Thursday, November 17, 2005

Dreams are broken
My grades this cemester aren't the best, but at least I have a fresh start. The only disappointment was a B+ in math. I like getting A's, but I can't cut it. I wish it was easier. The only problem was that I didn't try. Thanksgiving is close. I love it. I get off from school and eat a lot. That's all? Oh well. That's it.
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Monday, November 14, 2005

   Heartbreak
My relationship with Brandy was slowly dying. I don't know what was going on, but she wrote me a nice letter. I've gotten too many excuses before this one to even evaluate what she said. Of course we can still be friends, but it will never be the same. I'm not sure what I'll do now. Most likely live in sorrow for a day or two and finally realize its over, regroup myself, and then hopefully still be able to tolerate her. At least I still have friends. Marching band is over and doesn't own my soul anymore. I'm glad, but at what price. To ruin my happiness something bad had to happen. I had a feeling that I was too happy for my own good. Who cares if its my fault or not? The only thing I know is that I'm tired, heartbroken, and disgusted with how evil the world is. Note to self: Don't Trust Anyone- the only thing that it leads to is unhappiness
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Saturday, November 12, 2005

   Tomorrow we go to championships. What fun! I have to be at the school at 3:45 in the morning. Today is alright and good times are ahead, but people always tell me to live in the present. The present can be very depressing. Tonight I am going to my friend's house for dinner and we are going to have pizza. I don't think I've eaten anything but pizza for the past week. Even right now I'm eating pizza as I type this. I just hope everything works out between Brandy and I. It seems like she doesn't like me. I am so confused as to what is going on right now. Maybe I can clear things up tonight, but I'll probably screw things up like usual. I just wish I knew what to do.
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Thursday, November 10, 2005

   Four days of freedom
Finally I have some time off. There isn't much to do, but I consider that a good thing seeing that I always have too much to do. At least I'll finally be able to do something fun!
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Tuesday, November 8, 2005

   What good is life if we die in the end?
Oh boy. We get to go to Scranton. What fun! cough*sarcasm*cough Other than that I'm now not as screwed. A four-day weekend is on the horizon and my first cemester of school is over. A clean slate. Hopefully I can do better this time in school without the marching band taking over my soul. Maybe life is worth living after all! But what good is life if you die in the end.
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   What good is life if we die in the end?
Oh boy. We get to go to Scranton. What fun! cough*sarcasm*cough Other than that I'm now not as screwed. A four-day weekend is on the horizon and my first cemester of school is over. A clean slate. Hopefully I can do better this time in school without the marching band taking over my soul. Maybe life is worth living after all! But what good is life if you die in the end.
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   What good is life if we die in the end?
Oh boy. We get to go to Scranton. What fun! cough*sarcasm*cough Other than that I'm now not as screwed. A four-day weekend is on the horizon and my first cemester of school is over. A clean slate. Hopefully I can do better this time in school without the marching band taking over my soul. Maybe life is worth living after all! But what good is life if you die in the end.
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   What good is life if we die in the end?
Oh boy. We get to go to Scranton. What fun! cough*sarcasm*cough Other than that I'm now not as screwed. A four-day weekend is on the horizon and my first cemester of school is over. A clean slate. Hopefully I can do better this time in school without the marching band taking over my soul. Maybe life is worth living after all! But what good is life if you die in the end.
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   What good is life if we die in the end?
Oh boy. We get to go to Scranton. What fun! cough*sarcasm*cough Other than that I'm now not as screwed. A four-day weekend is on the horizon and my first cemester of school is over. A clean slate. Hopefully I can do better this time in school without the marching band taking over my soul. Maybe life is worth living after all! But what good is life if you die in the end.
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   What good is life if we die in the end?
Oh boy. We get to go to Scranton. What fun! cough*sarcasm*cough Other than that I'm now not as screwed. A four-day weekend is on the horizon and my first cemester of school is over. A clean slate. Hopefully I can do better this time in school without the marching band taking over my soul. Maybe life is worth living after all! But what good is life if you die in the end.
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