Tuesday, December 20, 2005

   So F*cking close!


Ah no update for a while huh?

Hiei#9: I was enjoying you being gone.

Of... course you were... -.-;
AH! Im in a pretty damn good mood right now! I nearly nailed an ollie!
Hiei#9: ...Bakaonna... -_-; I hope you break your neck on that thing.

*.* Chipper arent we?
So yep, Im pretty damned happy that Im so close to it. not much has really happened. Family fights are on the low side not sure why. Im not getting any gifts this year because of the lack of money. *shrug* I dont really care about it. But it did make me happy that they said they'll try and get me Tony hawk american wasteland around early January ^__^
Cant wait to play it!!! ^^
So tommarow we're going to see the ringer (free tickets!) and Im taking Rachel. Yep.
This will be interesting.
I get out of school in two days, but I have so much school work to do. I have to do a Romeo and Juliet thing. It really doesnt hold my interest (I love the idea of the story dont get me wrong. But GAW T^T) Well yes Im talking to Ashley about doing it for me because she loves Romeo and Juliet and in turn I shall do her World history homework (I am the only one (except Zack damn book worm) who is passing World history! YES I HAVE BEATEN THE SMART PEOPLE!)
Hiei#9: Yeah... Smart... Righhht.... I hope you know that doesnt make you smart, it makes your friends more idiotic.

*pushes in to electric fence*
Hiei#9: ~~~~@__@~~~~
Hm, well not much other than that.
My uncle and aunt will be having a part this saturday, Im kind of looking foward to it They always have a shit load of good food, Plus Im wearing my cape to it.
If you couldnt tell Im in an extremely good mood today but Im getting very tired.
So I shall bid thee good night.
Later

(P.S. That black cat is Sabrina on my skateboard)
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Saturday, November 19, 2005

   Dearly beloved are you listening?
Hey all- no picture. Just out of pure laziness today.
Other than the same old family fights, and random shit that sucked ass- Im doing good.
Hiei#9: ...Baka....
...
I went to anime night for the firt time in three months yesterday. It was humerous, I was happy to see megan. But this guy was there- I had to laugh, he ran everywhere through the store like Inuyasha runs through trees.
Well I had a good time, I dont know what the Anime we watched was called, it was one of those extremely stupid animes but you cant help but laugh.

DeviantART takes up a lot of my time, but I do stop by here everyonce in a while. Oh yeah and School. I hope to hang out with Zack tommarow as well. (havent seen him since halloween)
Arg- Im just in a aweful mood that hasent left for a long time.

Ah Fuck it.
Im kind of tired (heh 3 in the morning) and I really want to finish this drawing Im drawing for a friend, her characters are such a damned pain to draw!
Heh- Not much of an update I suppose... Sorry?
*shrug* Ah im out of here!
Poor Hiei he never seems to get any talking time anymore...

Hiei#9: I dont have to deal with you fools, Im perfectly fine...
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Tuesday, November 8, 2005

   quizzes
Bored.Quizzes.Depressed.Enjoy.


Join Me (In Death)


What Song By HIM Are You?
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Demolition Lovers


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(Yeah, Lack of post... whoo)
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Friday, November 4, 2005

   Take my fucking hand and never be afraid again!

Gaw O.O I love this picture!!! Guys of MCR

Hello Hello!
News on the halloween scene: It was awesome. I ended up going on over to Rachels and Zacks so we went trick-or-treating together with britt. It was nice- I got a lot of compliments about my cheap costume (hah hah! All they're costumes costed 30.00+ mine cost about 6 dollars) Well yes- It was awesome. lmao- Zack, Rachels mom and Rachel called me cute... O//O
I was in a damned skirt >.< But I liked the cotume none the less.
Hiei#9: -___- I saw things I never wanted to see... EVER...
Anyways- I have a LOT OF FUCKING candy, yeah not all of it is from Trick-or-treat. no one this year seemed to get a lot of kids.

Hiei#9: *evil smirk* heh *resumes to play... as best he can... innocent*

Well on to the bad news: Rick got fired from his job, and we had the internet and Phone shut off yesterday (why the fuck they didnt take the cable to is beyond me, BUT WHY MY INTERNET!?!?!) But they turned it back on when we made payment arrangments.
So yeah- We're money-less... BUT Rick might have a job, so hes getting an interview.
Hiei#9: Your also a brainless twit but I wasnt going to touch that subject
-___-; Bitchy today arent you? Demon PMS?

Hiei#9: =_= You'll die for that wench

But stress in this house is even higher than usual and of course Fights erupt like bombs around here- Rick even got in a fight with Earl (you know the one that was going to take us trick-or-treating) He owes us 50 dollars, and we always give him a ride to work (not to mention he uses our phone more than we do) all the time. Plus he's the reason we got a ticket, He lies about where he is ><
Hiei#9: Stick to your self why bother helping a foolish human?

*cough*
Ehhh- I believe thats all. I have to get back to my school work. I snuck on because I was eating a sandwich.
So long and goodnight
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Monday, October 31, 2005

   Happy Frankie Day!

Frank ^.^

Or Happy halloween!
We must wish our favorite guitarist a happy birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANK!!!

Yup- Well I love Halloween of course, My costumes all together and awaiting to be worn My makeup is figured out and the fake blood awaiting to be spread. I doubt Im going with Rachel anymore because her mom got a costume and decided she would rather watch over her.
*shrug* Oh well I suppose. She doesnt seem to upset So- More candy for us I guess...?
Zack is coming with us. Yeah- And The neighbors grandkids are going so we'll most likely lag behind so we can talk. We havent seen each other in so long I miss him- I love being around him. He's Fucking awesome. Its funny because we were dating at one point.
Im in to the Darker side of things ya know, Vamps, Rock, Night time, Murder movies etc. And I come from a very poor family. (We still are hah hah?)
Well... His family isnt like mine just to put it simply. But we get along. (except his grandparents ^^; They called me a gold digger because well they have money... Fucking hell, Ive never even met them... Im not a Fucking gold digger)
I find it amusing. Yes- He's wearing the costume my mom bought for him in eigth grade when we went to the halloween dance together as a ghoulish couple.
LOL- We're both wondering if it will still fit.
Hah hah- Well Anyways...
Heather-Sama If you can get a picture of your guys' costumes, I would love to see them.
Oh yeah and I never explained what I was... No clue. Some uh Dead/Vampire/School girl/ Gothic lolita thing. Heh heh
Well My Sweets Im out of here- Be sure to wish Frankie A Happy Birthday! And have a great and spooky Halloween!
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

   Headfirst for Halos

Bob Bryar (Drummer MCR)

Lets give a big Fucking Whoop for Joy and Sorrow?
Lets start with the bad news shall we darlings? ~ HIM concert Seeming highly unlikely, Broke-ness remains, Behind in School work, Depresion ensues. I could go on but the icing is the best part of the cake. (heh)
I did see Rachel today, made me much more happy, We took a walk (much to her complaining because it was 'cold' and rainy. Feh~ I let her wear my black trench coat and I told her she could torture my character @.@ )
I dont feel well unfortunatly, But I'll live.
Yes~ My chances of going to the HIM concert are shrinking by the hour, we're broke. The concert is in 13 days and Ive no ticket TT___TT Im very dissapointed missing HIM AND My chemical romance. But I'll get over it I suppose. (feh)
Well Other than the obvious Im alright.
Sorry for the lack of updates!
Halloween is next week, I cant wait. Rachel said she'll go trick-or-treating with me. I was happy about that ^^ We're going with my neighbor my mom said something about protection (whether joking around or not I dont know) He said something about Candy.
Im fine just me and Rachel going quite honestly- But Eh~ Why not, his excuse to get off of work. XD;;;

See-ya
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Sunday, October 9, 2005

   We interupt this programing...


To bring you burst angel!

Sorry about the lack of MCR photo right now- BUT... *twitch* the place I was getting my pictures is down, so this awesome anime!
Seriously, Burst Angel is an awesome anime.

Hiei#9: and the girls have nothing to do with it...

Heh anyways.. I went to the haunted forest last night with Rick, Zack and Rachel @.@
We had SO much fun, I didnt tell Zack or Rachel the whole week, but on the way there I whispered it to Zack he was so excited to go. But we passed a sign that read Haunted ofrest Rachel started freaking out (shes had suspicions I was taking her to the haunted hoochie) well she kept kicking me and stepping on my foot/ankle
Hah hah, it was awesome- and she ended up liking it (shes was scared and has a high paranoia of murderers)
hah hah Me Zack and Rachel were all holding on to each other, so we didnt get lost- sometimes you couldnt even see the hand in front of your face- and we were actually in the forst... With people jumping out at us with Chainsaws XD
hee hee Rachel shook some of there hands it was so funny.

Hiei#9: Hn, to bad those chiansaws didnt have the blades...

Yes, Poor hiei- They spent the night to, We all slept in the living room.
on another note~ We got the backyard clean, Im the only one awake... And I feel as though Ive abandoned MyO, Which I dont feel bad for, but I feel bad for abandoning my friends, so Im going to try and stick around a bit more. (I spend a lot of time on DeviantART you guys)
I havent done this in a long time~ question of the day: What was the last thing you ate?
Hm... hm... I believe it was Chili :3 Yes, so my friends Im out of here- I'll get to your entries!

Hiei#9: Hn... Finally its over...

You know you never explained where you went... Im curious

Hiei#9: You'll die before I tell you...

-__-;
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Sunday, October 2, 2005

   Like the roses on the coffin

Mikey (Bass player of MCR)

Greetings one and all.
for the moment Hiei#9 will not be joining us for reasons unknown even to myself. But we should have him joining us soon enough.
Anyways... None of you left any comments! Even though four more people had viewed it. But-oh well, It was pretty boring anyways, I think the best part in it was the picture of Gerard!
Hm, todays been pretty interesting to say the least. Some good news is: Our neighbor abandoned his cat (No that isnt the good news) about three weeks ago. we found her a home today, even though she scratched me on my ribs and on my hand, but Im glad she found a home.
We also went shopping for some food and such. Tommarow I hope to buy Anime insider with five dollars I got, All day to day I was debating between a Skate Magazine or Anime insider. Hah hah, Considering I havent had anime insider for nearly two months Ive decided to get that (But It will have to wait till tommarow)
there is a SLIM chance I might have a job, I really need one. (Hello... My name is Rai and I have an addiction to anime and manga...) So wish me luck on it :)
I may be able to go to the HIM concert in November, the desicion on whether we'll have the money is on Monday, but Ive learned not to get my hopes up. (Not to sound depressed -or whatever word you want there- It's just life)
*ahem* Sorry got off track there- And hm, well we have food in the house again. Hah hah, and im not doing badly on school work (Even though I have a big assignment late... Shh.. Dont tell)
Today hasnt been bad, Ive been in a mood where I just enjoy everything im doing (Mostly because I was being lazy and doing the things I wanted to do, Read, surf the internet watch TV) Ive been very calm. I did get aggrivated- no thats not the right word... Impatient a few times today, and kind of a got pissy. But hell- It's just who I am! LOL!
Of course I always have that certain person in the back of my mind, Thinking abotu them inspires me to write poetry or songs.
Heh, but none of them are good enough to post on here.
Hm, I believe I will go, I'll try to make it around to everybodys site.
Ja ne

Hiei#9: *walks in* Hn. What a shame, Im late... Oh well- The Sweet snow is calling me.
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

   Burning in water and Drowning in Flame

Gerard! (Lead singer of MCR) so kawaii!!!! ^.^

Hey guys! I really dont have much to say... So a little thing about me :D
Hiei#9: Hn... this is going to be boring as hell.

...*isnt in the mood to deal with him* *pushes Hiei in to electric fence* ^__^ I feel better

[X] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[X] I've run away from home. (didnt make it very far)
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[] I listen to political music.
[x] I collect comic books. (manga count?)
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] open up to others easily.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world
[] I watch the news.
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[] I own an iPod or MP3 player
[X] I own something from Hot Topic (Granted, its REALLY old... Damn Hot topic is expensive O_o)
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[X] I am a sucker for hair/eyes. (eyes, they tell most about a person)
[] don't kill bugs.
[X] I curse regularly. (SHIT... no I dont curse quite making false accusations)
[] I paid for that cell phone ringtone. (What cell phone?)
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation. (lol, IM a computer dork XD)
[] I love Spam.
[] I bake well.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.(Im home schooled! I can do it in my underwear!)
[] I own something from Abercrombie. (Hell no XP )
[] I have a job. (not yet im looking)
[] I love Martha Stewart.
[] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (*twitch* no)
[X] I am self conscious. (Depends on what it is.. looks? no... Art? Yes)
[x] like to laugh.
[] I smoke a pack a day.
[] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower. (huh?)
[] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[] I eat fast food weekly.. (to poor XP)
[] I've been out of this country.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish. (shit you know my secret!)
[] I see a therapist. (I used to... but I quit going when I moved. to bad I was starting to like it)
[X] I love white chocolate.
[X] I bite my nails.
[X] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games/video games.
[X] I'm single.
[] I'm in a myspace relationship.
[x] Gotten lost in your city. (Dont ask... It was thanks to Ash that we found out way back)
[] Saw a shooting star.
[] Been to any other countries besides the united states.
[] I had a serious Surgery.
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[X] I have Kissed a Stranger (She was at a birthday party as a dare...)
[] Hugged a stranger.
[X] Been in a fist fight.
[] Been arrested.
[x] laughed and had milk/RICE come out of your nose. (Rice? noo pop... shit that burns!)
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (hee hee)
[] Made out in an elevator
[X]Swore at your parents
[X] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[x]Been close to love.
[]Been to a casino.
[] Been skydiving.
[x] Broken a bone.
[x] Skipped school.
[] Flashed someone.
[x] Saw a therapist
[] Done a split.
[x] Played spin the bottle.
[] Gotten stitches.
[] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone.
[] Been to Niagara Falls
[X] Gotten the chicken pox
[x] Kissed a member of the same sex. (Uh... this is kind of obvious lol)
[] Crashed into a friend's car
[] Been to Japan
[] Ridden in a taxi.
[X] Shoplifted. (once)
[] Been fired
[X] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex. (*sigh*)
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back (*sighs again*)
[] Stole something from your job.
[] Gone on a blind date.
[x] Lied to a friend
[x] Had a crush on a teacher/sub (ahhh, back in fourth grade. lol)
[] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans
[] Been to Europe.
[] Slept with a co-worker.
[] Been married.
[] Gotten divorced
[] Had children
[x] Saw someone dying.
[] Been to Africa
[] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[] Been to Canada
[] Been to Mexico.
[x] Been on a plane.
[] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[] Thrown up in a bar
[x] Eaten Sushi.
[] Been snowboarding.
[] Been Skiing
[x] Met someone in person from the internet.
[] Been moshing at a rock show. (My time will come damn it)
[] Been to a moto cross show
[] Lost a child(miscarrage and lost lil in a store)
[] Gone to college
[] Done hard drugs
[X] Taken painkillers (Remember that punch at halloween? I think they said my nose was fractured.)
[] Had someone cheat on you.
[x] Miss someone right now.
[] Don't like anyone in your town enough to call them a "friend".

Did ya guys enjoy it? lol, Im off I need to do school work. XP
Hiei#9: *still being shocked* BAKA ONNA!

*snicker and unplugs fence*

Hiei#9: x.X

(I would like to remind every one that, the electric fence does not harm him, it just gives a him a good shock)
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Monday, September 19, 2005

   The amount of pill im taking, counter acts the booze im drinking

I thought this was adorable, FRANKIE!!! (Guitar in My chemical romance)

Hee hee yes a frankie picture, I'll probably be posting a lot of MCR pictures... Speaking of that... How do you guys like the new layout? It was a sper of the moment, and halloween coming up (and if you remember... MY FAVORITE HOLIDAY!!!)

Hiei#9: Yea, and shes still debating on what to dress up as: Gerard from MCR, A dead Security officer, or... what else?

Dunno... But Im still debating ^__^ I want to cosplay as Gerard really badly, I even know how to do the makeup ^^
But it f*cking sucks, that I cant go trick or treating (I will never grow up) I usually go with my friends, but Rachel refuses because of last years happenings... For those who uhm... dont know:

Hiei#9: *eats popcorn* this never gets old

Well ^^; We got jumped, yup they punched me in the nose and beat the living daylights out of betty's head. They stole our candy and ran off... Rachel was safe they didnt touch her (Thank god)
Well Me and Betty went to the hospital in an ambulance, it was so much fun, we were laughing like crazy people, it didnt hurt, despite all of the blood.
Yeah I never learn

I guess it makes us sound brave huh? No, We were scared shitless when they got to us, but what sucks is... three houses down... was Rachel's Grandma's... O__o;
Oh well, Im out of here!!!
oh...
Before I forget: Zack's birthday party was a blast ^^ I did have to seperate myself a few times but other than that I had fun. ^^
Well Ladies and Germs Im out of here Dinner is ready ^^
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