun. we played stomp on each others feet while dancing. it was great. but none of the teachers would dance! idiotic spoilsports.
also...freaky went to the dance with a GUY. i actually almost got into a fight at the dance, cuz he was supposed to pick her up, so my stepdad dropped me off by myself, and then when i got there everyone asked wheres freaky and i said shes coming with andreas and then someone said andreas is over there, so of course i thought he stood her up and was ready to go over there and kick his ass for doing that to my sister, only when i got there he was sorta laughing and sayng how he couldnt find our name on the apt buzzer, which sorta makes sense cuz if you pretend our name was smith, it was name/name/smith. but neway she sat next to him during dinner but they wouldnt dance which sucked cuz shes going to a dif school next yr and this was prob their only chance...
hmm what else. nothing much. o yeah - spanish olives for u too serenity!
~zelda
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sry its been so long...
ive been on gaia beating up random people who say that im a selfish bitch for being a vegetarian, gays are evil and will one day burn in hell, the nazis were right and the job they started should be finished, etc. it really makes me mad. neone who curious about what i mean by beating up, go to http://www.gaiaonline.com/ and get to the forum, then run a search on posts by aurora_413 (thats me). esp the vegetarian thing gets me. ive been having a very long discussion over it.
so neway...im changing my name. not my screenname just my "real name." now its alaiya, which in an african dialect means "one for whom food is not enough." i couldn't think of a better name to describe me.
o and that reminds me - i still have to put together a banner for the rainforest appreciation/protection club. as soon as thats done ill let u no, pm me and ill send u the link.
hm so what else not much. o yeah i literally got no sleep last night like i just couldnt fall asleep AT ALL so now im totally trashed...
and...thats it. l8r.
~alaiya
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Monday, May 16, 2005

i really gtg but...
this is just to keep peeps from yelling at me for not updating *coughserenitycough* no she actually hasnt yet but i NO she will so dont bother denying it!
o wait...she cant check, her internet is down...oops...i feel stupid now.
so neway...not much to say been sneezing my brains out and coughing my lungs up and itching my eyes out so basically yeah im a dessicated corpse (who happens to be very tired) GAH MY ALLERGIES R KILLING ME!!!
today i didnt have my math hw but we took a quiz and on the back i put proof that im smarter than he is which made me feel better lol. so um yeah...what else...o yes rini and i did this incredibly boring lab in sci today i think i mightve fallen asleep no that waas last time, i fell asleep with my eyes open she had to wake me up only i kinda spasd i think i scared her sry rini *hugs*
this is an ordinary town and the prophet stands apart
sry i have to sing along no one read the rest unless ur into poetry or whatever songs w/out tunes
this is an ordinary town and the prophet stands alone, this is an ordinary town and we crucify our own. every highway leads u back again to the ordinary houses u were brought up in
k il stop now pm me for all the lyrics its a kinda weird song
~zelda
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Thursday, May 12, 2005

starting new club
theres prob already a club for this but im too busy to look for it. i wanna start a save the rainforest club (for hippies like me who actually care about the beauty of our planet) but i dont no what to do for the banner...so...if neone has ideas pm me or comment k? and if u wanna join pm me and ill send u the banner as soon as i get it made.
so...today i got to miss last 2 classes for allergy doc appt. *punches air* yes! the bad part is, the reason for missing it is of course my allergies r really bing evil! CURSE U EFFING ALLERGIES! IF I BELIEVED IN HELL ID CONDEMN U TO IT!
so...on a glummer note...i have a really big essay to rite on global warming for earth sci...which wouldnt b so hard (as suggested by my club i have lots to say) but i have to say it all in a way that will keep the teacher from teasing me about how angry i get. his nickname for me is angry zelda (only he uses my real name which im not telling u) and i really dont wanna prove him rite, even tho he is i get pissed really easily but its all over important things like the takeover of materialism and gay rites and sexism and someone calling me a kike (dont worry i kicked his ass) so neway gotta go do that *groan* hmm im gonna go have a peice of fudge first to help me feel better (ill get some for all of u too!) *leaves, gets fudge & eats some, comes back, hands out to everyone* o yes and everyone who hasnt updated in the past 3 days this applies to all of u...*poke* UPDATE!
~zelda
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

sry sry sry
i no i promised rini id update yesterday...but i forgot...ok, u can poke me i deserve it *accepts poke gracefully* but im posting now! thats gotta count for something! um...what exactly did i promise to post about? i cant quite remember...o yes...my hands...rite...
so im ss class yesterday me and rini and serenity were all doing tb work only it was boring so then serenity drew a big dot on rinis hand and rini was like what the hell is that so then serenity wrote, on her hand, what the hell is that and then she started decorating with all these neat henna-ish designs but when she starts doing rinis nails orange i say hey then u have to do the other hand with pink nails so i grab her other hand and start drawing on that...and b4 u no it we all have drawings covering our hands. rini did mine one is all orange and pinks flames the other has this huge yellow and pink eye on it really cool...and we even did georges hands he looked sexy lol. it was funny. then freakys crush came over to tell us how weird we all r. his bf was trying to prove how good a boyfriend hed b to serenity by giving her a hand massage me and rini had to fight him off cuz serenity was too tired. of course l8r we had a ton of ss hw to do...but w/e.
~zelda
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Sunday, May 8, 2005

bleh...
my...allergies...R REALLY REALLY BUGGING ME! grrr... stupid $@&$ #@% allergies...*muttering about allergies* ah well aside form the fact i cant breath today is going ok. hardly neone posted but i visited peeps who did. also happy mothers day to all u moms out there and to all the kids wish ur mom a happy mothers day, she puts up w/u its the least u can do to show u appreciate it! lol. i made my mom fudge that i actually managed not o botch even tho we didnt have the rite sized pan and not enuf cocoa powder. its good neway. and its only 2 g fat per serving which is good b/c she can only eat 4 g on a good day, so its something that doesnt taste low fat but she can eat it w/o puking. its actually really hard cooking in our family cuz my mom, me, my sis (freaky) and my bro r all vegetarians, my dad and my stepsister rnt, so they like to have meat but our laws of kashrut (jewish stuff) mean that we cant eat ne dairy producs at the same meal as where theyre eating meat so we have to do a soy thing which often has too much fat for my mom to digest. add onto that my allergies to fresh tree fruit (unless its citrus or tropical) and ne kind of tree nut (peanuts dont count theyre legumes) and we end up having pasta more often than not. good thing my mom isnt a health freak who put us all on the atkins diet cuz then wed starve. id start going over to friends houses just to get real food. fortunately, richard is the only one who isnt underweight *sigh* and judging by his daily breakfast of ring dings and coke, he doesnt care. the rest of us r too damn skinny (im 14 and i havent broken 100 lb yet *sigh*) and everyone says its cuz we don eat meat bu thats a load of bullshit its all genetic and besides *gets prissy voice* my doctor told me im just fine the way i am so there! *prissy voice ends* lol.
*hugs and a batch of fudge separate from the one for my mom*
~zelda
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Thursday, May 5, 2005

problem...
theres an 8th grade dinner dance at our school may 20, adn i wasnt going to go bc its a friday nite and usually we wouldnt go to parties then only i was talking w/arsh and she said it really mattered to her that i go which was sweet *hugs arsh* i hadnt realized how much it mattered i guess. so then i decided to go and just avoid "questionable activities" but the prob is thats supposed to b my dads weekend w/us, meaning ill b in the city. my mom said it was my choice cuz im past the age when jewish girls become responsible for themselves but i wasnt sure my dad was gonna feel the same way. so then when he calls and were talking i get the nerve to ask well could we switch weekends b/c theres this dance i want to go to on fri nite...and he was cool w/it too (tho we had a long talk about it cuz my dad is one of those guys that thinks its really healthy to talk about emotions) so he agreed to switch the weekends. but then i found out that i had got the weekends backward and it wouldnt work cuz freaky has placement tests at her high school the weekend that i suggested we switch our visit to. GAHHHH!!!! it was like i got myself out of one headache and jumped right into another. out of the pan and into the fire or however the saying goes. i dont no if i can make this work i really wanna go but i dont no if i can. i dont no if freakys going either shes bn thinking bout going w/her crush (whos best friend says hes considering asking her) i dont no if shell come tho. im worried that after finally making up my mind im going to b denied my decision...
~zelda
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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

ive had this stuck in my head all day....
lonesome stranger wont u share my bed
the sidewalk siren at the bus stop said
love is a tear in a salty bay
and its hard to make it in this world today

love is a river but the river run dry
the clouds glow bitter in a bonyard sky
flash dries up and it burns away
u cant remember where ur heart once lay
and its hard to make it in this world today

danny don, hes a velvet hand
hes my silent partner, hes the inside man
holds me shakin thru the shotgun call
he keeps me walkin on this road at all

keeps me runnin when he calls my name
he shines the light but he kills the flame
stones me simple when i try to speak
bruise my face, but he kiss my cheek
and its hard to make it when u get this weak

one of these mornings gonna spread my wings
like a redbreast robin at the gates of spring
rise up singin on a cyclone wind
til the walls of this city come tumbling in

walls of this city come tumblin, rumblin,
round my head like an old man stumblin
i dont care if the mountains fall
theres a little blue walk in the middle of this all
and its hard to make it when u feel so small

bus pulled up and i climbed inside
i sat in the window and i waved goodbye
she stood staring at the blue machine
singin nobody knows the trouble i seen

nobody cares and nobody knows
only weeds remember where ur headstone grows
dust to ashes and wings to clay
and i check my wallet as we pulled away
cuz its hard to make it in this world today
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Monday, May 2, 2005

whee! chametz!
passover is OVER and now we can eat chametz! - ie bread, pasta, etc so thats good for the past week + i have bn living off matzah which is ok w/cream cheese but tastes like cardboards by itself
on a more upsetting note, i want to claw my eyes out. MY FREAKIN ALLERGIES R GETTING IN MY NERVES! every 5 min i have to sneeze and i have the constant urge to rub my eyes cuz theyre SO ITCHY!!!!! GAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
on a more suspicious note, $10 have gone missing from my desk. the bill was in a place where the wind couldnt have blown it over, and it shouldnt have bn knocked down b/c no one should have bn even touching anything on my desk. b4 entering our room i always make sure thats clear. seriously. i tell them "dont touch my desk ull cause an avalanch." this bill had bn sitting there for over a week and i was waiting to spend it on chametz today but then it was gone. the only logical way it could b gone (i searched EVERYWHERE for it - under my desk in the compartments EVERYWHERE) is if someone took it. i no freak wouldnt have b/c half of it was hers bsides she just wouldnt. the only other person who came into our room was my stepsister zoe so really she had to have taken it. but what a horrible thing to even consider about ur own stepsister! i mean shes a pain in my a55 but still i dont think shes a theif and i dont want to even have considered the possibility! but where else could it have gone? this really sux...
so i want advice: to remodel or not remodel? my bg failed neway...so mayb ill redo the whole site...but thatll take a while...
*hugs and good chametz*
~zelda
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Thursday, April 28, 2005

who remembers the armenian genocide?...
no one. no one remembers and no one cares that hitler was not the first to attempt genocide. he said it himself, before sending his soldiers into poland: "after all, who remembers the armenians today?" on april 24, 1915, all of the armenian politicians, leaders, great thinkers etc were murdered - not executed, because executed implies that they were enemies of the state, either for crimes or because of a dictatorial government. neither was the case. it was a murder, the first steps by turks to extinguish the whole of the armenian race, the first attempted genocide in recorded history, and yet forgotten by so many. to this day the turkish government still denies it and works to supress literature and media focusing on the tragedy. next year, remember the genocide, and stand with the armenians in their time of grief.
~zelda
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