Monday, January 17, 2005

MOM: What's that on your neck? ME: Um, I've been really itchy... MOM: That is not an itch... stop lying! ME: I'm not! MOM: God, they learn so fast... ~HA! Was "I have an itch!" really the best excuse I could come up with? Crazyness...lol. I dunno if my mom is mad or what. Anywayz, Anthony and I are doing better. MUCH. I think I've finally fallen in love with the impossible. Lemme explain. Ahem: I am a kitty. Anthony is a puppy. People say those don't mix. But WE do, so there. :p Get it? OK... that was really lame. Well the pic is of Ayumi Hamasaki (eek! don't kill me if I spelled that wrong.) I'm really liking her music, if only I could understand it tho...lol. Retard me. Well, I hope you like the new theme! You better! Hehe... only jokin. Thanx for reading. -Princess Zelda

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Friday, January 14, 2005

here's a long story for ya... don't feel like summarizing, it takes out the emotion. As you may know (or not know) last saturday i had my "big" birthday party. The boy that i like, Anthony did something really sweet for me that day. He gathered up the courage to finally ask my dad if he could ask me out. My dad agreed. He asked me out. We were happy. It felt like that "happy" princess moment that you get with love emotions. And now here i am, ready to bust out my tears because he suddenly started hurting my emotions. And he says it's never his fault, but how can it never be his fault after 10 times? He spoke coldly to me today... people are telling me to break up with him... but this relationship has barely started! It takes a really good person for me to like them, I'm picky when it comes to falling in love. I don't deserve this... at least, I don't think I do. And yet, here he is as the guy that I really really care for. What should I do? Be truthful... thanx for readin'...really. Hah, didn't think you'd see zeldadeath pissed off? Well, here you go. Well, maybe not mad... I guess I feel like Mimiru: hot-tempered.

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Thursday, January 13, 2005

Back with a BANG! New energy new inspiration. FF X-2 is your next theme people. Ah, but this time I'm gonna go crazy with it. You'll see. Thank you all for being so patient! By the way, my party was GREAT! It was a wonderful ambiance. Thanx for readin'. -Princess Zelda

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Saturday, January 8, 2005

Big party's today. It's about one a.m. and I can't fall asleep because I'm so nervous about the party. I really want my friends to have fun, unlike last year where we got so bored that we made our own play of Batman, in which I was a helpless victim. And I'm not in the happiest of moods. I feel like I've gotten where I am in MYOTAKU just by luck. I mean, I see so many people with great sites and you can tell that they worked hard for their ranking. Here I am at the rank of #389, 2000 somethin visits, about 300 guestbook entries, but I feel like I've done nothing. I haven't started any cool club or started a revolution, and most definitely didn't inspire anything. Ugh, I'm sorry I'm complaining to you guys. You don't deserve it... I think what'll I do is put my site down for a while until I come up with something worth seeing for you guys. I wanna make you guys happy. ^_^

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Friday, January 7, 2005

Thank you all for being so supportive of my birthday. It feels odd being sixteen. Well, I missed you all during my absence, which was due to *ahem* school. Ick. Tomorrow's the big party. My first big party actually. It'll be an amazing environment. There'll be blacklights to give it an arcade-dance mood. DDR will be going on, movies, food, and about 25 people, most of which are anime lovers, DDR dancers, and videogame experts. If you're wondering about the picture, it's Utada Hikaru. She sings that awesome song for Kingdom Hearts named "Simple and Clean." I got her CD for my birthday... it's funky. LOL. Anywayz, my mom says I look like her, minus the hair of course (but I LOVE her hair, it's so anime-ish). Then again many people think I'm Asian... so maybe I do look like her. Oh well, that's the closest you'll get to seeing me cuz I can't really put pics up. I don't gots the "technology." Sowwy. Laterz. Thanx for reading. -Princess Zelda

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Monday, January 3, 2005

MY BIRTHDAY IS HERE! It's about one in the morning, so my day hasn't truly started yet. I still have to go to sleep, then wake up, go to school, and then celebrate my birthday. Well, the actual party’s on Saturday. And don‘t worry, I’m still working on a way to transport you all to my party. Like Color Me Evil said, “Party at zeldadeath’s house!” Now here are your anime pictures of the day, enjoy and lemme know if any of them would make a good future theme! Thanx for reading. -Princess Zelda

Inuyasha

Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex

Witch Hunter Robin

Trigun

Hellsing

.hack//SIGN

Cowboy Bebop

Samurai Deeper KYO

Full Metal Alchemist

Naruto

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Sunday, January 2, 2005

Oh my gosh... oh my gosh. Ok, zeldadeath, breathe. Ah! I cannot wait. TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! Wow, right now would be a good time to get me some magic powers and magically transport you all to my party. Hehe, don't be surprised if suddenly you find yourself at my house. LOL. Thanx for reading.

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Saturday, January 1, 2005

Happy new year! 2005 is so here! What a year 2004 was, eh? But hey, I think the world can still handle a bit more drama. What can I say? I'm just excited, and thank you all for your support on the previous post. Here's your new theme! Witch Hunter Robin, just like I promised. Well, come on then, do tell me how your midnight of new year's was! I wanna hear every detail. Well, except for the part where you guys had to use the restroom or somethin. LOL. Thanx for reading. -Princess Zelda

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Friday, December 31, 2004

Suicide...Today I'm being serious... there's a serious issue in my hands. Throughout the short time that I've had my advice "service", I don't think that I've ever heard so many people of our age speak about suicide to me. I always knew that us "teeangers" would think about suicide at least once in our lives, but this felt like somebody slapped me in the face. It showed me that I never really knew how bad the situation was... For privacy reasons, I will not meantion the names of the people who are under these "thoughts", but I want them to know, and I even want the people who don't have this problem, to know that nothing should ever bring you down enough for you to feel that you need to die. There are people in many places that can help you... just treasure what you have, before it's too late to even regret it.

MY STORY: The following story really happened to me and I never thought that I would share it. Seeing as how things are right now, I don't mind telling you guys something this personal. I trust that you can handle it maturely and won't ever hold it against me. Ok... well, about a year ago, my parents and I were getting into large fights that soon became very violent. I don't know why, but soon I began the practice of self-inflicting wounds. My friends found out and told counselors and such. I was ready to be sent to a mental hospital. Here I was, hurting myself, thinking that life was not worth it and I had people telling me that I was crazy... After every fight, there would be new cuts in my skin. And it's odd... because the cutting DOES hurt, but at the time you don't care. You're just focused on seeing blood. It was not the easiest thing to go through. And now that I've finally gotten through all the counseling, I actually appreciate that I'm alive. There's a story to everyone... don't let it end without a proper ending. We are born into this world. We go through so much, and we think that we can just undo all of that? No, there's no way. So here I am. Alive and hoping that the voice in your head will tell you that life is too precious to just throw away. Listen to that. Please. Thanx for reading. Thank you very much. -Princess Zelda

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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

IF YOU WANNA HEAR ME COMPLAIN, READ THIS: Ok, well here we go... Anthony is six hours away from me at his mom's house. Therefore I cannot see him nor talk to him until sunday, which stinks because that's the day before we go back to school from break. I have a project and a two books to read for homework in less than five days. Also, we go back to school on January third, which just so happens to be my birthday. AND this friend got me this very nice x-mas and birthday present and I still haven't gotten him anything... which goes to show you how dumb I can be sometimes. Ah! READ THIS IF YOU WANNA HEAR ZELDADEATH NOT COMPLAIN: Ok, well... my birthday is coming. Yay! People are telling me that they're gonna get me lots of anime stuff. ^_^ And today I went over to my friend Larissa's house and we were playing DDR, when all of a sudden this crazy lady who was there (maybe she was a neighbor or somethin) said to me "Hey you! I came from far away to see people play heavy mode on DDR, so do it!" I was the only one who could bust out heavy mode with speed times two and blah blah blah. So I did it for her and all my friends nominated me a GREAT DDR player. Yes! My hard hours of practice have finally paid off. Hehe. Thanx for reading. -Princess Zelda

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